feeling really down and strangely scared. I don't like it. being down i am used to, but it is scaring me and then the fact that I feel frightened scares me more. like why am i scared. Do i subconsciously know something that i don't consciously know.
I hate it when my own mind is keeping me in the dark!
and then the stuff I am not in the dark about I wish i was! 2009 has really blown and I am sucking as a mother right now. this is all gonna float over into 2010 too! I am not happy
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feeling really down and strangely scared. I don't like it.
being down i am used to, but it is scaring me and then the fact that I feel frightened scares me more.
like why am i scared. Do i subconsciously know something that i don't consciously know.
I hate it when my own mind is keeping me in the dark!
and then the stuff I am not in the dark about I wish i was!
2009 has really blown and I am sucking as a mother right now. this is all gonna float over into 2010 too! I am not happy
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