It's a huge step in a persons life.
One, most of us don't think too in depth about.
Well, i for one, have always given it a great deal of thought. Mostly cause I guess I've had enough time to. I've watched so many, many people do it. Young and old. Watched and lived over the last 18 years, how people evolve and change. Frig. I've studied habits, manorisms and characteristics of people over the last 20 at least!
So how many people, in this day and age, think far enough ahead, to....this is the person I want, or Hope, will be wiping my ass after my first stroke?
Graphic?
I hope so. Cause that is the reality of it.
Till death do us part>
was taht in your vows? It sure as heck is gonna be in mine.
Also the vow...wipe my chin and my ass unless we have enough money in pension or disability to hire a nurse!
Really its a question to ask yourseslf before you marry. do I love this person enough too?????
For better or worse>
How bout that one?
Worse can be pretty bad. Midlife, mis-understood, easyily denied, how the Heck did that happen crisis. Evolution of relationships. IT HAPPENS!!!! Frig.
My parents are highschool sweethearts.
they also have seperate bedrooms and are the best of friends. My dad is an asshole and my mom buries her head in the sand. they get along okay and it all works. 41 yrs. You find the path that works for you cause this is the person that is gonna wipe your ass when you need your dignity, and TRULY loves you for real to do it.
This brings me on to weddings.
Now I am not as bitter as I used to be.
Nope. Not sure why. Must be the Pinks.
I think we are born with the dream.
Although, i don't see it in my own daughter. She doenst' play bride. I'm sure by her age I was. with Barbie's.........
hmmmm.
Maybe its a new age thing. Or maybe its cause its not been a thing for her mommy.
Charlotte is being brought up to just be herself. Not an add on. So her brain patterns are diferent.
hmmmm.
anyhow>
I hve an issue with Weddings.
Why are we having and spending so much money on them???
Are you getting married to have the party?
I know I'd be having a HUGE party if i got married. right in my parents front and backyard to be exact!..... BYOB i would only provide food. how's that?
I my parents front yard yard and mid floor of their home. Fair i think.
Most likely i'd be in a colour of dress you'd never forget. Of course reciting my vows earlier with a JP
Not htat I don't think they are wondrful, a lot of fun and beautiful. I have an issue with the whys and reasons.
My mother said something to me a long time ago.
the bigger and fancier the wedding the quicker and bigger the divorce.
Now my mother is not the one to speak wisdom in our family. Its usually my dad.
however.......
I'm sure its probably my personal feelings mixed in with what i learned in church.
you get married by a man of the church....whatthe Fffff were you doing living together! I guess thats good. A 10 thousand dollar wedding should cover it. I mean, you gotta have the dress and you definantly gotta have the pictures.
Oh...you have a baby on the way. oh Prdon. you getting married in in front of God..
oh I Am sorry. Yes of course this is enough money to plan the wedding. But maybe an off-white gown would be better. you can hide the gained baby fat better.
So we all have pre-marital sex.
I know 2 people at this moment that are not under that umbrella.
So the bride is wearing white. Isn't it nice that she is a virgin.
what do you mean the flower girl is her daughter?
so we all have a Dream.
Okay...i even have a dream. but when does the dream begin to insult.
I am speaking as an insult to what is referred to as the Bible
Maybe a lot of you don't know this.
but I started going to a devote mennonite church when I was 10.
I learned a lot.
No I don't agee with it all.
Not that I would ever be able to spit up verses or tell you exactly where or anything...just know I;ve read it is all.
During my teen and young adult years I explored.
Yes i have Read the Bible. Not the whole thing. but Much of it. I have formed my own opinions.
I have looked into sikhs, buddhism, mormans, Catholism, Jehovahs, Wicca
Now the thing is..we al believe.
We all belive in the higher power.
God.
Yet we still all live how we want.
Pregnancis out of wedlock....DAMNED
Divorce.....DAMNED
It went even as far as to say women showing skin....Damned!
But Yet we all belive there is something greater than our exhistance. why?
Our exhistance is pretty great!!
Look
I started out with the pretense that these Fucking weddings are pissng me off. I got so political and religious.
i hardly tipped the iceberg on what i realy feel about that shit!
However weddings....
they are a fun thing. when they are not tied into a religous blah, blah,blah and are just about the union to take place....i am there with String in a Can Baby!!!
As I would of cousre espect your to be.
its Not a Prty without String in a Can and Jello Shooter's!!! Right Muck!???!
blog On!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Skating Lessons
I was approached last night at lessons, as to why Charlotte is not in Figure skating.
This is not the first time.
Very flattering.
This is not the first time.
Very flattering.
Monday, March 12, 2007
He Died
Seems one of Nanny Girls gerbils died today.
she has 3. 2 of them in the same cage.
She came home 40 minutes ago to find the live one eating the Dead one.
EW YUCK!!!
Standing at the bottom of my stairs crying, she's asking for my help.
This is way out of my Super Hero league!
Mountain had just left 15 minutes before. Maybe he wasn't home yet.....
Back he came to save us from the cannabalistic Killer gerbil!
Wrapped poor Devon in newspaper for tomorrows funeral and left.
For the Second time tonight.
I knew these diseased creatures will eat their young...but this is different.
What the Hell!
I can do a lot of things, but that was not one of them.
Mountain is so Wonderful!
Poor Nanny Girl.
Hero presents will have to be found & given!
she has 3. 2 of them in the same cage.
She came home 40 minutes ago to find the live one eating the Dead one.
EW YUCK!!!
Standing at the bottom of my stairs crying, she's asking for my help.
This is way out of my Super Hero league!
Mountain had just left 15 minutes before. Maybe he wasn't home yet.....
Back he came to save us from the cannabalistic Killer gerbil!
Wrapped poor Devon in newspaper for tomorrows funeral and left.
For the Second time tonight.
I knew these diseased creatures will eat their young...but this is different.
What the Hell!
I can do a lot of things, but that was not one of them.
Mountain is so Wonderful!
Poor Nanny Girl.
Hero presents will have to be found & given!
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007
Coming along
Its been so exciting this last week at work.
Since going for dinner With my Mountain on last Saturday night...I got the bug.
We were geting blinds this past Tuesday and I really wanted it to start coming together.
so Out I went on Sunday and picked up a whole pile of plants and Pots. Wal-Mart Never lets me down!!
Seems I passed the bug on to Boss Mitch!
It is just looking so good!
Blinds...plants....So he planted a Herb garden right in our front window!
How cool is that?!!! He can now use fresh herbs in his sauces and stuff! Then he came home with a Palm yesterday afternoon. WE named it Allan. Allan the tree.
Next we will have our *New* menu's.
WooWoo!
Black Leather with our Name etched across the front. ............we've been wating for months for them. They've been on back order forever.......
its just all coming along. As soon as thats done......we will advertise and paper the Whole damn town!
Prices are not Changing. Still only 7.99 for the rice bowl. And the 5.99 Lunch Menu Aint going Anywhere!!!
I think the most expensive item is the Coq au Vin at 22bux! And damn does that stuffed chicken ever look good!
Mmmmm.
Since going for dinner With my Mountain on last Saturday night...I got the bug.
We were geting blinds this past Tuesday and I really wanted it to start coming together.
so Out I went on Sunday and picked up a whole pile of plants and Pots. Wal-Mart Never lets me down!!
Seems I passed the bug on to Boss Mitch!
It is just looking so good!
Blinds...plants....So he planted a Herb garden right in our front window!
How cool is that?!!! He can now use fresh herbs in his sauces and stuff! Then he came home with a Palm yesterday afternoon. WE named it Allan. Allan the tree.
Next we will have our *New* menu's.
WooWoo!
Black Leather with our Name etched across the front. ............we've been wating for months for them. They've been on back order forever.......
its just all coming along. As soon as thats done......we will advertise and paper the Whole damn town!
Prices are not Changing. Still only 7.99 for the rice bowl. And the 5.99 Lunch Menu Aint going Anywhere!!!
I think the most expensive item is the Coq au Vin at 22bux! And damn does that stuffed chicken ever look good!
Mmmmm.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
No Babies Here!
Not a chance!
that would be such a big Oooops its not even funny.
No babies for us....if I can still have them...till there's a ring on my finger and a mortgage with the bank!
That's a few years away
as long as the relationship is still going the direction its going
its nice to be on the same page with someone.
that would be such a big Oooops its not even funny.
No babies for us....if I can still have them...till there's a ring on my finger and a mortgage with the bank!
That's a few years away
as long as the relationship is still going the direction its going
its nice to be on the same page with someone.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Breaded
So I like food that's breaded. Like schnitzel or maybe chicken.
MaaAN i could go for a McChicken right about now!
Mmmmm. Breading.
Like what about KFC? That is some good stuff!
Got coupons for it today too.
Boyz o'boyz I do love coupons. No I am not ashamed to say so! I love em' and I use em'
Had breaded Veal Neptune for my fancy dinner date Saturday night. Yum!
Still thinking about it.
Frig...am I ever craving a bacon-cheese burger.
What is going on here?
I'm goin' to bed
MaaAN i could go for a McChicken right about now!
Mmmmm. Breading.
Like what about KFC? That is some good stuff!
Got coupons for it today too.
Boyz o'boyz I do love coupons. No I am not ashamed to say so! I love em' and I use em'
Had breaded Veal Neptune for my fancy dinner date Saturday night. Yum!
Still thinking about it.
Frig...am I ever craving a bacon-cheese burger.
What is going on here?
I'm goin' to bed
Ummm Yah
drempt my bottom tooth fell out and the other one was real loose.
A plastic bat I had started flying all about the lake. That was fine cause I flew with it.
And the buns for the sandwiches were all moldy.
But mostly I was very worried about my teeth.
Must've been the blue Cheese I scarfed down before bed
A plastic bat I had started flying all about the lake. That was fine cause I flew with it.
And the buns for the sandwiches were all moldy.
But mostly I was very worried about my teeth.
Must've been the blue Cheese I scarfed down before bed
Monday, March 05, 2007
An Intro to my Girlfriend Bert's Blog!
My darling old roomate Berta has gotten onto the blog scene.
She is looking for contact with the outside world. just like the rest of us....LoL!!
Contact her DAmn It!!!
She's a mom. 2 boys. Give her a hand will yah!
Gotta love her job posting....
check it out!
blog On Girl!
She is looking for contact with the outside world. just like the rest of us....LoL!!
Contact her DAmn It!!!
She's a mom. 2 boys. Give her a hand will yah!
Gotta love her job posting....
check it out!
blog On Girl!
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Just goes to Show you......
.....you can meet someone once for a brief moment. Then 18 years later be sitting across from them. Having a most Wonderful evening.
The world just got a little smaller last night.
The world just got a little smaller last night.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Friggin Rogers
What is with Rogers?
I keep dreaming that I am back working for them.
why?
what The Hell.
Hey!! Did I tell y'all that my Baby sister, Sister just got a new job!!
Guess what it is?
Selling Phones!
LOL!!!!
Started last week she did. i'm sure she'll do Great!
Its for a different company than I worked for.
How funny is that.
From Barista to Phone sales!
Just cause I sucked doens't mean she will follow in my footsteps.......
I keep dreaming that I am back working for them.
why?
what The Hell.
Hey!! Did I tell y'all that my Baby sister, Sister just got a new job!!
Guess what it is?
Selling Phones!
LOL!!!!
Started last week she did. i'm sure she'll do Great!
Its for a different company than I worked for.
How funny is that.
From Barista to Phone sales!
Just cause I sucked doens't mean she will follow in my footsteps.......
Friday, March 02, 2007
Numbers
I was fixin to go have a girlie visit with Bert.
But with the weather as it is I don't really want to be on the other side of the bridge.
Just not in the mood to be a snow Superstar.
So I will tackle my taxes instead.
sorry Berta.
Tax time......
hope I get money back. I have house insurance to Pay!
But with the weather as it is I don't really want to be on the other side of the bridge.
Just not in the mood to be a snow Superstar.
So I will tackle my taxes instead.
sorry Berta.
Tax time......
hope I get money back. I have house insurance to Pay!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Britt-Anna
I know Anna Nicole Smith died.
I also shared in the dismay and wonderment of it all.
Yes i agree, a beautiful woman in many different ways. A most interesting life. And yes her likeness' to Marylynn are astounding.
but PLEASE let it be for a moment!!!
This poor dead woman!
3 days of her death was one thing....the mystery...the how-di't happen thing....so now....leave the family and the wanna- be- family be till it can be said what is actually going on.
come on Paparazzi! give them all one day! Just one. Really is it too much to ask.
then let us, the public know, all the details at one time instead of the day-by day thing.
Cause I don't know about you. but I can't stand heresay.
I will admit. I am as caught up in the mystery as anybody.
However. Let her rest in peace Will yah!
Frig!
let me know ALL the details when ALL the details are in.
I mean really. that sweet wee child. My heart goes to her. so caught up......
And holy moly Brittany Spears!
Come on!
the chick had 2 babies. Left her husband. and is now out on the town.
Damn rights she's out on the town!!
post partum or not! She is going thru a lot.
so her publicist Throws her in Re-hab!
Fuck!
she doesn't need re-hab.
she needs a really good Girlfriend to blow off some steam with!
Leave her alone too.
She's also really young still and the world is at her feet.
Leave her alone to Party, fuck whomever, and finish what she started before she married K-Fed!
She'll find herself.
she has a million peopel to look out for her kids.
Just let her be!
Let her fuck up and around for a bit. she'll find her way.
we all go thru it.
Hers is just public is all: and money is no object.
Imagine if you could.............
blog on
I also shared in the dismay and wonderment of it all.
Yes i agree, a beautiful woman in many different ways. A most interesting life. And yes her likeness' to Marylynn are astounding.
but PLEASE let it be for a moment!!!
This poor dead woman!
3 days of her death was one thing....the mystery...the how-di't happen thing....so now....leave the family and the wanna- be- family be till it can be said what is actually going on.
come on Paparazzi! give them all one day! Just one. Really is it too much to ask.
then let us, the public know, all the details at one time instead of the day-by day thing.
Cause I don't know about you. but I can't stand heresay.
I will admit. I am as caught up in the mystery as anybody.
However. Let her rest in peace Will yah!
Frig!
let me know ALL the details when ALL the details are in.
I mean really. that sweet wee child. My heart goes to her. so caught up......
And holy moly Brittany Spears!
Come on!
the chick had 2 babies. Left her husband. and is now out on the town.
Damn rights she's out on the town!!
post partum or not! She is going thru a lot.
so her publicist Throws her in Re-hab!
Fuck!
she doesn't need re-hab.
she needs a really good Girlfriend to blow off some steam with!
Leave her alone too.
She's also really young still and the world is at her feet.
Leave her alone to Party, fuck whomever, and finish what she started before she married K-Fed!
She'll find herself.
she has a million peopel to look out for her kids.
Just let her be!
Let her fuck up and around for a bit. she'll find her way.
we all go thru it.
Hers is just public is all: and money is no object.
Imagine if you could.............
blog on
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Drama
This is so wierd to not have had any drama lately.
I am just content and happy.
How Bizaare!
how the Hell did that Happen!
Blog On Dudes!
I am just content and happy.
How Bizaare!
how the Hell did that Happen!
Blog On Dudes!
Monday, February 26, 2007
Mr. Ball
My kitty has a sore ear.
so sore in fact that when I woke this mroning he was not in his usual cuddle spot. I had to find him in my room! Now he is hiding under Charley's bed.
gave him the mite stuff.
he just hurts.
I'm gonna have to get him to the vet after work.
Poor guy!
He's 16, an ear issue is the last thing he needs
so sore in fact that when I woke this mroning he was not in his usual cuddle spot. I had to find him in my room! Now he is hiding under Charley's bed.
gave him the mite stuff.
he just hurts.
I'm gonna have to get him to the vet after work.
Poor guy!
He's 16, an ear issue is the last thing he needs
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Roast Beast!
Mmmmmm.
Sunday night Roast Beef Dinner!
Yum!
Roast potato's. Nummy vegetables. Good company and the Oscars!
Guess if I could get it together out my sickness and make a dessert, life would be perfect!
Sunday night Roast Beef Dinner!
Yum!
Roast potato's. Nummy vegetables. Good company and the Oscars!
Guess if I could get it together out my sickness and make a dessert, life would be perfect!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
Fleurs
I came home yesterday and went out into my garden.
I was looking at all my daffodils, crocuses, irises, and tulips poking their heads thru the dirt.
Oh it will be such a pretty spring!
Wake this morning.......Whats this?
SNOW!
Shit. I hope the wee things will be okay
I was looking at all my daffodils, crocuses, irises, and tulips poking their heads thru the dirt.
Oh it will be such a pretty spring!
Wake this morning.......Whats this?
SNOW!
Shit. I hope the wee things will be okay
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Reservations
.........you gotta love it when 17 Red Hat ladies THINK a resevation has been made for 12....noon...and it hasn't....
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Opinions????
I am requesting random opinions on this subject............
my Brother and Sister-in-law won a trip to Vegas thru my brothers,(my old) company. He went last year too. there';s a very good chance that he will win again next year as well cause all the contests for the company are fixed.
Anyhow....they are NOT taking their 4 month old son with them.
She is still breast feeding. NO there has never been a nursing problem.
They are gone for 5 days.
The Cob is staying at my mom's.
since my parents have theatre tickets on Friday night....The Queen and i will be there to babysit. But the rest of the time Cob is with my mom. A woman The cob has only spent time with at Christmas and a month ago for an evening.
Whats your take on it?
Just gathering HONEST opinions and information.....
I guess if you know me....you already Know how I feel about it. Just wondered if maybe i was over-reacting or being too Baby anal.....
my Brother and Sister-in-law won a trip to Vegas thru my brothers,(my old) company. He went last year too. there';s a very good chance that he will win again next year as well cause all the contests for the company are fixed.
Anyhow....they are NOT taking their 4 month old son with them.
She is still breast feeding. NO there has never been a nursing problem.
They are gone for 5 days.
The Cob is staying at my mom's.
since my parents have theatre tickets on Friday night....The Queen and i will be there to babysit. But the rest of the time Cob is with my mom. A woman The cob has only spent time with at Christmas and a month ago for an evening.
Whats your take on it?
Just gathering HONEST opinions and information.....
I guess if you know me....you already Know how I feel about it. Just wondered if maybe i was over-reacting or being too Baby anal.....
Did i Pass?
Last night was the night I met HIS very good friends.
SHE asked me all the critical questions.
You know the ones.....
The ones to figure me out and see if I am good enough for her friend.
Her husband watched me carefully and shook my hand.
Their kids played with Charley and Charley can't wait to go back!
SHE asked me all the critical questions.
You know the ones.....
The ones to figure me out and see if I am good enough for her friend.
Her husband watched me carefully and shook my hand.
Their kids played with Charley and Charley can't wait to go back!
Friday, February 16, 2007
a Nice Night
Charley and I bottled wine.
Came home ordered pizza.
Mountain came over and started making an apple pie.
charley and I continued on eating pizza and watching a movie. I read the paper a bit. Mountain continued with his pie.
Kid now in bed.
He is putting the finishing touches on his pastry before it hits the oven........
How much do I love how comfortable this all is!!!!!
Came home ordered pizza.
Mountain came over and started making an apple pie.
charley and I continued on eating pizza and watching a movie. I read the paper a bit. Mountain continued with his pie.
Kid now in bed.
He is putting the finishing touches on his pastry before it hits the oven........
How much do I love how comfortable this all is!!!!!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
MeNOPaUSe
FFFFFFF!!!! I hate it!
Make up your mind will you already!
be glad if you are not there yet.
be glad its not early for you.
Be glad if you don't have a Clue What I am talking about!
Just be glad
Make up your mind will you already!
be glad if you are not there yet.
be glad its not early for you.
Be glad if you don't have a Clue What I am talking about!
Just be glad
the Middle of February
So I gave in.
I am using the *New blogger.
I had to. I couldn't post anymore unless I did!
Bastards.
Valentines night was a Great success at my restaurant.
WoW! Let me tell you. What a thrill it was to be serving and everything came out on time. The food was spectacular! We were a steady busy so it was easy to give incredible service. Couples that were out for their special evening left so happy.
We had flowers all over. Red satin. Candles. Hersheys Kisses. Chocolate covered strawberries.....oh how wonderful it was.
i was home jsut after 9. My body so exhausted from the long day. But it was sooo worth it.
Our main dish was a 3 course meal for 100bux.
it had a mescaline salad and prawns to start. 5oz bacon wrapped tenderloin. Fresh lobster 1/2. Then for dessert...chocolate trio that consisted of creme brulle, chocolate cookies and a chocolate flourless torte. this include a bottle of Sawmill creek Wine as well. The guests loved it! We are running thru till Friday.
Now when I say fresh Lobster........Yah I mean fresh. Killed in the kitchen moments before its on your plate!
I had to go out front. I can't handle that. It upset me.
I did get a heart shaped donut from my secret admirer.
the coffee guy.
He brought one for me last year too if you'll remember.
WEll its Thursday.
Charley has piano and I get off work early. I like that cause I can make dinner!
Mountain will be over this evening for supper. I will give him his box of chocolates and a big belated Valentines kiss! Maybe I'll hit Wal-Mart this morning and see if I can find a sappy card to go with it. Nahh. No need to go overboard!
but I might hit Wal-Mart anyway and see about getting some discount Chocolate!
Gotta love Chocolate sales.
Blog on Dudes!
I am using the *New blogger.
I had to. I couldn't post anymore unless I did!
Bastards.
Valentines night was a Great success at my restaurant.
WoW! Let me tell you. What a thrill it was to be serving and everything came out on time. The food was spectacular! We were a steady busy so it was easy to give incredible service. Couples that were out for their special evening left so happy.
We had flowers all over. Red satin. Candles. Hersheys Kisses. Chocolate covered strawberries.....oh how wonderful it was.
i was home jsut after 9. My body so exhausted from the long day. But it was sooo worth it.
Our main dish was a 3 course meal for 100bux.
it had a mescaline salad and prawns to start. 5oz bacon wrapped tenderloin. Fresh lobster 1/2. Then for dessert...chocolate trio that consisted of creme brulle, chocolate cookies and a chocolate flourless torte. this include a bottle of Sawmill creek Wine as well. The guests loved it! We are running thru till Friday.
Now when I say fresh Lobster........Yah I mean fresh. Killed in the kitchen moments before its on your plate!
I had to go out front. I can't handle that. It upset me.
I did get a heart shaped donut from my secret admirer.
the coffee guy.
He brought one for me last year too if you'll remember.
WEll its Thursday.
Charley has piano and I get off work early. I like that cause I can make dinner!
Mountain will be over this evening for supper. I will give him his box of chocolates and a big belated Valentines kiss! Maybe I'll hit Wal-Mart this morning and see if I can find a sappy card to go with it. Nahh. No need to go overboard!
but I might hit Wal-Mart anyway and see about getting some discount Chocolate!
Gotta love Chocolate sales.
Blog on Dudes!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Monday, February 12, 2007
High
well i won't be firing her.
I vented.
Realistically...she is great for Charlotte. And Charley is excelling in school even more cause she is home in her own space 3 days a week. She loves Nanny Girl. Me getting rid of Nanny cause I'm unhappy is only gonna hurt Charlotte.
so.........
I will lower my expectations.
she is just afterschool care Tuesdays and Wednesdays.
i will just stop expecting more from her.
Why set myself up for failure?
I will just try to find someone else I can trust, to look after charlotte, when i would like to have a life outside of the home.
Everythingh happens for a reason.
blog On!
I vented.
Realistically...she is great for Charlotte. And Charley is excelling in school even more cause she is home in her own space 3 days a week. She loves Nanny Girl. Me getting rid of Nanny cause I'm unhappy is only gonna hurt Charlotte.
so.........
I will lower my expectations.
she is just afterschool care Tuesdays and Wednesdays.
i will just stop expecting more from her.
Why set myself up for failure?
I will just try to find someone else I can trust, to look after charlotte, when i would like to have a life outside of the home.
Everythingh happens for a reason.
blog On!
Nanny girl
I am giving some serious thought to Nanny Girl and OUR 'arrangement'
Now, yes she works today. Till about 2. so I thought....YaY! she can come home relieve my mom unless she works her other job tonight that is.
Nope. she doens't work tonight.
Again...I think YaY!
Nope...she can't help me out. she has plans with friends right after work.
Hmph....
Now this comes after texts last night of how long she has to work for me Valentines day and does she extra off her rent for working it and can her boyfriend come over tomorrow while she is babysitting cause they have things to do on this side of town and........
how bout NO NO NO
firstly....Wed is a normal work day. Its not extra. I don't care if Its Valentines day! big whoopee deal. She's not helping me out that night....onceagain my mom is coming out for that evening.
And No the Boyfriend doens't get to come over while you are working.
You are not doing me any favours or helping me out.
She is doing straight afterschool care for me. I can get that from Charlotte's other daycare. Mrs. W.
so you know what?
I am seriously thinking about firing Nanny Girl cause she is not holding up her end of the deal
She can pay me her straight rent and be done with it.
i could get a out of country student in for 600bux a month!
Or even just not have anything except an extra room for all the help I'm getting!
Now, yes she works today. Till about 2. so I thought....YaY! she can come home relieve my mom unless she works her other job tonight that is.
Nope. she doens't work tonight.
Again...I think YaY!
Nope...she can't help me out. she has plans with friends right after work.
Hmph....
Now this comes after texts last night of how long she has to work for me Valentines day and does she extra off her rent for working it and can her boyfriend come over tomorrow while she is babysitting cause they have things to do on this side of town and........
how bout NO NO NO
firstly....Wed is a normal work day. Its not extra. I don't care if Its Valentines day! big whoopee deal. She's not helping me out that night....onceagain my mom is coming out for that evening.
And No the Boyfriend doens't get to come over while you are working.
You are not doing me any favours or helping me out.
She is doing straight afterschool care for me. I can get that from Charlotte's other daycare. Mrs. W.
so you know what?
I am seriously thinking about firing Nanny Girl cause she is not holding up her end of the deal
She can pay me her straight rent and be done with it.
i could get a out of country student in for 600bux a month!
Or even just not have anything except an extra room for all the help I'm getting!
Saturday, February 10, 2007
My HERO!
Felt such rage when I got to work cause someone had moved a cheat sheet that I keep under the computer. What The Fuck!!! Don't touch things!!! Frig I was mad!
Than a regular customer came in for coffee and I started to get irritated by his constant interuption of my trying to get the restuarant open. (granted he is irritating any day of the week. But I was over-reacting)
As the morning turned into afternoon I realized something.......
I'D FORGOTTEN MY PINK!
Frig and double Frig!
Well this is no good. I knew that by the end of the day I was gonna be in rough shape. Just that dizzy, off-balance kinda drunk kinda feeling. I can't stand that. The only way to feel any bit of normal at that point is to pour myself a glass of wine! well I am on this stupid diet! I can't have wine!!!!
So to the text I go. I sent out a beaken of text to Mountain and Nanny Girl hoping that one of them could help me.
Mountain texts back.....'how'
Nanny texts back....'she's busy with friends'
As lunch went on I could slowly feel myself slipping.
By the time Mountain gets here its only a couple hours from when I'm off anyhow. I text him and say dont' worry about it. I'll just deal.
Focusing was becoming harder to do. I go into auto-pilot.....Cutlery. I'll shine cutlery. Crap! I forgot to service that Check!
"your Cheese bread will only be a moment. She had to make up a New batch of Miller Bread" lie lie lie
Then in he walks.
Overalls...smelly dirty work coat...boots....
Mountain! My Hero!!!
Than a regular customer came in for coffee and I started to get irritated by his constant interuption of my trying to get the restuarant open. (granted he is irritating any day of the week. But I was over-reacting)
As the morning turned into afternoon I realized something.......
I'D FORGOTTEN MY PINK!
Frig and double Frig!
Well this is no good. I knew that by the end of the day I was gonna be in rough shape. Just that dizzy, off-balance kinda drunk kinda feeling. I can't stand that. The only way to feel any bit of normal at that point is to pour myself a glass of wine! well I am on this stupid diet! I can't have wine!!!!
So to the text I go. I sent out a beaken of text to Mountain and Nanny Girl hoping that one of them could help me.
Mountain texts back.....'how'
Nanny texts back....'she's busy with friends'
As lunch went on I could slowly feel myself slipping.
By the time Mountain gets here its only a couple hours from when I'm off anyhow. I text him and say dont' worry about it. I'll just deal.
Focusing was becoming harder to do. I go into auto-pilot.....Cutlery. I'll shine cutlery. Crap! I forgot to service that Check!
"your Cheese bread will only be a moment. She had to make up a New batch of Miller Bread" lie lie lie
Then in he walks.
Overalls...smelly dirty work coat...boots....
Mountain! My Hero!!!
Friday, February 09, 2007
Just so You know
my mother linked to me from Mucks blog.
I don't like that.
so get my mail address cause if i suddenly have to change domains again..............
it'll be sudden it will be quick
I will jsut vanish but be around all at the same time.
I don't like that.
so get my mail address cause if i suddenly have to change domains again..............
it'll be sudden it will be quick
I will jsut vanish but be around all at the same time.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
"Go Tell It on The Mountain"
YaH!
Good dinner!
Good talk!
Good make-up Sex!
Funny at dinner........
now this might be a weee bit disgusting for some. So close your eyes while you read this next part.
Charley farted at the dinner table.....this is of course frowned upon....and NO farting in the kitchen happens to be one of the house rules...however, Mountain and Charlotte have somehow bonded over this bodily function.
So she squeezes it out while we are eating.
I swear to God it sounded like a squeeze toy!
How she managed to make that squeeky little sound come out of her bum Neither Mountain or myself could believe it.
This High pitched noise. I thought something was up with the cat!
She went immediately red and giggled and giggled.
As for Mountain....I am not so much chasing rainbows...maybe just a leprachan. He is unsure where we are headed. But he is not going anywhere anytime soon and when I asked him if I should consider myself available or not.
his answer was he'd prefer I wasn't and he of course won't be either.
so for now...that is good...that is okay......
I am HappY!
I just would hate to waste another year or even months of my life with another man that that doesn't want me.
Cause as Steph has taught me.....i am worth WAAAY more than that!
But it seems he values me.
What The Hell!
it might be my turn to Run
Good dinner!
Good talk!
Good make-up Sex!
Funny at dinner........
now this might be a weee bit disgusting for some. So close your eyes while you read this next part.
Charley farted at the dinner table.....this is of course frowned upon....and NO farting in the kitchen happens to be one of the house rules...however, Mountain and Charlotte have somehow bonded over this bodily function.
So she squeezes it out while we are eating.
I swear to God it sounded like a squeeze toy!
How she managed to make that squeeky little sound come out of her bum Neither Mountain or myself could believe it.
This High pitched noise. I thought something was up with the cat!
She went immediately red and giggled and giggled.
As for Mountain....I am not so much chasing rainbows...maybe just a leprachan. He is unsure where we are headed. But he is not going anywhere anytime soon and when I asked him if I should consider myself available or not.
his answer was he'd prefer I wasn't and he of course won't be either.
so for now...that is good...that is okay......
I am HappY!
I just would hate to waste another year or even months of my life with another man that that doesn't want me.
Cause as Steph has taught me.....i am worth WAAAY more than that!
But it seems he values me.
What The Hell!
it might be my turn to Run
EAT!
I have been so friggin determined to lose this wieght I've put on.
so I've turned to eating only veggies and salad.
I know!Me! I usually hate vegetables.
for the last week.
Get this....I had tuna and cottage cheese for dinner last night. For dessert a rice cake with peanut butter. YUM!
Work out in the AM. Dammit! Its coming off!
Tonight I am making dinner for Mountain so I will eat some real food. Thank Goodness! But only a little. Friggin 9lbs and a pants size. It has declared war. Well ....
The Fight is On!
so I've turned to eating only veggies and salad.
I know!Me! I usually hate vegetables.
for the last week.
Get this....I had tuna and cottage cheese for dinner last night. For dessert a rice cake with peanut butter. YUM!
Work out in the AM. Dammit! Its coming off!
Tonight I am making dinner for Mountain so I will eat some real food. Thank Goodness! But only a little. Friggin 9lbs and a pants size. It has declared war. Well ....
The Fight is On!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Eyeballs
I am up to my eyeballs in Menu's
AAAAHHHHHH!!!!
typing cut and paste re-align get it all on the same page spelling descriptive words different fonts are those letters the right size...bla...bla...bla
Ack! It doesn't fit on the card properly! And what the Hell is my printer doing!?!?????
I still have the Valentines menus to do!
Charlottes Best friend that moved away last August called her tonight. You should have seen my little girls face light up. WoW! It was pretty special. so now that we have her address I'll have to sit with her and help her write a letter.
Valentines in a week. Carp! I gotta get a little more something for my favorite girl! And Of course a little something for myself. Lillies would be nice.
Maybe I'll have a secret admirerer.
ooh how fun
Still working on my space thing.........
still processing the new information I got from him.
Tomorrow
there's always tomorrow
AAAAHHHHHH!!!!
typing cut and paste re-align get it all on the same page spelling descriptive words different fonts are those letters the right size...bla...bla...bla
Ack! It doesn't fit on the card properly! And what the Hell is my printer doing!?!?????
I still have the Valentines menus to do!
Charlottes Best friend that moved away last August called her tonight. You should have seen my little girls face light up. WoW! It was pretty special. so now that we have her address I'll have to sit with her and help her write a letter.
Valentines in a week. Carp! I gotta get a little more something for my favorite girl! And Of course a little something for myself. Lillies would be nice.
Maybe I'll have a secret admirerer.
ooh how fun
Still working on my space thing.........
still processing the new information I got from him.
Tomorrow
there's always tomorrow
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Space
I need some space from Mountain right now to figure out what is going on.
eventhough he says he is not going anywhere anytime soon......
some good points were raised over the last day that I need to think and re-think about.
Things are not postive enough for me.
and they really have to be for Charlotte
I've never been good at relationships.
I'm backing off
That makes me sad
eventhough he says he is not going anywhere anytime soon......
some good points were raised over the last day that I need to think and re-think about.
Things are not postive enough for me.
and they really have to be for Charlotte
I've never been good at relationships.
I'm backing off
That makes me sad
Monday, February 05, 2007
Up, Up, up
I have been on a steady weight gain since the end of November.
I am back to watching what I eat and excercising. Yet........
Talkign with my Sister yesterday....I think its the Pinks.
Luckily I am a tits and Ass gainer. So right now I am just looking more shapely. However....anymore and I have to start buying new clothes!
I already don't fit a couple pairs of pants.
Summer is coming. I think I am going to go off them next week.
Being happy with no anxiety is Great!
Getting bigger is not part of the plan and I don't like that at all!
I am back to watching what I eat and excercising. Yet........
Talkign with my Sister yesterday....I think its the Pinks.
Luckily I am a tits and Ass gainer. So right now I am just looking more shapely. However....anymore and I have to start buying new clothes!
I already don't fit a couple pairs of pants.
Summer is coming. I think I am going to go off them next week.
Being happy with no anxiety is Great!
Getting bigger is not part of the plan and I don't like that at all!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Baby Steps, Big Steps or Stupidity?
Well. Mountain has stayed the night.
for the second time.
Nervous in the morning for Charlotte coming in for her morning cuddle.
Both of us dressed. I in my jammies he in his jeans.
Charlotte has never seen Mommy in bed with anyone before......EVER!!!
Charley and I continued our normal Saturday morning chat session in my bed as Mountain listened. Charlotte and I talked about the fun she had at my xmates house the night before. how much she enjoyed the puppy. We talked about school and things in her day that happen. Its our catch-up. Mountain eventually inputing his own bits to the conversation after ours was slowing down. he so respectful of our mother daughter time.
all of us giggling as Mommy does her morning......thing......
Time to get up!
I make coffee and do my mroning stuff. Charlotte does her morning thing by turning on Raven. Mountain gets up and brushes his teeth.
Breakfast. Eggs and toast. for us all.
Delicous coffee and paper reading as we all now sit in our prespective spots and take in the morning moments...........
And he's gone for the day!
gone to get his Girl and spend the day and night with her.
We start our chores. Laundry, washing, Dusting...then on to baking in awhile.
So what is going on here?
i'm not sure i know either. Is my gaurd that far down? I mean I have always lived by a lot of rules and decided last year to throw the book out the window. But........
Charley and I talked after he left about how she felt having Mountain here.
So far so good.
Am i doing the right thing? amd I doing the Wrong thing?
Mountain and I talked about some stuff last night that i don't talk about with just anybody.
i think he and I need to have the 'what are you doing ' with me talk again. Cause this is gone to the 'place' and I am letting it and that may be a very bad thing if he is not in the same place as me!
Only I can't put the brakes on anymore.
this has taken on a life of its own. Everything feels very natural and real. Which is all well and good.
but Charlotte.......
I worry.
But she is 8 now. Its not the same as when she was younger. And he has been coming around since september. so its not like they just met. He's been coming for dinner since November. Charlotte and I talk.
I guess I don't know. I mean. I'm not going to stop, cuase like i said....its taken on a life of its own.
i mean if I stop. I Stop everything. Not jsut parts of it.
I don't know. Its jsut all so wierd.
i guess I just needed to get it out. Vent. Thats it I'm venting. Not a bad vent. Its a very Good vent. But venting all the same. Tossing it around
for the second time.
Nervous in the morning for Charlotte coming in for her morning cuddle.
Both of us dressed. I in my jammies he in his jeans.
Charlotte has never seen Mommy in bed with anyone before......EVER!!!
Charley and I continued our normal Saturday morning chat session in my bed as Mountain listened. Charlotte and I talked about the fun she had at my xmates house the night before. how much she enjoyed the puppy. We talked about school and things in her day that happen. Its our catch-up. Mountain eventually inputing his own bits to the conversation after ours was slowing down. he so respectful of our mother daughter time.
all of us giggling as Mommy does her morning......thing......
Time to get up!
I make coffee and do my mroning stuff. Charlotte does her morning thing by turning on Raven. Mountain gets up and brushes his teeth.
Breakfast. Eggs and toast. for us all.
Delicous coffee and paper reading as we all now sit in our prespective spots and take in the morning moments...........
And he's gone for the day!
gone to get his Girl and spend the day and night with her.
We start our chores. Laundry, washing, Dusting...then on to baking in awhile.
So what is going on here?
i'm not sure i know either. Is my gaurd that far down? I mean I have always lived by a lot of rules and decided last year to throw the book out the window. But........
Charley and I talked after he left about how she felt having Mountain here.
So far so good.
Am i doing the right thing? amd I doing the Wrong thing?
Mountain and I talked about some stuff last night that i don't talk about with just anybody.
i think he and I need to have the 'what are you doing ' with me talk again. Cause this is gone to the 'place' and I am letting it and that may be a very bad thing if he is not in the same place as me!
Only I can't put the brakes on anymore.
this has taken on a life of its own. Everything feels very natural and real. Which is all well and good.
but Charlotte.......
I worry.
But she is 8 now. Its not the same as when she was younger. And he has been coming around since september. so its not like they just met. He's been coming for dinner since November. Charlotte and I talk.
I guess I don't know. I mean. I'm not going to stop, cuase like i said....its taken on a life of its own.
i mean if I stop. I Stop everything. Not jsut parts of it.
I don't know. Its jsut all so wierd.
i guess I just needed to get it out. Vent. Thats it I'm venting. Not a bad vent. Its a very Good vent. But venting all the same. Tossing it around
Girl Time
Spent time this evenign with a most dear old friend.
Its funny how life goes along.
how we go about our lives.
yet its nice when we can come back together and its like a day hasn't passed. i do love her so and I am so grateful that we have been able to find our ways back to one another.
We enjoyed wine and cheese. Children playing. CAsual conversation. and then home again for another time.
Till next time.........
so it sems night out for Steph's B-day Feb 24th! I am In!!!
After that....first saturday of March??
Lets make it so
Blog On Dudes!
Its funny how life goes along.
how we go about our lives.
yet its nice when we can come back together and its like a day hasn't passed. i do love her so and I am so grateful that we have been able to find our ways back to one another.
We enjoyed wine and cheese. Children playing. CAsual conversation. and then home again for another time.
Till next time.........
so it sems night out for Steph's B-day Feb 24th! I am In!!!
After that....first saturday of March??
Lets make it so
Blog On Dudes!
Friday, February 02, 2007
Duncan Little
His memorial is today.
Finally, after weeks of waiting.
But on a Friday......at 1pm.....I am not able to go.
I am so very disheartened.
There just isn't the staff to cover me.
I'm so sorry Dunc. I miss you so very much. I was looking forward to the smile on your face when you came to my new place. I know you would be so very happy for me. I miss our talks and the hugs I would get when we would meet unexpectedly. I really, really wish from the bottom of my heart that I could be there.......
Go In Peace Sweetie
Finally, after weeks of waiting.
But on a Friday......at 1pm.....I am not able to go.
I am so very disheartened.
There just isn't the staff to cover me.
I'm so sorry Dunc. I miss you so very much. I was looking forward to the smile on your face when you came to my new place. I know you would be so very happy for me. I miss our talks and the hugs I would get when we would meet unexpectedly. I really, really wish from the bottom of my heart that I could be there.......
Go In Peace Sweetie
Thursday, February 01, 2007
It's Coming!
Its Coming!
2 weeks away!
I think, for the first time, in a long time. I might be looking forward to it!
Valentine's Day!
Got some soft heart socks for the Queen. I'll pick her up a little candy too!
Nanny Girl can get some Chocolate's.
And Mountain.........WEll Chocolate of course! He does have a terrible sweet tooth.
I told him I don't celebrate Valentine's day. And I don't really. I mean I guess I always have for Charlotte. Hmmmm. I suppose I just don't know!
I really expect nothing from him. We are still not 'together.' And I am still up in the air with what I am doing about it all. You know trying to fool myself and say I'm keeping my heart out of it. (haha) However, I just can't help myself but to get him something! Isn't that awful?
I am working Valentine's day and night anyhow. So really, any celebration he and I might have wouldn't happen till the weekend. And that's only if he's not with his other girl. She always comes first. Truthfully, I find myself jealous of that. Although I totally understand and him loving her is part of the reason I find myself so attracted to him. However, Jealous all the same.
So Valentine's......
I do frighten myself though.
Cause I am looking forward to it.
Any time I look forward to soemthing I tend to end up disapointed and hurt.
Frig!
This is probably the time when he tells me he just can't continue seeing me anymore!
HuH. (ponder ponder ponder)
Well now. there was something I hadn't thought of yet. I better work on taking my Valentine's looking forwardness down a few notches.
I really do HATE surprises.
2 weeks away!
I think, for the first time, in a long time. I might be looking forward to it!
Valentine's Day!
Got some soft heart socks for the Queen. I'll pick her up a little candy too!
Nanny Girl can get some Chocolate's.
And Mountain.........WEll Chocolate of course! He does have a terrible sweet tooth.
I told him I don't celebrate Valentine's day. And I don't really. I mean I guess I always have for Charlotte. Hmmmm. I suppose I just don't know!
I really expect nothing from him. We are still not 'together.' And I am still up in the air with what I am doing about it all. You know trying to fool myself and say I'm keeping my heart out of it. (haha) However, I just can't help myself but to get him something! Isn't that awful?
I am working Valentine's day and night anyhow. So really, any celebration he and I might have wouldn't happen till the weekend. And that's only if he's not with his other girl. She always comes first. Truthfully, I find myself jealous of that. Although I totally understand and him loving her is part of the reason I find myself so attracted to him. However, Jealous all the same.
So Valentine's......
I do frighten myself though.
Cause I am looking forward to it.
Any time I look forward to soemthing I tend to end up disapointed and hurt.
Frig!
This is probably the time when he tells me he just can't continue seeing me anymore!
HuH. (ponder ponder ponder)
Well now. there was something I hadn't thought of yet. I better work on taking my Valentine's looking forwardness down a few notches.
I really do HATE surprises.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Legallize Crystal Meth?
OUr local Pot Activist is at it again........
Got this from the Bugel. good ole cut and paste.
Guess he needs more controversey
Editor, The Bugel:
An Open Letter to B.C. Solicitor General John Les, and to city
councillor John Smith.
Making the ingredients illegal won't make crystal meth go away,
only more toxic and violent. There are good reasons to legalize, then
regulate, and then even tax crystal meth. Foolishly, our present government
policy of drug prohibition is injecting price increases and
violence into the black market, and abdicating the right to decide:
1) who is going to supply the drugs to the community
2) what kind of drugs are going to be supplied
3) how much the drugs are going to cost
4) how potent and toxic those drugs are going to be
5) how they are going to be produced
6) what age levels they are going to be sold to
7) where they are going to be sold
Making it more illegal will only make it more toxic and violent.
We all agree crystal meth is poison, the question is how to control it
without eroding our freedoms and making the problems worse.
The violence associated with the dealing of the drug comes not
from the drug but from the illegality of its sale or enforcement.
This country is long overdue in recognizing that the war on drugs
is a war on ourselves. We have squandered billions of dollars and
too many of our children's lives addressing a medical and societal
problem using criminal law.
If you really want to protect your child look at the government
policy called drug prohibition and its creation, the black market.
Regulation is still enforcement, it is just "enforcement-lite."
The question is not, "Will it harm the individual? but, "Will letting
the black market make the decisions of distribution and purity
help reduce the negative effects to society and the individual?"
Just because a drug is toxic is no reason to ban it. We don't ban
gasoline or glue. These are both abused, addictive and do brain damage.
A domestic ban on the ingredients (for crystal meth) will only
force people to import them at a higher price.
It is the duty of leadership to explain to the public the truths about
the true cost of choosing more drug prohibition. xxxxx city
council's greatest sin is to have stifled the public debate.
The solution I suggest is understanding that drug prohibition
creates social pollution. Ending drug prohibition means ending the
propaganda. This single action will play a decisive role, and have a
world-historic impact, on the present and future of world peace, the
environment and social justice.
xxx xxxxxx
........
Got this from the Bugel. good ole cut and paste.
Guess he needs more controversey
Editor, The Bugel:
An Open Letter to B.C. Solicitor General John Les, and to city
councillor John Smith.
Making the ingredients illegal won't make crystal meth go away,
only more toxic and violent. There are good reasons to legalize, then
regulate, and then even tax crystal meth. Foolishly, our present government
policy of drug prohibition is injecting price increases and
violence into the black market, and abdicating the right to decide:
1) who is going to supply the drugs to the community
2) what kind of drugs are going to be supplied
3) how much the drugs are going to cost
4) how potent and toxic those drugs are going to be
5) how they are going to be produced
6) what age levels they are going to be sold to
7) where they are going to be sold
Making it more illegal will only make it more toxic and violent.
We all agree crystal meth is poison, the question is how to control it
without eroding our freedoms and making the problems worse.
The violence associated with the dealing of the drug comes not
from the drug but from the illegality of its sale or enforcement.
This country is long overdue in recognizing that the war on drugs
is a war on ourselves. We have squandered billions of dollars and
too many of our children's lives addressing a medical and societal
problem using criminal law.
If you really want to protect your child look at the government
policy called drug prohibition and its creation, the black market.
Regulation is still enforcement, it is just "enforcement-lite."
The question is not, "Will it harm the individual? but, "Will letting
the black market make the decisions of distribution and purity
help reduce the negative effects to society and the individual?"
Just because a drug is toxic is no reason to ban it. We don't ban
gasoline or glue. These are both abused, addictive and do brain damage.
A domestic ban on the ingredients (for crystal meth) will only
force people to import them at a higher price.
It is the duty of leadership to explain to the public the truths about
the true cost of choosing more drug prohibition. xxxxx city
council's greatest sin is to have stifled the public debate.
The solution I suggest is understanding that drug prohibition
creates social pollution. Ending drug prohibition means ending the
propaganda. This single action will play a decisive role, and have a
world-historic impact, on the present and future of world peace, the
environment and social justice.
xxx xxxxxx
........
Monday, January 29, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
I dOn't KnOW WhaT 2 ThiNK
~Dreaming about a scary ex for the last while.
Suddenly they are becoming more frequent.
Ken Green.......Scares the shit out of me! What the fuck is he doing floating around in my subconcious all of a sudden?
Maybe if I talk about it the dreams will stop. The guy beat me. For far too long. GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU BASTARD!!!
~Mountain has dealt with drunk upset Kristi. Twice now, and for some reason still wants to be around me. That freaks me out 2!
He just accepts me for all my faults and weaknesses. Shit!
What is going on?
~I felt so comfortable with Mountain I actually went to the next level.....
I passed gas in front of him. Even Mr. Big and I never got to that far!
~I let him see me without ANY make-up on. I mean, not even foundation. There are VERY FEW that have seen that Kristi. you may think you have.......but No. you have not.
And he still wants to come back tonight for dinner. What The Hell!
Mine Eye is feeling much better. I still feel nautious,but I just have to stay focused on one thing at a time and not look around too much and I am fine. At least it doesn't hurt like it did anymore. I wore my eye patch last night when Mountain came over. Put make-up on one eye. The other.......totally naked. He'd been under some stupid impression that he's seen me without make-up before. He learned last night and this mroning how wrong he was.
"wow. you really don't have any eyelashes"
It was funny.
I put my patch up and he was looking at me out of one eye and then the other. Said it was like being with 2 different girls!
Okay off i go to make my surprise dinner for Mountain!
A Kristi Lasagna! Lotsa Veggies. Lots a Cheese! And Peperoni in the middle.
Blog On Dudes!
Oh and Hey........a Mighty Oooglenoth to you all!
Suddenly they are becoming more frequent.
Ken Green.......Scares the shit out of me! What the fuck is he doing floating around in my subconcious all of a sudden?
Maybe if I talk about it the dreams will stop. The guy beat me. For far too long. GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU BASTARD!!!
~Mountain has dealt with drunk upset Kristi. Twice now, and for some reason still wants to be around me. That freaks me out 2!
He just accepts me for all my faults and weaknesses. Shit!
What is going on?
~I felt so comfortable with Mountain I actually went to the next level.....
I passed gas in front of him. Even Mr. Big and I never got to that far!
~I let him see me without ANY make-up on. I mean, not even foundation. There are VERY FEW that have seen that Kristi. you may think you have.......but No. you have not.
And he still wants to come back tonight for dinner. What The Hell!
Mine Eye is feeling much better. I still feel nautious,but I just have to stay focused on one thing at a time and not look around too much and I am fine. At least it doesn't hurt like it did anymore. I wore my eye patch last night when Mountain came over. Put make-up on one eye. The other.......totally naked. He'd been under some stupid impression that he's seen me without make-up before. He learned last night and this mroning how wrong he was.
"wow. you really don't have any eyelashes"
It was funny.
I put my patch up and he was looking at me out of one eye and then the other. Said it was like being with 2 different girls!
Okay off i go to make my surprise dinner for Mountain!
A Kristi Lasagna! Lotsa Veggies. Lots a Cheese! And Peperoni in the middle.
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Oh and Hey........a Mighty Oooglenoth to you all!
Saturday, January 27, 2007
DON'T SLEEP WITH YOUR CONTACTS IN!!!
oH YES i DiD!
Peeled them out of mine eyes early this morning.
Dry as dry could be.
My right eye is now scratched and hurts like a bitch!
Swollen. such pain. Dark sunglasses. I need a patch.
Do i goto the clinic?
What can they do for me?
It Mother Fucking Hurts!
What an Idiot i am
Peeled them out of mine eyes early this morning.
Dry as dry could be.
My right eye is now scratched and hurts like a bitch!
Swollen. such pain. Dark sunglasses. I need a patch.
Do i goto the clinic?
What can they do for me?
It Mother Fucking Hurts!
What an Idiot i am
Friday, January 26, 2007
mountain leaves here last night at 10.
I texthim a goodnight wish.
He texts me back 20min later.
He's been in a car accident!
I freak out. Call him. He doesn't pick up.
Text him and he answers he'll "call me in a min". "I okay car okay" So i text "What the Hell!"
He didn';t call. Busy with details I guess.
I slept with all my phones under my pillow.
I'm sure he's fine. But the suspense is killing me!!
Mens can be such Idgets
I texthim a goodnight wish.
He texts me back 20min later.
He's been in a car accident!
I freak out. Call him. He doesn't pick up.
Text him and he answers he'll "call me in a min". "I okay car okay" So i text "What the Hell!"
He didn';t call. Busy with details I guess.
I slept with all my phones under my pillow.
I'm sure he's fine. But the suspense is killing me!!
Mens can be such Idgets
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Times
Tomorrow night my xmate and I are meeting up at my restaurant for 7pm. I expect to be therre a few hours.......
So I have learned a couple things the last couple days.
First-there will not be a mid-way (rides) at Berry Festival this year. This upsets me. How do I con Charlotte into going now! FFFF.
Second-they are talking about raising minum wage to 10bux an hour! That would be bad for small business's like mine. Labour cost's rising is not a good thing.
this is for FoF.
this is me and Hot Colin and my brother last year at the Christmas party. I have referred to him as my other brother in the past cause he just fits in so well. He is one of my borthers bestest Friends. He has joined in with my family gatherings over the last few years as his family is all back East.
So I have learned a couple things the last couple days.
First-there will not be a mid-way (rides) at Berry Festival this year. This upsets me. How do I con Charlotte into going now! FFFF.
Second-they are talking about raising minum wage to 10bux an hour! That would be bad for small business's like mine. Labour cost's rising is not a good thing.
this is for FoF.
this is me and Hot Colin and my brother last year at the Christmas party. I have referred to him as my other brother in the past cause he just fits in so well. He is one of my borthers bestest Friends. He has joined in with my family gatherings over the last few years as his family is all back East.
We got lost together on the way to Kamloops a couple years ago.
We text back and forth a lot. He is my brothers buddy. And I am his Buddies sister. Its a most definant unspoken Known respect we have for each other. anyhow....we talked a little about that tuesday night when we chatted.
So tomorrow night 7 PM my restaurant!!! Come join us for a drink. Hi-balls on Special! 1/2 litre of domestic wine as well as Import Beer! We are also running a 10oz New York for 10bux!!! That'll be supper. Add some prawns and it Kicks Ass!
Almost Rested
I was up late........
very late Wednesday night talking to Hot Colin.
We chatted for HOURS.
Went to bed about 3!
I'm to old for that.
On the phone. No he was not here. We were texting and then decided to just call, cause all of a sudden that made more sense. He is toying with joining myself, ex-roomie, Steph and Dennis for a drink tomorrow night. Who else should I expect?
Than yesterday being an Absolute Gorgeous day and Welfare Wednesday.......I was FFFFFing busy at work!
So today is another Fabulous day. I went to bed at 9 last night and had to peel myself out of bed this morning. Still tired.
Oh hey!
I bought a double CD yesterday out of the bargain bin at Super-Valu. All DISCO HITS!! I love it! even better cause it was 99cents! Its got Disco Inferno & Car Wash &I Love the Night life & Love Machine & Boogie Oogie Oogie & Ring My Bell.........
TK would Love it!!!!
Damn I need to get a 5 thingy CD player for the restaurant!
Oooh. Its HNT today too! hmmmm.
Well. Remember when my hair was this short last year?
very late Wednesday night talking to Hot Colin.
We chatted for HOURS.
Went to bed about 3!
I'm to old for that.
On the phone. No he was not here. We were texting and then decided to just call, cause all of a sudden that made more sense. He is toying with joining myself, ex-roomie, Steph and Dennis for a drink tomorrow night. Who else should I expect?
Than yesterday being an Absolute Gorgeous day and Welfare Wednesday.......I was FFFFFing busy at work!
So today is another Fabulous day. I went to bed at 9 last night and had to peel myself out of bed this morning. Still tired.
Oh hey!
I bought a double CD yesterday out of the bargain bin at Super-Valu. All DISCO HITS!! I love it! even better cause it was 99cents! Its got Disco Inferno & Car Wash &I Love the Night life & Love Machine & Boogie Oogie Oogie & Ring My Bell.........
TK would Love it!!!!
Damn I need to get a 5 thingy CD player for the restaurant!
Oooh. Its HNT today too! hmmmm.
Well. Remember when my hair was this short last year?
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Monday, January 22, 2007
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Bathroom Sounds
Its amazing how aware you are of your bodily functions and the sounds they make while in the bathroom when someone is directly below you with nothing but an uninsulated plywood floor covered in lyno between you.
How'd you like that run-on sentence!
How'd you like that run-on sentence!
Friday, January 19, 2007
Coconut Curry Chicken Rice Bowl
Bought yesterday during the slow time for lunch.
It got busy. i had a few bites.
thru it in a take-out container. Oh I'll eat it aat piano lessons i thought.
Nope. That was busy. Teacher had lots to talk to me about. And then I felt funny bringing it in to the school.
Out to the Doc's we go.
there it sat in my passengers seat. Smelling so good.
Can't eat it at the doctor's.
Off to my Nana's we head.
Well now its almost time for dinner and I have to feed the kid too. So there it sits. We visit and then off we head home. Out for dinner at my old restaurant. Coconut Curry chicken still sitting on the passengers seat. Mmmmmm so good! I will keep it till tomorrow and save it for my supper.
All day at work. so busy in the afternoon. No time to eat. I am starved. Steal a fry. Snag a mushroom.
Its okay. Supper is waiting for me at home.
I can taste the coconut curry already. the sauce. The rice.
Pick up Charlotte from daycare. She's eaten! YES!
Only a few more minutes........
I am famished. Get home open the fridge......
where is it? Where is my supper?!?!!!
Theres a blank empty spot where it should be in its nice crisp white take-out container in my fridge! The Spot is Empty!!
Nanny girl ate it!
Fuck!
fuck! Fuck! FUCK!!!!
It got busy. i had a few bites.
thru it in a take-out container. Oh I'll eat it aat piano lessons i thought.
Nope. That was busy. Teacher had lots to talk to me about. And then I felt funny bringing it in to the school.
Out to the Doc's we go.
there it sat in my passengers seat. Smelling so good.
Can't eat it at the doctor's.
Off to my Nana's we head.
Well now its almost time for dinner and I have to feed the kid too. So there it sits. We visit and then off we head home. Out for dinner at my old restaurant. Coconut Curry chicken still sitting on the passengers seat. Mmmmmm so good! I will keep it till tomorrow and save it for my supper.
All day at work. so busy in the afternoon. No time to eat. I am starved. Steal a fry. Snag a mushroom.
Its okay. Supper is waiting for me at home.
I can taste the coconut curry already. the sauce. The rice.
Pick up Charlotte from daycare. She's eaten! YES!
Only a few more minutes........
I am famished. Get home open the fridge......
where is it? Where is my supper?!?!!!
Theres a blank empty spot where it should be in its nice crisp white take-out container in my fridge! The Spot is Empty!!
Nanny girl ate it!
Fuck!
fuck! Fuck! FUCK!!!!
Friday!
Friday. HOORAY!!!
Went to the doc yesterday, he hooked me up good. I think I will be taking a pink and a half. See how that works. just a wee Tweeking.
Saw my Nana yesterday too. She is good. Looked beautiful. She is 86 I think. My grandad turns 94 this february. Holy Carp! Longevity runs in my dads side of the family.
Then The Queen and I went for dinner and had a nice visit with my Old boss. He's made some changes in the place and it looks pretty cool. Food was good. Had Souvlaki. Yum! It was soaked in Garlic. Pretty sure I still reeek this morning.
One of my very good customers and friends passed away last week.
I read it on the front page of the paper. Duncan Little.
Cancer got him. Apparently he went very fast. Must be the same that Larry had. I hate that. But if you've got it.....
Anyhow....both of us want to go to the memorial, but they have yet to announce it. Grrr. I jsut can't believe he is gone. Boss and I sat in silence sharing the shock of it all. Wow. Such a great guy. Always laughing and joking. Huge in the community. I am just blown away.
Anyway. hopefully a busy day today.
Can't wait to sleep in tomorrow. Than off to an old friends for coffee! Haven't seen her in years. WE used to live togehter. Now she is married and has 2 babies!
so we will reminisce. She is actually where I got my cat from. Neat isn't it?
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Went to the doc yesterday, he hooked me up good. I think I will be taking a pink and a half. See how that works. just a wee Tweeking.
Saw my Nana yesterday too. She is good. Looked beautiful. She is 86 I think. My grandad turns 94 this february. Holy Carp! Longevity runs in my dads side of the family.
Then The Queen and I went for dinner and had a nice visit with my Old boss. He's made some changes in the place and it looks pretty cool. Food was good. Had Souvlaki. Yum! It was soaked in Garlic. Pretty sure I still reeek this morning.
One of my very good customers and friends passed away last week.
I read it on the front page of the paper. Duncan Little.
Cancer got him. Apparently he went very fast. Must be the same that Larry had. I hate that. But if you've got it.....
Anyhow....both of us want to go to the memorial, but they have yet to announce it. Grrr. I jsut can't believe he is gone. Boss and I sat in silence sharing the shock of it all. Wow. Such a great guy. Always laughing and joking. Huge in the community. I am just blown away.
Anyway. hopefully a busy day today.
Can't wait to sleep in tomorrow. Than off to an old friends for coffee! Haven't seen her in years. WE used to live togehter. Now she is married and has 2 babies!
so we will reminisce. She is actually where I got my cat from. Neat isn't it?
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
Hey Doodle.....Look familiar?
Lunch Specials
$5.99
Till 4:00 PM
Chicken Wings~Hot OR BBQ
Soup n' Salad
Daily soup and a side Tossed Salad
your choice of Raspberry Vinegrette or Ranch Dressing
The Big Salad!
It's a Tossed Salad with your Choice of Raspberry or Ranch Dressing
Add Chicken or Shrimp for $3.00
Quesadilla
Your Choice of Veggie~Chicken~Beef
Its a Sandwich
All Sandwiches come with Your Choice of
Daily Soup, a Tossed Salad or Fries.
Served Cold
Ham & Cheese
Chicken Salad
Shaved Beef
Toasted Bacon Lettuce Tomato
Grilled Cheese
For Dessert
Sugar n'Spice Miller Bread.....$3.00
I just released this the other day.
so far people LOVE it!!!
I'm in the process of changing the regular lunch and dinner menu as well. The meu covers we had ordered are now on back order. OF COURSE!
But we are adding Burgers! YaY! Took me 3 months of convincing on that one. Getting rid of 'make it a meal'
Took me 3 months to get normal sandwiches too.
People got confused and then were adding too much. So I'm just reprinting for now.
When the proper menu's finally get here. We will have 1 for lunch and 1 for dinner.
Business is still great! but of course we want it to be better.
$5.99
Till 4:00 PM
Chicken Wings~Hot OR BBQ
Soup n' Salad
Daily soup and a side Tossed Salad
your choice of Raspberry Vinegrette or Ranch Dressing
The Big Salad!
It's a Tossed Salad with your Choice of Raspberry or Ranch Dressing
Add Chicken or Shrimp for $3.00
Quesadilla
Your Choice of Veggie~Chicken~Beef
Its a Sandwich
All Sandwiches come with Your Choice of
Daily Soup, a Tossed Salad or Fries.
Served Cold
Ham & Cheese
Chicken Salad
Shaved Beef
Toasted Bacon Lettuce Tomato
Grilled Cheese
For Dessert
Sugar n'Spice Miller Bread.....$3.00
I just released this the other day.
so far people LOVE it!!!
I'm in the process of changing the regular lunch and dinner menu as well. The meu covers we had ordered are now on back order. OF COURSE!
But we are adding Burgers! YaY! Took me 3 months of convincing on that one. Getting rid of 'make it a meal'
Took me 3 months to get normal sandwiches too.
People got confused and then were adding too much. So I'm just reprinting for now.
When the proper menu's finally get here. We will have 1 for lunch and 1 for dinner.
Business is still great! but of course we want it to be better.
Oooh. and starting Next week we are running a Steak Special.
10 bux for a 10oz. New York Meal with Mash!
It's January so we/he is coming up with ideas and stuff. Next is Valentines DAy! Yikes. I still Need a sitter for a few hours.
I only have to be there from about 6-9 really. Any volunteers before I break down and ask my mother?
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Hey You!!
Its all different.
Of course it was bound to be.
But it seems to be more different that I thought it would end up being in the end. Maybe I'm reading into things.
Of course its quite possibly me. The Pinks are in and I have less to say. Less thoughts racing around in my head.
hmmmm.
I'm still pissed at that Fuckin bitch though
So its Hump Day!
Have you had your Hump 2Day?
Saturday, January 13, 2007
OOOGLENOTH!!!
So good to feel Good again!
I knew my meds were off during the Christmas holidays and Charlotte was making me crazier than I should have been feeling.
WoW it just slowly got worse and worse.
but I'm fine now.
Mountain is Great!
we still have some stuff to discuss and kinda work thru, but its all good.
I don't know where it will go, but we are good friends above anything else. I truly believe we always will be.
Its been 3 & a Half months since we were stranded on that mountain togehter for the night. Hard to believe how much has happened between us in that time.
HuH~thoughtful pause
WE started hanging out Mid-September.
Wow~another thoughtful pause
Ummm. Anyhow. Things are good. I am fine. Charley is Grand! Work is amazing! Slow these days, but thats okay. Its still amazing.
I made clam chowder today.
the Biggest DArn Pot you Ever did See!
Mountain will come for dinner tomorrow night to have some. And Apple Crisp! Yum! Turned out so good. I can bake and stuff. Which I actually love to do cuase he eats it. How great is that! Sent him home with Peanut Butter Chocolate chip cookies last night. I'm sure they were all gone before he even got home.
When i lived with Muck I used to get to bake and cook different things cause her kids would eat it all. Charlotte doesn't. And if she does, its only at first and then I'm left with all the rest. Freezing? Yah sure. But she still isn't gonna eat it and that defeats the part where I do it for pleasure. If I freeze half of what I make.......
well I'm sure if you gave it some thought you would see where that all breaks down.
Nanny Girl eats it. But she is not all the time here.
So Mountain is perfect cause he is ever appreciative and I Love To feed him!
Anyhoooo. Don't know how much Blogging I gonna do for the next while.
I'll read and comment and answer back, but I think I'd like to take a leave of absence for a few days.
Gonna build some Rollercoasters!
oh Hey!
did I mention I fell down my stairs Friday Morning?
As I was lying at the bottom doing the mental check of all my parts. you know-what hurts and what doesn't I couldn't help but be disapointed that there was no one there to see me. I'm sure it was Funny as Hell.
Not surprised I haven't bailed sooner.
Seriously....I've been fucked up the last few weeks. Sometimes barely able to walk a straight line!
So Blog On Dudes!
see you on the Flip Side!
I knew my meds were off during the Christmas holidays and Charlotte was making me crazier than I should have been feeling.
WoW it just slowly got worse and worse.
but I'm fine now.
Mountain is Great!
we still have some stuff to discuss and kinda work thru, but its all good.
I don't know where it will go, but we are good friends above anything else. I truly believe we always will be.
Its been 3 & a Half months since we were stranded on that mountain togehter for the night. Hard to believe how much has happened between us in that time.
HuH~thoughtful pause
WE started hanging out Mid-September.
Wow~another thoughtful pause
Ummm. Anyhow. Things are good. I am fine. Charley is Grand! Work is amazing! Slow these days, but thats okay. Its still amazing.
I made clam chowder today.
the Biggest DArn Pot you Ever did See!
Mountain will come for dinner tomorrow night to have some. And Apple Crisp! Yum! Turned out so good. I can bake and stuff. Which I actually love to do cuase he eats it. How great is that! Sent him home with Peanut Butter Chocolate chip cookies last night. I'm sure they were all gone before he even got home.
When i lived with Muck I used to get to bake and cook different things cause her kids would eat it all. Charlotte doesn't. And if she does, its only at first and then I'm left with all the rest. Freezing? Yah sure. But she still isn't gonna eat it and that defeats the part where I do it for pleasure. If I freeze half of what I make.......
well I'm sure if you gave it some thought you would see where that all breaks down.
Nanny Girl eats it. But she is not all the time here.
So Mountain is perfect cause he is ever appreciative and I Love To feed him!
Anyhoooo. Don't know how much Blogging I gonna do for the next while.
I'll read and comment and answer back, but I think I'd like to take a leave of absence for a few days.
Gonna build some Rollercoasters!
oh Hey!
did I mention I fell down my stairs Friday Morning?
As I was lying at the bottom doing the mental check of all my parts. you know-what hurts and what doesn't I couldn't help but be disapointed that there was no one there to see me. I'm sure it was Funny as Hell.
Not surprised I haven't bailed sooner.
Seriously....I've been fucked up the last few weeks. Sometimes barely able to walk a straight line!
So Blog On Dudes!
see you on the Flip Side!
Friday, January 12, 2007
Tornado
Spiralling, swrling, all around me.
Emotions.
Confusion.
Decisions.
The Past.
Mis-information tops it.
Hurtful words.
Mis-placed love.
I am not in the eye of the storm. I am part of the storm. Part of the wind. Part of the crap that is swirling.
I need to run.
I want to run.
I don't want to blog
I want to delete everything, but I know I would regret it.
More keeps getting picked up by the winds underneath my feet.
I want to get lower down the spiral so that when it stops the landing isn't too hard. Or maybe I can climb higher inside and land on a cloud.
The cloud I want to land on a cloud.
I want to land on a cloud with Mountain right next to me.
He is in here with me.
We are holding hands, but there is so much in here with us. I don't know if we'll will survive the high wind chill and the rain.
I looked for a weather report, but there isn't one available in this area right now. They say to just hold on and don't close your eyes.
The Queen is up.
time to put this aside.
Peaches & Cream. Peaches & Cream.
Emotions.
Confusion.
Decisions.
The Past.
Mis-information tops it.
Hurtful words.
Mis-placed love.
I am not in the eye of the storm. I am part of the storm. Part of the wind. Part of the crap that is swirling.
I need to run.
I want to run.
I don't want to blog
I want to delete everything, but I know I would regret it.
More keeps getting picked up by the winds underneath my feet.
I want to get lower down the spiral so that when it stops the landing isn't too hard. Or maybe I can climb higher inside and land on a cloud.
The cloud I want to land on a cloud.
I want to land on a cloud with Mountain right next to me.
He is in here with me.
We are holding hands, but there is so much in here with us. I don't know if we'll will survive the high wind chill and the rain.
I looked for a weather report, but there isn't one available in this area right now. They say to just hold on and don't close your eyes.
The Queen is up.
time to put this aside.
Peaches & Cream. Peaches & Cream.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
thinking ahead
i need a sitter for Valentines Evening.
i will need to work.
Any volunteers????
help me out from 6 till 10???
i starting the search now
i will need to work.
Any volunteers????
help me out from 6 till 10???
i starting the search now
No-Name
Last month when I renewed my Pinks there was a generic brand available. They were 20bux cheaper! so I went for it.
I think thats what my problem is these days.
I feel hung over all the time.
Dizzy. Kinda unbalanced.
Moody.
My memory....well y'all know about my memory.
Very dream like.
Mental note--don't get the No-Name brand in Pinks!!
So I have choices to make.
Mountain.
That Damn Fucking Bitch!
The Asshole in my Past!
Damn!
DAmn!
DAmN!!!
I think thats what my problem is these days.
I feel hung over all the time.
Dizzy. Kinda unbalanced.
Moody.
My memory....well y'all know about my memory.
Very dream like.
Mental note--don't get the No-Name brand in Pinks!!
So I have choices to make.
Mountain.
That Damn Fucking Bitch!
The Asshole in my Past!
Damn!
DAmn!
DAmN!!!
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Hawt Sex Baby!!!
We are such girls!
waz gonna get rid of My red Eye, but it seems appropriate here somehow.
We had a Hoot!
I even danced!
If you can believe it.
Obviously had enough booze to make my feet want to move. WoW!
Ran into old friends. Ran into readers........
Mountain came. All was good till the van pulled away..........
waz gonna get rid of My red Eye, but it seems appropriate here somehow.We had a Hoot!
I even danced!
If you can believe it.
Obviously had enough booze to make my feet want to move. WoW!
Ran into old friends. Ran into readers........
Mountain came. All was good till the van pulled away..........
Saturday, January 06, 2007
lets Review The options Shall We....
We keep current plans.....Jewel comes all the way out...either stays at my house so she can drink OR drives all the way home sober.
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We Change plans & go to Mustangs.....both Jewel & I drive out meet Steff and whomever else....I D.D. and you ladies can dance.
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Last option I thought Of------ALL Ladies (B. & Miss K included) meet here. (Have a few drinks.)
Steff is on pager and has to stay sober anyway.
She drives us...or we cab it....to Miller's and then Dance at Station.
Or just dance at Station.
We cab it back. Most of us are local anyhow....Jewel still stays the night on my couch!
Steff is in control of me tonight, so I don't get to have Hot Sex after cookies unless its with her. BTW have you seen her New profile Pic! She is all Sexed out!
So Where am I going Womens?????
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We Change plans & go to Mustangs.....both Jewel & I drive out meet Steff and whomever else....I D.D. and you ladies can dance.
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Last option I thought Of------ALL Ladies (B. & Miss K included) meet here. (Have a few drinks.)
Steff is on pager and has to stay sober anyway.
She drives us...or we cab it....to Miller's and then Dance at Station.
Or just dance at Station.
We cab it back. Most of us are local anyhow....Jewel still stays the night on my couch!
Steff is in control of me tonight, so I don't get to have Hot Sex after cookies unless its with her. BTW have you seen her New profile Pic! She is all Sexed out!
So Where am I going Womens?????
Friday, January 05, 2007
WTF!
Girls...CAncelled....party....NO!
What The Hell!
sometimes you just gotta "suck it up!" i guess
fine. Gonna have Hot Sex instead.....
right after I bake me some Cookies!
What The Hell!
sometimes you just gotta "suck it up!" i guess
fine. Gonna have Hot Sex instead.....
right after I bake me some Cookies!
Odd.......
drempt about sex last night.
That wasn't the odd part. The odd part was when I was shaving my legs with an electric razor.
Then of course there was the Birthday party for some baby that sneezed on the birthday cake. yuck! And some old German ladies that I used to go to church with were at the party. They were talking to me and introducing me to there husbands and I was pretending to recognize them and know who they are. Turned out I was serving the party, or rather over seeing it, and it was for 200 people. I must have been the hostess cause I was sitting down a lot. Brought water out to the wrong person. they wanted Rootbeer. The water was at an outside Table. except there weren't any.
Then of course there was the Giant ape that was coming thru the glass ceiling in the kitchen when we brought the cake back to cut it and plate it. Turns out he wanted the baby! I was going to save the Baby but Tristan, from my old work, wouldn't let go of me. She was hiding behind some cart and had a hold of the dress I was now wearing. The baby that was now lying in the middle of the cake and had changed its hair colour from bald blonde to hairy black! Luckily some pre-school kid came in and grabbed the baby off the cake and switched it with a doll as to dupe the large gorilla.
Smart kid.
I had just fought off Tristan and fired her so I could save the baby. Then I re-hired her so she could finish serving the party.....
Yeah. I don't know. In the end I was trying to get laid before my period started. Behind a curtain in some room I was assigned. But Jackie and Kelso from the 70's show kept bugging me!
there were fingerprints on the wall and that seemed to be a problem. Espcially when we were trying to open the jam.
Who was I fucking? Well seems to me he was familiar....but for the life of me I can't remember now. Looked and felt like Mountain, but different somehow. Taller....differnt name maybe???? Afterall I was concerned about my shaved legs at this point.
Of course thats cause i'm remembering earlier in the nite when I was dreaming of shopping and charlotte was off by herself in a mall. like I'd ever let that happen! I was walking past my old store and didn't recognize anyone. But then there it was again and a girl i went to highschool with was in there selling. And then I went by again and my old Work Husband was in there. I did find some really cute oufits in some store, but the sales girl annoyed me and hadn't remembered to wear underwear so I couln't try anything on. must be cause i intended on having the sex later. Then Charlotte and I found each other and she vowed never to want to shop alone again cause it was so scary! So we cuddled on a bench in the Mall.
Of course we eventually went out to my car and it had been towed..........
Thats when I was taking her back to my apartment in the city that I still have. reacurring dream....
I could go on.
but I think I am done.
Woke up tired.
I had a busy night
Happy Friday Everyone!
blog On dudes!
That wasn't the odd part. The odd part was when I was shaving my legs with an electric razor.
Then of course there was the Birthday party for some baby that sneezed on the birthday cake. yuck! And some old German ladies that I used to go to church with were at the party. They were talking to me and introducing me to there husbands and I was pretending to recognize them and know who they are. Turned out I was serving the party, or rather over seeing it, and it was for 200 people. I must have been the hostess cause I was sitting down a lot. Brought water out to the wrong person. they wanted Rootbeer. The water was at an outside Table. except there weren't any.
Then of course there was the Giant ape that was coming thru the glass ceiling in the kitchen when we brought the cake back to cut it and plate it. Turns out he wanted the baby! I was going to save the Baby but Tristan, from my old work, wouldn't let go of me. She was hiding behind some cart and had a hold of the dress I was now wearing. The baby that was now lying in the middle of the cake and had changed its hair colour from bald blonde to hairy black! Luckily some pre-school kid came in and grabbed the baby off the cake and switched it with a doll as to dupe the large gorilla.
Smart kid.
I had just fought off Tristan and fired her so I could save the baby. Then I re-hired her so she could finish serving the party.....
Yeah. I don't know. In the end I was trying to get laid before my period started. Behind a curtain in some room I was assigned. But Jackie and Kelso from the 70's show kept bugging me!
there were fingerprints on the wall and that seemed to be a problem. Espcially when we were trying to open the jam.
Who was I fucking? Well seems to me he was familiar....but for the life of me I can't remember now. Looked and felt like Mountain, but different somehow. Taller....differnt name maybe???? Afterall I was concerned about my shaved legs at this point.
Of course thats cause i'm remembering earlier in the nite when I was dreaming of shopping and charlotte was off by herself in a mall. like I'd ever let that happen! I was walking past my old store and didn't recognize anyone. But then there it was again and a girl i went to highschool with was in there selling. And then I went by again and my old Work Husband was in there. I did find some really cute oufits in some store, but the sales girl annoyed me and hadn't remembered to wear underwear so I couln't try anything on. must be cause i intended on having the sex later. Then Charlotte and I found each other and she vowed never to want to shop alone again cause it was so scary! So we cuddled on a bench in the Mall.
Of course we eventually went out to my car and it had been towed..........
Thats when I was taking her back to my apartment in the city that I still have. reacurring dream....
I could go on.
but I think I am done.
Woke up tired.
I had a busy night
Happy Friday Everyone!
blog On dudes!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Half Naked Thursday!
I've been thinking about joining in on HNT.
I don't know if I'd go as far as some people do. Then again...maybe I'd go farther.
I had a Merry Christmas pic up for a day.
Some saw, most didn't. Which is fine with me. I was feeling sexy so I expressed it in a black & white.
I don't know if I'd go as far as some people do. Then again...maybe I'd go farther.
I had a Merry Christmas pic up for a day.
Some saw, most didn't. Which is fine with me. I was feeling sexy so I expressed it in a black & white.
My sister painted my pregnant tummy like a Watermelon for Halloween. I was 55/50 lbs heavier there. Besides my huge Uterus....I carry my wieght in my Ass & Tits. I guess it could be worse.
Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Tire?
There's a tire forming around my middle.
What The Hell!
My jeans that I could only wear with a belt otherwise they would fall down....are now being kept up so easily.
My Boobs are fuller.
And where the Hell did this extra bit of Neck and chin come from??
What The Hell!
My jeans that I could only wear with a belt otherwise they would fall down....are now being kept up so easily.
My Boobs are fuller.
And where the Hell did this extra bit of Neck and chin come from??
