talke to my adjuster about where my claim is at right now. She says that I shouldn't even consider settling yet, but if I did, at only 2 months in, it could be anywhere from 1500 - 4000. I don't even plan to consider thinking about settling -well for one - when I can do my full shift again - two, when I make it through my first winter. Cuz as it is now, going to the movies and being in the A/C was stiffning. i don't even want to imagine what weeks of cold and rain are going to do to me!
I let my dad know what was going on. Well you have to get out of that business! Yes DAd. you need to do something else. I know dad, but I don't even know what to do. You need to think of Charlotte and do soemthing else. You can't work in restaurants anymore there's no future. Yes Dad I know. I can't think about that till I can even sell myself for another job.
I know I need to get out. I just don't know what I will do. He says to me get out of your comfort zone and do soemthing else. ummmm....yah, cuz the last time I did that it went so well? Right?
i know I need to. i know i have to leave there. i get that. But get off my back about it right now. i jsut want to deal with this, get better and figure it out.
What if the lawyer says stop working? What the FFFF will i do then. i already managed to screw myself by cutting my hours for medical leave.......but i kept working cuz I was scared to lose my job. and I need the job once I am better. Its so so .....i didn't think I was going to be this broken this long
I want to crawl in a hole where no one can find me
i am stressed out and freaked out and i really want to find that hole.
2 comments:
i am sorry you are going thru this - you definitely don't deserve any of this crap.
i do agree with your dad - you are better than that job and your boss is an asshole!
have you thought about being a care-aid or working in the kitchen at a long term care facility? my mom is a nurse at a care home and her kitchen staff make killer money and they have great benefits! i know you are at a crossroads, but it is something to consider -
in the kitchen? never thought of being on the other side.
don't htink i could work witht he elderly directly on a regular basis, but the kitchen.........hmmmm. I have my food safe
definantly something to consider! Thanks Jewel!
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