Guilt

I am living, and have been doing so, in guilt.

Give me an inch and I take a mile.  My guilt is my own.  I haven't wanted to do the final change.  Do I want to now?  I am still not totally sure.  I just don't like the guilt.  Feeling ashamed.  Am I ready to commit to making a difference?  I guess I don't know the answer to that yet either - so I guess I will continue in guilt till I can do it all the way.  Till I really want it..............

I don't like myself today