Well tomorrow Charlotte goes to Grammas for a sleepover.
I thought i would have a girls night, but it looks as though our busy lives are all colliding again.
Just as well.
I dawned on me I have a ton of stuff I can get done.
Like Christmas shop!
Holy Carp!
Not much time left.
Mucks Evil counter flashed 25 Days left till Christmas! When I was just there visiting.
So I suppose I should get my shit togheter and do that. I'll go for a late dinner and drinks after to my restaurant. Sit all on my lonesome. Maybe I'll get a magazine. Sit in the corner and read while sipping a martini.
But really kids.....
there isn't a whole lot of time left.
Friggin snow!
I havne't gotten my lights on the house yet.
i feel all out of wack!
Mountain is going to give me a hand with them.
Yes we are speaking among other things. Its good and it works.
I need to find an outfit when out shopping tomorrow night for my date with that guy!
No I haven't told him yes yet.
It depends on what time we have to be in town and how we are getting out there and that kind of stuff. I am at work most nights till 6. So we will see.
in any event. I get to shop for a new outfit!
Who doens't LOVE that!
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Crazy
Am I?
I can't help but wonder.
My mind has been racing again.
Do I need to tweek the pinks.
Why can';t I just be like other people?
Is it cause I live alone and don't have anyone to bounce my stuff off of. So it just sits in my head and ....I don't know....does whatever it does.
Or is it becaseu I am truly nuts.
Why does my mind work the way it does. And why do I feel so out of control?
not like i did months ago. Thank goodness.
But out of control non-the-less. For these days anyway. I have felt so good the last few months.
I guess the other shoe is dropping
do I get a do over?
Got asked out for a Christmas date today.
Dec. 12th. Turns out its a tuesday. In the city. I ouwld love to go, but I don't know if I can of course get a sitter. Than theres work the next day.....
Right now I just feel like crawling into a hole and nt coming out for awhile. Screw Men!
But I really like them all at the same time.
Friggin.
This life is too long
I can't help but wonder.
My mind has been racing again.
Do I need to tweek the pinks.
Why can';t I just be like other people?
Is it cause I live alone and don't have anyone to bounce my stuff off of. So it just sits in my head and ....I don't know....does whatever it does.
Or is it becaseu I am truly nuts.
Why does my mind work the way it does. And why do I feel so out of control?
not like i did months ago. Thank goodness.
But out of control non-the-less. For these days anyway. I have felt so good the last few months.
I guess the other shoe is dropping
do I get a do over?
Got asked out for a Christmas date today.
Dec. 12th. Turns out its a tuesday. In the city. I ouwld love to go, but I don't know if I can of course get a sitter. Than theres work the next day.....
Right now I just feel like crawling into a hole and nt coming out for awhile. Screw Men!
But I really like them all at the same time.
Friggin.
This life is too long
Monday, November 27, 2006
To Answer an Email....
Yes i have been 'off' for the last bit here.
To make a long story short. The Reason is......
Mountain Man is taking another woman to his Christmas Party!
I found myself both insulted and with a few hurt feelings. This then made me start thinking about a few things that have to do with him.
Still in the thinking and processing stage.
Not sure what I have come up with yet.
But obviously if something like that throws me off like it has.....it deserves a lot more thinking!
I found out early last week.
Thanks for your concern
To make a long story short. The Reason is......
Mountain Man is taking another woman to his Christmas Party!
I found myself both insulted and with a few hurt feelings. This then made me start thinking about a few things that have to do with him.
Still in the thinking and processing stage.
Not sure what I have come up with yet.
But obviously if something like that throws me off like it has.....it deserves a lot more thinking!
I found out early last week.
Thanks for your concern
No School Due to SNOW!!!!
When did it happen that snow stopped the world?
When I was little we had real winters all the time. Winters just like this for weeks on end. School was never shut down. People still went to work. And frig....that was the 70's! It was all rear-wheel!
Well I still have to go to work.
Charley goes to daycare. Which I pay thru the nose for for a full day like this. FFFFF! but my life doesn't stop cause of a few feet of snow!
Blog on Dudes!
Drive slow and careful if you have to go out!
When did it happen that snow stopped the world?
When I was little we had real winters all the time. Winters just like this for weeks on end. School was never shut down. People still went to work. And frig....that was the 70's! It was all rear-wheel!
Well I still have to go to work.
Charley goes to daycare. Which I pay thru the nose for for a full day like this. FFFFF! but my life doesn't stop cause of a few feet of snow!
Blog on Dudes!
Drive slow and careful if you have to go out!
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Tagged by the Lioness
Frig! What the hell is what the Hell.
Poor Doodle. She is getting it to!
Now you didn't say I couldn't bitch about this tag.
so let me start by saying
FuuuuuuucK!!
I just don't like getting tagged!
But this is pretty easy so here we go....
What is your occupation? Server
- 2. What color is your underwear? Underwear? i don't have company over
3. What are you listening to right now? the hum of my computer and people outside stomping in the snow
4. What was the last thing you ate? Chocolate of course
5. Do you wish on stars? YUP!!
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? So, so Red!
7. How is the weather right now?Snowy and fabulous
. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Mountain Man
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? well this is a tag. And yes I like her, but she is a bitch for the tag
10. How old are you today? 37
11. Favorite drink? Rootbeer I guess. Red wine is my weakness but thats jsut cause I'm cheap. If i feel rich....liquours
12. Favorite sport to watch? Anyhting under the sheets
13. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? contacts
15. Favorite food? Mexican
17. What was the last movie you watched? Some friggin whacked out horror late, late last night. Peopel were getting sawed in half and everything! What the Hell! Clearly I was drunk
18. Favorite day of the year? Charlottes Birthday
19. What do you do to vent anger? Yell. Stomp my feet. Be hurtful
20.What was your favorite toy as a child? I don't remember. thats actually kinda sad
21. Fall or Spring? Spring
l22. Hugs or kisses? Can't I have both? Wait. Where are the kisses being placed? and am I giving or recieving?
23. Cherry or Blueberry? once again....I want it all!
24. Do you want your friends to answer this? sure validation is nice
25. Living arrangements? DAughter, nanny cat fishes gerbils
28. The last time you cried?last night.
29. What is on the floor of your closet? Which one
30.Who is the friend you have had the longest? MUCK BABY!!!! over 30 years! Hokey dina
31. What did you do last night? WEnt to work. Met with Stef. had cute stock-brocker buy my drinks for me. Went home. Had Mountain come over. He made me cry and then left and I sat up till 4 in the morning drinking wine watching some horror flick.
32. Favorite smell? Fresh Bread
33. What inspires you? Charlotte
34. What are you afraid of? the devil
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? if its got cheese its got my vote
36.Favorite car? Jaguar
37. Favorite dog breed? I've never given that much thought. Rottwielers are cool. Or maybe a terrier. My fav cat is a Siamese! Why couldn't that have been a question
38. Number of keys on your key ring?I don't flippin Know!
39. How many years at your current job? hahahahaha! JUst started there 6 wks ago
40. Favorite day of the week? Friday
41. How many provinces have you lived in? 1
42. How many cities have you lived in? 4
43. Ever driven a Motorcycle or Heavy Machinery? No
Okay there you go!
learn something new?
Poor Doodle. She is getting it to!
Now you didn't say I couldn't bitch about this tag.
so let me start by saying
FuuuuuuucK!!
I just don't like getting tagged!
But this is pretty easy so here we go....
What is your occupation? Server
- 2. What color is your underwear? Underwear? i don't have company over
3. What are you listening to right now? the hum of my computer and people outside stomping in the snow
4. What was the last thing you ate? Chocolate of course
5. Do you wish on stars? YUP!!
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? So, so Red!
7. How is the weather right now?Snowy and fabulous
. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Mountain Man
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? well this is a tag. And yes I like her, but she is a bitch for the tag
10. How old are you today? 37
11. Favorite drink? Rootbeer I guess. Red wine is my weakness but thats jsut cause I'm cheap. If i feel rich....liquours
12. Favorite sport to watch? Anyhting under the sheets
13. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? contacts
15. Favorite food? Mexican
17. What was the last movie you watched? Some friggin whacked out horror late, late last night. Peopel were getting sawed in half and everything! What the Hell! Clearly I was drunk
18. Favorite day of the year? Charlottes Birthday
19. What do you do to vent anger? Yell. Stomp my feet. Be hurtful
20.What was your favorite toy as a child? I don't remember. thats actually kinda sad
21. Fall or Spring? Spring
l22. Hugs or kisses? Can't I have both? Wait. Where are the kisses being placed? and am I giving or recieving?
23. Cherry or Blueberry? once again....I want it all!
24. Do you want your friends to answer this? sure validation is nice
25. Living arrangements? DAughter, nanny cat fishes gerbils
28. The last time you cried?last night.
29. What is on the floor of your closet? Which one
30.Who is the friend you have had the longest? MUCK BABY!!!! over 30 years! Hokey dina
31. What did you do last night? WEnt to work. Met with Stef. had cute stock-brocker buy my drinks for me. Went home. Had Mountain come over. He made me cry and then left and I sat up till 4 in the morning drinking wine watching some horror flick.
32. Favorite smell? Fresh Bread
33. What inspires you? Charlotte
34. What are you afraid of? the devil
35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? if its got cheese its got my vote
36.Favorite car? Jaguar
37. Favorite dog breed? I've never given that much thought. Rottwielers are cool. Or maybe a terrier. My fav cat is a Siamese! Why couldn't that have been a question
38. Number of keys on your key ring?I don't flippin Know!
39. How many years at your current job? hahahahaha! JUst started there 6 wks ago
40. Favorite day of the week? Friday
41. How many provinces have you lived in? 1
42. How many cities have you lived in? 4
43. Ever driven a Motorcycle or Heavy Machinery? No
Okay there you go!
learn something new?
10 Wierd...Or not so Wierd Things About me
WEll i got tagged by Stef.
Hmmm. 10 things.
10 wierd things. hmmm.
This is hard. 10 things you don't already know.....
Well I'm sure some of you know some that others won't.
Here goes
1) I shave my toes. Yes they are hairy and i hate it.
2) If I leave the hair on my legs to grow to its full length it is nearly 2 inches long. And being blonde no longer helps at that point. But it takes awhile to get there. so I only shave my legs once a week cause its smacks of effort.
since i am on a hair kick....
3) Yes i am a natural blonde. Yes my pubic hair is blonde too and very soft for that blonde reason
4) My sex drive is higher than the average woman. Very few men can keep up with me. As I am a demanding lover and want sex more than most.
5) I love to give head.
6) I have lots of Wicca books and used to be very into it.
7) I am petrified of being diagnosed as certifiable by my doctor. This would be why I have avoided him for so long with the depression thing. And I don't tell him or anyone, everything.
8) I have a reacurring dream at least once or twice a week about my apartment in Vancouver. The dreams are so real its hard for me to distiguish them from reality sometimes.
9) I usually only fart in the morning when i first wake up
10) When I was in my mid-twenties i dated a beautiful woman for awhile that I worked with. She moved away years ago to Alberta. Had a kid or something and got quite heavy. She had gorgeous chestnut hair and brown eyes.
Hmmm. 10 things.
10 wierd things. hmmm.
This is hard. 10 things you don't already know.....
Well I'm sure some of you know some that others won't.
Here goes
1) I shave my toes. Yes they are hairy and i hate it.
2) If I leave the hair on my legs to grow to its full length it is nearly 2 inches long. And being blonde no longer helps at that point. But it takes awhile to get there. so I only shave my legs once a week cause its smacks of effort.
since i am on a hair kick....
3) Yes i am a natural blonde. Yes my pubic hair is blonde too and very soft for that blonde reason
4) My sex drive is higher than the average woman. Very few men can keep up with me. As I am a demanding lover and want sex more than most.
5) I love to give head.
6) I have lots of Wicca books and used to be very into it.
7) I am petrified of being diagnosed as certifiable by my doctor. This would be why I have avoided him for so long with the depression thing. And I don't tell him or anyone, everything.
8) I have a reacurring dream at least once or twice a week about my apartment in Vancouver. The dreams are so real its hard for me to distiguish them from reality sometimes.
9) I usually only fart in the morning when i first wake up
10) When I was in my mid-twenties i dated a beautiful woman for awhile that I worked with. She moved away years ago to Alberta. Had a kid or something and got quite heavy. She had gorgeous chestnut hair and brown eyes.
LA lala
no no
hey you@@!@!
hey them!@
Fuck!
oh wait.
Thats not me.
I will pursue.
Yes Stef. You are right. What ever would possess me to not allow that man to buy me a drink.
Clearly the snow had gotten to me.
mountain man made me cry
not because of what he did, but he sudenly turned into a man./
We obvioulsy have stuff.
I chose to talk about it cause i am justlike that.
well
he didn't
I have so much more to say about that but its late and the
Nutcracker is tomorrow.....or rather today!!!!
the ballet with both my girlz.
I am excited!
by the way....
There is snow everywhere outside. and if I had my camera I'd so show you,
Carp!!]
you should have picked it up on your way our stef...
hey you@@!@!
hey them!@
Fuck!
oh wait.
Thats not me.
I will pursue.
Yes Stef. You are right. What ever would possess me to not allow that man to buy me a drink.
Clearly the snow had gotten to me.
mountain man made me cry
not because of what he did, but he sudenly turned into a man./
We obvioulsy have stuff.
I chose to talk about it cause i am justlike that.
well
he didn't
I have so much more to say about that but its late and the
Nutcracker is tomorrow.....or rather today!!!!
the ballet with both my girlz.
I am excited!
by the way....
There is snow everywhere outside. and if I had my camera I'd so show you,
Carp!!]
you should have picked it up on your way our stef...
Friday, November 24, 2006
Eyes
Age around my eyes.
Wrinkles?
nope not so much.
Its the gravity thing.
I need an ever so slight lift.
I won't get fake boobs, but I sure as Heck would get my eyes done!!
Wrinkles?
nope not so much.
Its the gravity thing.
I need an ever so slight lift.
I won't get fake boobs, but I sure as Heck would get my eyes done!!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
pics
Heck!
Damn!
DArn!
i need my camera and its at my parents.
Been there for a few weeks.
since the family B-day!
Friggin'
i need it back
Damn!
DArn!
i need my camera and its at my parents.
Been there for a few weeks.
since the family B-day!
Friggin'
i need it back
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Concert
Ooooh!
Madonna's Confessions tour was just on the tube.
Se is so Hot!
I do love her body.
Fucking amazing.
I do wish she would play Vancouver.
I'd fersure have to be in a floor seat. She sure puts on a great show.
I'm all worked up now. What a woman!@
Madonna's Confessions tour was just on the tube.
Se is so Hot!
I do love her body.
Fucking amazing.
I do wish she would play Vancouver.
I'd fersure have to be in a floor seat. She sure puts on a great show.
I'm all worked up now. What a woman!@
Hot??
it happened.
I am not nearly as Hot as i thunk I was
How The Hell did that happen?
Mountain man....not into me as much as I thought he was.
What is that!!!
Frig!
Can't give me that he says.
I got myself all attached.
well Damn!
unattaching! Unattaching now and Fast!
before I can't
So dinner next friday...dec. 1st...Ladies?
Just me and the Stef so far.
Lets at least eat and be Merry!
I am not nearly as Hot as i thunk I was
How The Hell did that happen?
Mountain man....not into me as much as I thought he was.
What is that!!!
Frig!
Can't give me that he says.
I got myself all attached.
well Damn!
unattaching! Unattaching now and Fast!
before I can't
So dinner next friday...dec. 1st...Ladies?
Just me and the Stef so far.
Lets at least eat and be Merry!
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
My Restaurant !
So i find out my partner, that I have been working with for weeks now is leaving as of Dec. 1st!!!
What The Hell!
I just got her all trained up and she trained me up all the way so we work togehter just perfect! and now she's Leaving me.
Well. This is no good. No good at all!
She has to go back East. Dead people. Well not dead yet. But could be soon.
Friggin!
so I need a new Lunch partner!
Piss on a Rock!
Who's interested??
I'm taking applications.
So next Friday Charlotte will be at her annual theatre date with my mom.
This means...............
drum roll
I have a night Free!!!!
So I was thinking.........
these are my options>>>
Work late or a split.
Go to Mustangs with my girl Stef and looks like the Doodle and mrs. W.
Or....
stay in town here. Cause I would like to have a Martini.....or two.
Go to my restaurant for dinner and play here close to home. I can cab it. Y'all can stay at my place cause kid won't be here so her bed will be free.
so will my couch.
WEll and floor.
Mrs. W has a doo the next evening that I can't wait for.
Anyhow...
what do y'all think.
I can get the first 4 25% off their meals!!
Than we ass dance after!
What The Hell!
I just got her all trained up and she trained me up all the way so we work togehter just perfect! and now she's Leaving me.
Well. This is no good. No good at all!
She has to go back East. Dead people. Well not dead yet. But could be soon.
Friggin!
so I need a new Lunch partner!
Piss on a Rock!
Who's interested??
I'm taking applications.
So next Friday Charlotte will be at her annual theatre date with my mom.
This means...............
drum roll
I have a night Free!!!!
So I was thinking.........
these are my options>>>
Work late or a split.
Go to Mustangs with my girl Stef and looks like the Doodle and mrs. W.
Or....
stay in town here. Cause I would like to have a Martini.....or two.
Go to my restaurant for dinner and play here close to home. I can cab it. Y'all can stay at my place cause kid won't be here so her bed will be free.
so will my couch.
WEll and floor.
Mrs. W has a doo the next evening that I can't wait for.
Anyhow...
what do y'all think.
I can get the first 4 25% off their meals!!
Than we ass dance after!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Thoughts
I've just come to the conclusion that I've been decieved in love.
In life.
Makes me miss someone more than I should and makes me wish my feelings for another were more than they are.
My non-trusting nature that gets run over by my always trusting heart.
Does it hurt?
No. Not the deception. That just embaresses me. The missing hurts. The wanting is frustrating. My thoughts..........
WoW! Its been so long since I've had any.
After reading the Lioness' first post this morning i got to thinking about the ones...."I knew him when"
I miss them both, but not the same.
I miss him too, but its clouded now.
i miss him and her too.
Her!! whom I've been bumping into lately!
its very strange.
I miss my long talks with.......
i miss my apartment in the West End!
Damn those dreams last night~!
Reacurring dream of that place.
dreams of past. Dreams that make me....remind me....I am missing parts of my heart that I gave away. Parts taht I gave away recently.
Things that don't feel done.
grateful to people i have. Grateful for my companion. guilty for my companion.
And whatever happened to Wren?
feeling rejected.
Where did this come from?
In life.
Makes me miss someone more than I should and makes me wish my feelings for another were more than they are.
My non-trusting nature that gets run over by my always trusting heart.
Does it hurt?
No. Not the deception. That just embaresses me. The missing hurts. The wanting is frustrating. My thoughts..........
WoW! Its been so long since I've had any.
After reading the Lioness' first post this morning i got to thinking about the ones...."I knew him when"
I miss them both, but not the same.
I miss him too, but its clouded now.
i miss him and her too.
Her!! whom I've been bumping into lately!
its very strange.
I miss my long talks with.......
i miss my apartment in the West End!
Damn those dreams last night~!
Reacurring dream of that place.
dreams of past. Dreams that make me....remind me....I am missing parts of my heart that I gave away. Parts taht I gave away recently.
Things that don't feel done.
grateful to people i have. Grateful for my companion. guilty for my companion.
And whatever happened to Wren?
feeling rejected.
Where did this come from?
Saturday, November 18, 2006
the Rules
She Agreed!
She Agreed!
She's not happy with the 10pm in time. I said that could be up for discussion.
And Thursday night cause she doesn't work Friday. So she wants to be able to stay out all night.
i told her we would discuss that again at a later date.
But for now she has to follow all them.
She Agreed!
YaY!!!!
She Agreed!
She's not happy with the 10pm in time. I said that could be up for discussion.
And Thursday night cause she doesn't work Friday. So she wants to be able to stay out all night.
i told her we would discuss that again at a later date.
But for now she has to follow all them.
She Agreed!
YaY!!!!
Friday, November 17, 2006
House Rules
these are a few general house rules that I have and am going to reinforce.
What do you think?
-during the week...in by 10pm. No more staying out at friends. This does not apply to Friday or Saturday evenings.
-social phone calls past 9/9:30 are not welcomed.
-no overnight guests
-no smoking in the house or yard
-no drugs
-guests can arrive before 9/10pm to take you out on the weekend. During the week before 8/9pm
-guests over during the week should be gone by 9:30/10pm.
-loud discussions outside where the neighbors can hear is not going to happen.
-loud discussions inside the house where Charlotte can hear is discouraged.
-guests arrive and leave thru the front door
-guests that I have not met are unwelcome in the house when I am not home.
-Respect my word and I will respect yours.
When a child is in your life. Whether you like it or not. You are a role model. You must watch what you say and do.
i think she is super pissed and is probably looking for a new place to live right this moment. But I will still try
What do you think?
-during the week...in by 10pm. No more staying out at friends. This does not apply to Friday or Saturday evenings.
-social phone calls past 9/9:30 are not welcomed.
-no overnight guests
-no smoking in the house or yard
-no drugs
-guests can arrive before 9/10pm to take you out on the weekend. During the week before 8/9pm
-guests over during the week should be gone by 9:30/10pm.
-loud discussions outside where the neighbors can hear is not going to happen.
-loud discussions inside the house where Charlotte can hear is discouraged.
-guests arrive and leave thru the front door
-guests that I have not met are unwelcome in the house when I am not home.
-Respect my word and I will respect yours.
When a child is in your life. Whether you like it or not. You are a role model. You must watch what you say and do.
i think she is super pissed and is probably looking for a new place to live right this moment. But I will still try