racing Mind

My brain won't keep quiet from yesterday. Didn't sleep great. The wind did not help. My mind going over and over all the questions - the very personal questions of yesterday. Should i have said that. Myabe i should have said this. he didn't even ask me about that. Should I have brought it up myself ............Draining.

I want this to be done now. No I am not fixed, but all of this lawyer, broken, fixing, physio accident stuff has been going on long enough. I want my life back. i don't want to be watching over my shoulder anymore. i don't want to keep worrying about what I am doing or saying or how I will be perceived.

I'm tired today