i have just become so out-of-line bitter towards this child. So much in fact i can't even justify it. I can not look at her without cutting her down inside my head.
So she's just been to a birthday party dressed like that.
Her hair a bedraggled mess. Her see thru leggings with lace on the bottom. Its been snowing, why are you in those littel shoes and No socks!
this morning - the black t-shirt that pronounces her to be a ROCK STAR with a guns and Roses type emblem on it. hair brushed but already in disarray. Your going snowboarding. Its going to be a mess. I have to just walk away. I can't even be a part of the conversation. She is argueing with Mntn about putting it up. The fact that this little girl doens't own one pair of water-proof mitts/gloves. All she owns is the fluffy cutesy knit ones. I get the knit cheap ones. I understand that. Between Charlotte and I we could outfit an army with the many pairs we have. However, Charley also has one pair of water-proof ones for when she plays in the snow. Becasue she is a kid! Thats what kids need. Thats what kids do!!! I just don't get why her mother - They are not that expensive. I paid 5bux for Charleys! Than she got a really nice pair for Christmas cuz she put it on her Christmas List cuz I, her mom, is smart like that!!!!
no I don't really want her here for dinner.
but I spinned it nice. I think she will be very tired and needs to get home. After supper will be 7 and she has school tomorrow.
So I got to get away with a couple months of being Teaghan free. Guess her mom needed the time to herself and gramma would't take the darling little princess.
They'll probably be home after lunch. DAmn! Guess i better enjoy the next couple hours to their fullest! Till they come home and she is here again.
I am just a bitter, bitter bitch. So much anger brewing, never been validated, never been resolved. It has grown into its own entity.
I will just bite my tongue
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