I am so happy that the Crackers from next door are gone!
by the end of the week it will be known what is to happen with all thier Carp.
As long as none of them get the bright idea to torch it i will be most happy to see it empty over there.
Monday, October 29, 2007
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
So busy....CAn't wait till sunday
Jeepers.
There is a Spooktacular event at the School tonight from 6-8. Charley really wants to go! Of course she does. So I will pack up her costume and she can change at daycare. we will make it just on time. But damn I want to rest at home in my wonderfully warm cozy house. Gotta call the ex too. Figured I'd do it tonight when Mountain is here so he can hear what is being said. No more Fffin' made up gossip carp!
Tomorrow is our annual portrait.
should be interesting. Got charlotte the most beautiful Christmas dress...those are hard to find in a sze 8, but I totally forgot she doesn't have any shoes. She keeps growing! Whjat the Hell! Nothing fits!
then right after that my brother comes into town and is coming by to see my place. I can't wait to show him. Shortly after he leaves.....we head of to a family dinner for my Uncles 60th!
Once again there is a party at one of Mountains friends that he desparatly wants to go to. so we might just make an appearance there after the family deal.
On top of it all...i got my period so i am super tired!
CAn't wait till Sunday!
There is a Spooktacular event at the School tonight from 6-8. Charley really wants to go! Of course she does. So I will pack up her costume and she can change at daycare. we will make it just on time. But damn I want to rest at home in my wonderfully warm cozy house. Gotta call the ex too. Figured I'd do it tonight when Mountain is here so he can hear what is being said. No more Fffin' made up gossip carp!
Tomorrow is our annual portrait.
should be interesting. Got charlotte the most beautiful Christmas dress...those are hard to find in a sze 8, but I totally forgot she doesn't have any shoes. She keeps growing! Whjat the Hell! Nothing fits!
then right after that my brother comes into town and is coming by to see my place. I can't wait to show him. Shortly after he leaves.....we head of to a family dinner for my Uncles 60th!
Once again there is a party at one of Mountains friends that he desparatly wants to go to. so we might just make an appearance there after the family deal.
On top of it all...i got my period so i am super tired!
CAn't wait till Sunday!
Thursday, October 25, 2007
busy nights
Ordered our yearly NutCracker tickets!!
CAn't believe its that time of year again.
Charlotte has gotten over whatever Self-Esteem sucker that was attached to her and remembered a few friends that she might have.
Thing is though.....now i have invited the 1 girl Charlotte wanted to have. Over for a sleepover. That is done. so now I have to have or rather at least invite the other 3. this of coures meaning.....yes you counted it. 5 little 9 year old girls, including Charlotte, spending the night in my house!
My tiny,tiny, house.
it'll have to be a Highschool musical party.
CAn't believe its that time of year again.
Charlotte has gotten over whatever Self-Esteem sucker that was attached to her and remembered a few friends that she might have.
Thing is though.....now i have invited the 1 girl Charlotte wanted to have. Over for a sleepover. That is done. so now I have to have or rather at least invite the other 3. this of coures meaning.....yes you counted it. 5 little 9 year old girls, including Charlotte, spending the night in my house!
My tiny,tiny, house.
it'll have to be a Highschool musical party.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
so much to say, but not all straight in my head. so its hard to blog......
Basically at this point right now.....I am trying to save my relationship.
Then I am wondering why I would do that...(cause of things that have been uncovered about his feelings) than I am kicking myself for wondering cause he is a wonderful man that has been so good for me. I feel like I've found my light...so to speak. Than I am back to thinking what the fuck. I don't need this shit and neither does Charlotte. When do I get to hear "I Love You?" Then of course back to the fact that charlotte is not going to be living here forever and growing old alone has never been my fondest thought.
So i'm back to doing what I can to save my relationship and eat any and all Crow cooked or raw that might be in front of me.
So thats kinda where i am at.
Very befuddled. Very screwed up. Very Not knowing. And still no answers.
I did not like the mother. there were some things said that I overheard while I was in the bathroom. My back went up immediatley. so I quit honestly, didn't give her a chance after that.
VERY Rough around the edges.
Well and since I can't keep my mouth shut, cause I lack class in that area.....I did nothing to hide the fact that I didn't like her.
Feelings were hurt thus creating some neat little Non-happenings.
Phantom sayings you might say. On her part.....
So Mountain is pissed. the mother has said Tea is not allowed at my house anymore and my feelings are still being ignored!
We have more talking to do and I want anwers to some of the questions I have been trying to ask for a few months now.
I have suggested Middle ground and compromise, but still await an answer on that. As I have been told that under No circumstances is the situation between he and the Ex changing.
So off to bed I go for yet another sleepless night.
This anxiety is Great though. I'm pretty sure I've lost some more wieght!
Basically at this point right now.....I am trying to save my relationship.
Then I am wondering why I would do that...(cause of things that have been uncovered about his feelings) than I am kicking myself for wondering cause he is a wonderful man that has been so good for me. I feel like I've found my light...so to speak. Than I am back to thinking what the fuck. I don't need this shit and neither does Charlotte. When do I get to hear "I Love You?" Then of course back to the fact that charlotte is not going to be living here forever and growing old alone has never been my fondest thought.
So i'm back to doing what I can to save my relationship and eat any and all Crow cooked or raw that might be in front of me.
So thats kinda where i am at.
Very befuddled. Very screwed up. Very Not knowing. And still no answers.
I did not like the mother. there were some things said that I overheard while I was in the bathroom. My back went up immediatley. so I quit honestly, didn't give her a chance after that.
VERY Rough around the edges.
Well and since I can't keep my mouth shut, cause I lack class in that area.....I did nothing to hide the fact that I didn't like her.
Feelings were hurt thus creating some neat little Non-happenings.
Phantom sayings you might say. On her part.....
So Mountain is pissed. the mother has said Tea is not allowed at my house anymore and my feelings are still being ignored!
We have more talking to do and I want anwers to some of the questions I have been trying to ask for a few months now.
I have suggested Middle ground and compromise, but still await an answer on that. As I have been told that under No circumstances is the situation between he and the Ex changing.
So off to bed I go for yet another sleepless night.
This anxiety is Great though. I'm pretty sure I've lost some more wieght!
Monday, October 22, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Guess What?
I had a most marvelous time last night!
I know this cause I was sitting in the back-yard shed with the Hostess singing. Badly. Adn very loud!
Oh her poor neighbors.
I have pics. So as soon As i download them....I will share.
All went well......got Tea here. she spent the night as she is allowed now that the mother has met me.
I will dish the details in a bit.
Gotta fix my nail. I bent it Waaaay back yesterday while making the bed. Its all purple and damaged so far down I can't cut it that low. YOUCH! it hurts to type.
Later dudes
I know this cause I was sitting in the back-yard shed with the Hostess singing. Badly. Adn very loud!
Oh her poor neighbors.
I have pics. So as soon As i download them....I will share.
All went well......got Tea here. she spent the night as she is allowed now that the mother has met me.
I will dish the details in a bit.
Gotta fix my nail. I bent it Waaaay back yesterday while making the bed. Its all purple and damaged so far down I can't cut it that low. YOUCH! it hurts to type.
Later dudes
Friday, October 19, 2007
party Time!
I am looking forward to tomorrow's party!!
no i am not being sarcastic.
I really am.
its gonna be fun. charley is really looking forward to it too!
And so is Mountain. I have changed my mind think to fun and positive over the last couple days. Sometimes hard to do.; but it can be done. Gotta not let my insecurities get me down.
I wonder if I should wear fake eyelashes......
then again.....why shouldn't I! Its Halloween! It's a party! Glitter and Eyelashes it is!
no i am not being sarcastic.
I really am.
its gonna be fun. charley is really looking forward to it too!
And so is Mountain. I have changed my mind think to fun and positive over the last couple days. Sometimes hard to do.; but it can be done. Gotta not let my insecurities get me down.
I wonder if I should wear fake eyelashes......
then again.....why shouldn't I! Its Halloween! It's a party! Glitter and Eyelashes it is!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
GAme System Question
I would like to get charlotte a gaming system like playstation 2 for Christmas this year.
That way we can all play or she and Mountain can play and i can have a bath.
There is a new one called a p3s or ps3 or soemthing.
I jsut want somehting that will play games and that is new and that can keep up with other stuff and that she can enjoy for a few years. I don't need music or interent and stuff.
anybody know anything?
i don't want to ask Mountain cause it will be partly for him too.
So Spill
tell me what you know if you know anything at all
That way we can all play or she and Mountain can play and i can have a bath.
There is a new one called a p3s or ps3 or soemthing.
I jsut want somehting that will play games and that is new and that can keep up with other stuff and that she can enjoy for a few years. I don't need music or interent and stuff.
anybody know anything?
i don't want to ask Mountain cause it will be partly for him too.
So Spill
tell me what you know if you know anything at all
When did I stop looking forward to parties?
i don't know.
but I sure aint looking forward to this one on the weekend.
but I will go. Hold my head high and do my best to have a good time.
What a stupid childish game. I can't stand it. I shouldn't have to feel like i have to 'pee' in all the corners. Mark my territory.
but this is what I will do and I guess we will see how it all turns out.
If anything I will make sure Charley has the time of her life dressed up!
Glitter makes it all better!!!
i don't know.
but I sure aint looking forward to this one on the weekend.
but I will go. Hold my head high and do my best to have a good time.
What a stupid childish game. I can't stand it. I shouldn't have to feel like i have to 'pee' in all the corners. Mark my territory.
but this is what I will do and I guess we will see how it all turns out.
If anything I will make sure Charley has the time of her life dressed up!
Glitter makes it all better!!!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Going 2 War
I feel like I am going to war.
I am in the zone.
He didn;'t come by last night.
so i sat and thought and thought and thought
i thought about how the whole Pho thing came about the other night and then I got more pissed off. Things i noticed, but didn't want to be the clingy girlfriend.....figured if I just stood back he would do the right thing..........maybe i am the DumbFuck.
Next time Pho is mentioned, I am going! Whether i want to or not.
Everytime he goes to pick up this kid I am going. when he drops her off.......i am going.
Thats it. I am done playing around!
if he doens't like it.......
then i guess a lot of my questions will have answers.
I thought about my original plan to deal with this bitch. About having her for dinner. but that would mean Mountain would have to go pick them up. And that is one of the very things I am sick of and want to avoid.
them with time alone togheter.
I though about my respect for him and his feelings and the fact that I still don't have stairs off my back door.
i thought about the seemingly lack of respect for my feelings he seems to have on the subject of the kid.
and then I htought about the party this weekend at his friends place that Tea was supposdly invited to. Why isn't charlotte invited. why was it put to me that I am welcome to come if I want. why isn't jsut understood and expected. these are friends of Mountains that I have met and been to their house before.
So........
When we wre on the phone last night I asked him what time the party was.
I am going
not only am I going. but I will be going to the door with him when he gathers up Tea from her home. Seems to me this Bitch is the one pulling the strings. And as FoF said......he will jump thru the hoops so he can keep seeing this Kid. so she needs to realize a few things. or maybe I do.
And like Jewel said.....do something about it or move on!
i also rewound the tape to a year ago and how often he was seeing this child.
funny how he seems to see her more now than he did than.
is it cause he is playing house with me and my daughter?
Or is it cause she wants him and this is her manipulation at work?
Either way.
Before this goes any further for anyone.
i am in protection mode for Charlotte.
I am going to let it all go and trust the instincts God gave me. Cause they have never been wrong in the past and I hate when i look back and have to kick myself.
Tonight he comes for dinner.
i guess I will find out what the weekend holds.
thanks Blogger Dudes
I am in the zone.
He didn;'t come by last night.
so i sat and thought and thought and thought
i thought about how the whole Pho thing came about the other night and then I got more pissed off. Things i noticed, but didn't want to be the clingy girlfriend.....figured if I just stood back he would do the right thing..........maybe i am the DumbFuck.
Next time Pho is mentioned, I am going! Whether i want to or not.
Everytime he goes to pick up this kid I am going. when he drops her off.......i am going.
Thats it. I am done playing around!
if he doens't like it.......
then i guess a lot of my questions will have answers.
I thought about my original plan to deal with this bitch. About having her for dinner. but that would mean Mountain would have to go pick them up. And that is one of the very things I am sick of and want to avoid.
them with time alone togheter.
I though about my respect for him and his feelings and the fact that I still don't have stairs off my back door.
i thought about the seemingly lack of respect for my feelings he seems to have on the subject of the kid.
and then I htought about the party this weekend at his friends place that Tea was supposdly invited to. Why isn't charlotte invited. why was it put to me that I am welcome to come if I want. why isn't jsut understood and expected. these are friends of Mountains that I have met and been to their house before.
So........
When we wre on the phone last night I asked him what time the party was.
I am going
not only am I going. but I will be going to the door with him when he gathers up Tea from her home. Seems to me this Bitch is the one pulling the strings. And as FoF said......he will jump thru the hoops so he can keep seeing this Kid. so she needs to realize a few things. or maybe I do.
And like Jewel said.....do something about it or move on!
i also rewound the tape to a year ago and how often he was seeing this child.
funny how he seems to see her more now than he did than.
is it cause he is playing house with me and my daughter?
Or is it cause she wants him and this is her manipulation at work?
Either way.
Before this goes any further for anyone.
i am in protection mode for Charlotte.
I am going to let it all go and trust the instincts God gave me. Cause they have never been wrong in the past and I hate when i look back and have to kick myself.
Tonight he comes for dinner.
i guess I will find out what the weekend holds.
thanks Blogger Dudes
Monday, October 15, 2007
Something has to Give
out for Pho last night.
I am so annoyed
to the point where I actaully with-held sex!
I never do that, but I really just didn't want to.
As a matter of fact I realy didn't even want him over. and tonight he is coming and I don't want him then either.
I am tired, annoyed and throwing my arms up in the air.
i don't like the kid.
I try, but I don't like her.
She's a manipulative little tramp. Tramp? No, not yet. But give her a couple years. the girl has more bling than I do! She tattles. I hate that. Her raspy voice that is used in the too loud region. There are a bunch of other things that make me not like her......biggest is her mother.
Oh get this.
Mountain says ....she (the kid) is confused about our relationship. Wonders if we are getting married and all that stuff. I guess her response is what about her mom?Aren't they going to be togheter.
Well stop going for dinner and doing just the 3 of you shit DumbFuck!!!!
What is thedraw?
Why can't he see that what he does is not only wrong, but it hurts me?
Everything else about him is wonderful. He is so thoughtful and kind, but this. this huge thorn. Every few weeks.......
maybe he does. Maybe its a case of having some cake and eating it too. maybe i am the one that needs to shit or get off the pot.
I don't know. I dont' want to lose him. Adn that feels like my only option.
Maybe we can talk about it tonight.
Maybe tonight he will hear me, feel me, and listen.
And if he doesn't..............
than what?
Somethings gotta give
I am so annoyed
to the point where I actaully with-held sex!
I never do that, but I really just didn't want to.
As a matter of fact I realy didn't even want him over. and tonight he is coming and I don't want him then either.
I am tired, annoyed and throwing my arms up in the air.
i don't like the kid.
I try, but I don't like her.
She's a manipulative little tramp. Tramp? No, not yet. But give her a couple years. the girl has more bling than I do! She tattles. I hate that. Her raspy voice that is used in the too loud region. There are a bunch of other things that make me not like her......biggest is her mother.
Oh get this.
Mountain says ....she (the kid) is confused about our relationship. Wonders if we are getting married and all that stuff. I guess her response is what about her mom?Aren't they going to be togheter.
Well stop going for dinner and doing just the 3 of you shit DumbFuck!!!!
What is thedraw?
Why can't he see that what he does is not only wrong, but it hurts me?
Everything else about him is wonderful. He is so thoughtful and kind, but this. this huge thorn. Every few weeks.......
maybe he does. Maybe its a case of having some cake and eating it too. maybe i am the one that needs to shit or get off the pot.
I don't know. I dont' want to lose him. Adn that feels like my only option.
Maybe we can talk about it tonight.
Maybe tonight he will hear me, feel me, and listen.
And if he doesn't..............
than what?
Somethings gotta give
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Like Myself??
So i did a quick shopping trip today.
It took longer than I wanted it to cause I had the Queen with me.
I can be in and out of the mall and stores so fast. but not when she is with me.
They not only don't make pretty dresses for little 9 year old girls anymore. But they don't seem to make them for women either.
Maybe I'll wear pants to the wedding i thought.
So i went to the rack and pulled out a pair or brown pants. size 9/10
I went to the change-room.
They Fit!
They fuckin Fit perfect!
i turned myself in the mirror to get a rear view. Yep! that was my Ass in a size 9!!!
What the Hell!
charlotte told me i looked really pretty.
I stared and stared at myself in the mirror. 'you look great! you look great!'
I put the shirt on I had chosen. I didn't look great. i looked horrible!
I looked fine. Size 9 is not big.
I just didn't look how I used to. I felt awful. Its how I feel about my wieght gain and new body that makes me see myself in a negative way. Makes me feel yucky. Ugly. Fat. My fat cheeks and my Scandinavian jowls growing each day. Taking away any bone structure I Might have for facial features. Cheekbones?
but damn-it all to Hell......I can't Help how it all makes me feel!!!
FAt assed and jiggly tummy
Fucking Pinks.
Damn food i can't stop eating.
Frigg all to Hell that I can't get to the gym every morning!
I gave it all to the girl on my way out of the changeroom.
And What the Flying Fuck is Wrong with my eye!!!
I came home. Mountain came.
i told him about having a hard time finding something to wear. Than he said soemthing really, really Stupid.
Why do you have to buy soemthing new?
Why not just wear a dress you already have? You have some really nice clothes.
BECAUSE i CAN'T FIT INTO ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!
It took longer than I wanted it to cause I had the Queen with me.
I can be in and out of the mall and stores so fast. but not when she is with me.
They not only don't make pretty dresses for little 9 year old girls anymore. But they don't seem to make them for women either.
Maybe I'll wear pants to the wedding i thought.
So i went to the rack and pulled out a pair or brown pants. size 9/10
I went to the change-room.
They Fit!
They fuckin Fit perfect!
i turned myself in the mirror to get a rear view. Yep! that was my Ass in a size 9!!!
What the Hell!
charlotte told me i looked really pretty.
I stared and stared at myself in the mirror. 'you look great! you look great!'
I put the shirt on I had chosen. I didn't look great. i looked horrible!
I looked fine. Size 9 is not big.
I just didn't look how I used to. I felt awful. Its how I feel about my wieght gain and new body that makes me see myself in a negative way. Makes me feel yucky. Ugly. Fat. My fat cheeks and my Scandinavian jowls growing each day. Taking away any bone structure I Might have for facial features. Cheekbones?
but damn-it all to Hell......I can't Help how it all makes me feel!!!
FAt assed and jiggly tummy
Fucking Pinks.
Damn food i can't stop eating.
Frigg all to Hell that I can't get to the gym every morning!
I gave it all to the girl on my way out of the changeroom.
And What the Flying Fuck is Wrong with my eye!!!
I came home. Mountain came.
i told him about having a hard time finding something to wear. Than he said soemthing really, really Stupid.
Why do you have to buy soemthing new?
Why not just wear a dress you already have? You have some really nice clothes.
BECAUSE i CAN'T FIT INTO ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Shopping
I think I might go shopping this weekend.
Firstly a task, cause going to the mall with Charlotte is a nightmare.
than facing the racks of clothes to find my 'new' size. A depressing fact.
The part where I have to shop at Le Chateau cuz i have a credit there........thats kinda okay. But they are Super expensive. I have a Credit for Suzy Shier too, so maybe I'll look there as well.
I like to gets lots for my money!!
Gotta grocery shop sometime too.
I Hate shopping with people.
I sooo much more enjoy it alone.
mostly cause i am always counting in my head and wieghing the need over the want. And if it can be useful other places. Living on a budget. I only get useless stuff if its under a dollar. only one useless item per shopping trip. cuz that can soemtimes get you.
As far as food goes........no-name, store name, and definantly stuff i can make go far.
so while I am thinking of all that....being a parent or a girlfriend at the same time. Just doesn't work.
Yah Mountain suggested he come cause he wants to pay for some of it. He eats here all the time. How sweet is that! Maybe we will make a Mad Butcher run. He is darling!
Firstly a task, cause going to the mall with Charlotte is a nightmare.
than facing the racks of clothes to find my 'new' size. A depressing fact.
The part where I have to shop at Le Chateau cuz i have a credit there........thats kinda okay. But they are Super expensive. I have a Credit for Suzy Shier too, so maybe I'll look there as well.
I like to gets lots for my money!!
Gotta grocery shop sometime too.
I Hate shopping with people.
I sooo much more enjoy it alone.
mostly cause i am always counting in my head and wieghing the need over the want. And if it can be useful other places. Living on a budget. I only get useless stuff if its under a dollar. only one useless item per shopping trip. cuz that can soemtimes get you.
As far as food goes........no-name, store name, and definantly stuff i can make go far.
so while I am thinking of all that....being a parent or a girlfriend at the same time. Just doesn't work.
Yah Mountain suggested he come cause he wants to pay for some of it. He eats here all the time. How sweet is that! Maybe we will make a Mad Butcher run. He is darling!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Is It the CLoCk or the CocK??
i mean really.
does ovulation have to come along side of a migraine and Every phallic symbol making a change of panties necessary.....
Does before 40 and the 'change'....is it like this for everyone?
like women don't have to go thru enough, with periods, cramps, child birth, inside Plumbing and the numerous embarrassing problems it can create.
so now we hit our 'dirty' years and that has to be uncomfortable too!
its supposed to Fun!!!
But I tell you....the fun does not just happen. You gotta be open for it and watch for the silver lining that surrounds it.
30 was my magic number. Now I am nearing 38. Not that I am complaining......all that much.......especially now that I have someone to share this time with.
so I have to bring a change of underclothes. At least I'm not going thru the oily stage of a couple years ago like I was.
so i nearly drive into telephone poles when I see a topless man walking or working where ever. i can save it all for later when Charlotte is hopefully asleep and I can share my frustrations of the day, oh so quielty in a room with no door.
gotta look on the bright side.
but there is nothing to be bright about when it comes to the migraine that is a partner of the pituatary gland letting go of its monthly supply of hormones that lets our bodies know they are ready for conception. NoThing I tell you! Nothing!!
does ovulation have to come along side of a migraine and Every phallic symbol making a change of panties necessary.....
Does before 40 and the 'change'....is it like this for everyone?
like women don't have to go thru enough, with periods, cramps, child birth, inside Plumbing and the numerous embarrassing problems it can create.
so now we hit our 'dirty' years and that has to be uncomfortable too!
its supposed to Fun!!!
But I tell you....the fun does not just happen. You gotta be open for it and watch for the silver lining that surrounds it.
30 was my magic number. Now I am nearing 38. Not that I am complaining......all that much.......especially now that I have someone to share this time with.
so I have to bring a change of underclothes. At least I'm not going thru the oily stage of a couple years ago like I was.
so i nearly drive into telephone poles when I see a topless man walking or working where ever. i can save it all for later when Charlotte is hopefully asleep and I can share my frustrations of the day, oh so quielty in a room with no door.
gotta look on the bright side.
but there is nothing to be bright about when it comes to the migraine that is a partner of the pituatary gland letting go of its monthly supply of hormones that lets our bodies know they are ready for conception. NoThing I tell you! Nothing!!
migraines
why does my tummy have to turn for days before my head hurts?
than my head hurts and thats when the slurred speech starts!
i ran out of calcium pills awhile ago.
But I've been supplementing.
well i have forgotten over the last few weeks and now..................
ovulation hits and i am paying for it!
Friggin!
like its not bad enough to be in heat. Now I have the headache so i don't feel like it. what The Hell!!
than my head hurts and thats when the slurred speech starts!
i ran out of calcium pills awhile ago.
But I've been supplementing.
well i have forgotten over the last few weeks and now..................
ovulation hits and i am paying for it!
Friggin!
like its not bad enough to be in heat. Now I have the headache so i don't feel like it. what The Hell!!
Dreaming
I wonder how much it would cost for a addition and to make my bedroom a few feet bigger. Not necessarily in that order.
Bedroom needs to get bigger first.
The climbing over my bed just to get to my dresser, has lost its fun or interesting factor.
but I can't dream about it unless I can dream in real.
Frig. I gotta put gutters on next srping. First is first.
Bedroom needs to get bigger first.
The climbing over my bed just to get to my dresser, has lost its fun or interesting factor.
but I can't dream about it unless I can dream in real.
Frig. I gotta put gutters on next srping. First is first.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Early
Up at 6 after not sleeping so good to get Mountain to work.
WE don't spend many nights togheter. Very rare for sleep-overs. so when we do.....
I need a king size bed.
i am so used to sleeping alone. So is he. He really does not like to be touched while he is sleeping. Therefore we stick to our own sides. Makes for not the best nights sleep.
Why was i driving him to work?
Well. Besides the fact that I am the Best Girlfriend Ever!!
his car went into the shop Saturday mroning and of course the shop isn't open again till today. so he can't pick up his car till after his day is done. He had to get to work somehow. So Charlotte and I piled into the car at 6:30 and got him there.
Now its like i have too much time this mroning. Its very wierd. And after a bad night of sleep and wild dreams...........
this will be a long day. Even though its my short one.
Thanksgiving was wonderful.
Turkey just fell apart when i took it out of the pan. Cooked perfect!
I made Pumpkin pie from scratch when we got home form the Loops Sunday. And it turned out Great! Real Whipcream. yum!
mom, dad and Mr. Mountain seemed to get along.
Charlotte played piano. than we played a couples games of memory with her.
she and Mountain retired to the kitchen table and had a few games on their own of Guess Who.
I think that will be a new tradition.
I could handle thanksgiving dinner at my house every year. It was only 6 pple. so it was super easy. but i've done dinner for the whole side before of 15. it just means a bigger turkey and more plates.
I can totally handle that.
Hope all of yours was just as good as mine!
WE don't spend many nights togheter. Very rare for sleep-overs. so when we do.....
I need a king size bed.
i am so used to sleeping alone. So is he. He really does not like to be touched while he is sleeping. Therefore we stick to our own sides. Makes for not the best nights sleep.
Why was i driving him to work?
Well. Besides the fact that I am the Best Girlfriend Ever!!
his car went into the shop Saturday mroning and of course the shop isn't open again till today. so he can't pick up his car till after his day is done. He had to get to work somehow. So Charlotte and I piled into the car at 6:30 and got him there.
Now its like i have too much time this mroning. Its very wierd. And after a bad night of sleep and wild dreams...........
this will be a long day. Even though its my short one.
Thanksgiving was wonderful.
Turkey just fell apart when i took it out of the pan. Cooked perfect!
I made Pumpkin pie from scratch when we got home form the Loops Sunday. And it turned out Great! Real Whipcream. yum!
mom, dad and Mr. Mountain seemed to get along.
Charlotte played piano. than we played a couples games of memory with her.
she and Mountain retired to the kitchen table and had a few games on their own of Guess Who.
I think that will be a new tradition.
I could handle thanksgiving dinner at my house every year. It was only 6 pple. so it was super easy. but i've done dinner for the whole side before of 15. it just means a bigger turkey and more plates.
I can totally handle that.
Hope all of yours was just as good as mine!
Monday, October 08, 2007
New Menu!!
we tested our new menu last night.
Had a staff meeting. I reaced back form the loops for.
WoW!
thats all I can say aboiut it.
I've been encouraging BM to start showing his talent off........
Well he is.
LOTS to choose from. In all Price ranges!
I can't wait for it to kick off tomorrow.
He has a Chocolate cake, layered with Icecream and sauce that is just ..... Yum!
Made in house too.
Anyhow,
gotta go vaccuum and get the Turkey in the oven.
Today my parents and Mountains dad is coming. What Fun!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING and a Mighty OOoglenoth to you all!
Blog On dudes!
Had a staff meeting. I reaced back form the loops for.
WoW!
thats all I can say aboiut it.
I've been encouraging BM to start showing his talent off........
Well he is.
LOTS to choose from. In all Price ranges!
I can't wait for it to kick off tomorrow.
He has a Chocolate cake, layered with Icecream and sauce that is just ..... Yum!
Made in house too.
Anyhow,
gotta go vaccuum and get the Turkey in the oven.
Today my parents and Mountains dad is coming. What Fun!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING and a Mighty OOoglenoth to you all!
Blog On dudes!
Friday, October 05, 2007
Its an Honor Just to be Nominated
Hey!!
we were nominated for Best New Business here in town!
How wonderful is that.
BM goes for his interview before the judges on Tuesday next week.
The celebration dinner is on Charlotte's birthday though. Its ok. I only have to go in to lock up. so its not the end of the world.
but how cool to even be thought of for it!
That of course doesn't stop the, yet another complaint about Boss-lady and her snottieness.
Its jsut how she carries herself. she puts it out there that she is too good to be there. Customers are put off by it. Maybe soon someone will complain to BM himself. cause until then......our boat has no paddles......
Cool about the Nomination though dontcha think?!!
We are all very excited.
we were nominated for Best New Business here in town!
How wonderful is that.
BM goes for his interview before the judges on Tuesday next week.
The celebration dinner is on Charlotte's birthday though. Its ok. I only have to go in to lock up. so its not the end of the world.
but how cool to even be thought of for it!
That of course doesn't stop the, yet another complaint about Boss-lady and her snottieness.
Its jsut how she carries herself. she puts it out there that she is too good to be there. Customers are put off by it. Maybe soon someone will complain to BM himself. cause until then......our boat has no paddles......
Cool about the Nomination though dontcha think?!!
We are all very excited.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
D.D.
the land-in-law gave a call last night.
She's got my DAmage deposit. Would i like it mailed or should she come to my work.
Mail it please.
YaY! I was patient. Eventhough I've been by the old place and they are tearing everything out of the inside. Re-siding it....so why did I spend so much time cleaning it again?
Bitterness and the 'oh how dumb I am' song crept into my brain this weekend.
Thats why I did it.
To get my 300bux back!
No hard feelings with my old landpeople.
To show my old home respect.
She's got my DAmage deposit. Would i like it mailed or should she come to my work.
Mail it please.
YaY! I was patient. Eventhough I've been by the old place and they are tearing everything out of the inside. Re-siding it....so why did I spend so much time cleaning it again?
Bitterness and the 'oh how dumb I am' song crept into my brain this weekend.
Thats why I did it.
To get my 300bux back!
No hard feelings with my old landpeople.
To show my old home respect.
Monday, October 01, 2007
WTF
I come home at 6:30 from work to find a BIG Yellow garbage bag on my front porch FULL of cans..........
Is it a welcoming to my new home?
An offering maybe????
I called the Pad-people
Its not even Halloween season yet
Its Thanksgiving!
Whats with the wierdness?!!
I guess I should be thankful that was it.
"Always look on the bright side of life.......whistle, whistle, whistle, Whistle whistle, "
Is it a welcoming to my new home?
An offering maybe????
I called the Pad-people
Its not even Halloween season yet
Its Thanksgiving!
Whats with the wierdness?!!
I guess I should be thankful that was it.
"Always look on the bright side of life.......whistle, whistle, whistle, Whistle whistle, "
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Halloween is A Month Away!!
YaY!!
What are you going to dress-up as this year?
I think Charley and I are gonna be Vampires.
Hang out at Auntie Missy's house cause its gonna be the "scariest on the Block"
I've seen some of her stuff. Its gonna be spooky thats fersure.
Everyone's gotta have something.
SAnta's and Christmas is my thing.
Sister has claimed Halloween.
Whatever.
its fun!
We all get to play Dress-up and imagination for a night! HeHe.
This weekend is so many things....
First-Mountain and I's 1 year Anniversary of getting stuck on that mountain, out of Gas on Friday. Its the only day we can look back on to when we started seeing each other.
Second-the Loops and 1year B-day for my wonderful Nephew Cob.
Than thirdly....all on the same day-Thanksgiving and Sisters 29 plus Tax Birthday!!!
Good thing its a long weekend.
I better investr in a Turkey and a Pumpkin Pie this week!
blog on dudes!
What are you going to dress-up as this year?
I think Charley and I are gonna be Vampires.
Hang out at Auntie Missy's house cause its gonna be the "scariest on the Block"
I've seen some of her stuff. Its gonna be spooky thats fersure.
Everyone's gotta have something.
SAnta's and Christmas is my thing.
Sister has claimed Halloween.
Whatever.
its fun!
We all get to play Dress-up and imagination for a night! HeHe.
This weekend is so many things....
First-Mountain and I's 1 year Anniversary of getting stuck on that mountain, out of Gas on Friday. Its the only day we can look back on to when we started seeing each other.
Second-the Loops and 1year B-day for my wonderful Nephew Cob.
Than thirdly....all on the same day-Thanksgiving and Sisters 29 plus Tax Birthday!!!
Good thing its a long weekend.
I better investr in a Turkey and a Pumpkin Pie this week!
blog on dudes!
Friday, September 28, 2007
The Story Goes..
I called my Sister in the morning.....
so arre you picking up Charlotte from school today?
Why was i supposed to?
no. I had a dream that you did and then when I woke up it seemed like A plan so I thought i'd call and see if you had the same dream.
Ummm. Yah.... that actaully seems cool. Let me call you back and let you know.
Okay. Call me at work cause I am almost there and I can't answer my cell.
Okay.
So the day goes.
BM gives me the message taht my Sister called and its all a Go!
I call the school./
Talk to ..Not the Seceratary..but leave a detailed message for Charlotte --------- in Mrs. -------class that her Auntie Missy is Picking her up. Meet her at the flagpole.
The I call her daycare and let M---A-- Know and she is all good with it.
Well my after work comes.
I call Sister. Yes she has Charlotte but it was wierd at the school. charlotte was Not at the flagpole. she went into the office. Now the secretary was there. Commented on how SHE never got Any Message about Charlotte. My Sister said well maybe I'll just call my sister to make sure this is what the plan is,........No its okay, says the secretary, we'll just page charlotte and she'll be right here.
Nobody called me???
Uhh.
AREN'T THOSE SUPPOSED TO BE RED FLAGS!!!
Meanwhile..........(back at the Hut)......Charlotte has met up with her M.A."s Daughter and is ready to go!
M.A. says...No no. your Aunt is getting you. Don't you know........insert excitement and kaos here...... seconds into that the page goes off.
Charlotte is on her way to the Office. M.A. Is close behind. (thank God)
..........
Meanwhile, my sister is opening up her wallet and hoping she has ID cause don't they want to knw anything?
nope.
So in a Nutshell.
I had my bases covered. (thank god again)
The school....not so much...
my sister walked in said she was picking up cHarlotte. They paged her. And she came. And away they both went.
the principals response....I know she regretssaying this now was....well if she didn't know her we wouldn't have let her go.....
My response.....
I just fired a daycare Girl that Charlotte would be very happy to see and wander off with!!!
Are you Fucking NEW!
This coming on the heels of the numerous letters home to parents that if you are a visitor to the school you Must sign in. Yet, the Fat secretary does nothing to enforce it!,.
She see';s me wander in all the time and says nothing.....Enforce the Rule!
WAsn't ther a red Flag when someone is looking for a random child???
Just say, hey, wait a minute. Let me make a call.
and Frig! my sister offered!~!!!
Did i get it all?
I am still so pissed by it and so is M.A.....(i will now refer to her as Ginger). She was so Pissed as well. She sooo Validated my feelings. Her and her Husband very much disapointed and disturbed by the system. They, themselves just taking in Foster Kids and so get the details. The security of knowing where your kids are.
If a link is brken or weak.....
Why would you call????
All it would have taken is a call.....
so that my story.
Maybe i am a freak. but whatever.
Think for a moment
you leave you child with a HUg and a kiss in the morning and someone They know....picks them up from school......you NEVER see them again.
Do you remeber what they were wearing?
Its a reality.
Oh Yes I Have ENGRAINED in Charlotte that she Must call me if her Pick up end changes.......but she is a kid.....she is nearly 9...she is a moron. I wish she wans't and clearly my yelling voice needs to be much louder and more forceful.
I need to go now as Mountian has shown up with Tea..........
Did I miss anytjhng?
I hope Not. but maybe,.
I don't llike it. but at least I have some good Ginger Back-up!
so arre you picking up Charlotte from school today?
Why was i supposed to?
no. I had a dream that you did and then when I woke up it seemed like A plan so I thought i'd call and see if you had the same dream.
Ummm. Yah.... that actaully seems cool. Let me call you back and let you know.
Okay. Call me at work cause I am almost there and I can't answer my cell.
Okay.
So the day goes.
BM gives me the message taht my Sister called and its all a Go!
I call the school./
Talk to ..Not the Seceratary..but leave a detailed message for Charlotte --------- in Mrs. -------class that her Auntie Missy is Picking her up. Meet her at the flagpole.
The I call her daycare and let M---A-- Know and she is all good with it.
Well my after work comes.
I call Sister. Yes she has Charlotte but it was wierd at the school. charlotte was Not at the flagpole. she went into the office. Now the secretary was there. Commented on how SHE never got Any Message about Charlotte. My Sister said well maybe I'll just call my sister to make sure this is what the plan is,........No its okay, says the secretary, we'll just page charlotte and she'll be right here.
Nobody called me???
Uhh.
AREN'T THOSE SUPPOSED TO BE RED FLAGS!!!
Meanwhile..........(back at the Hut)......Charlotte has met up with her M.A."s Daughter and is ready to go!
M.A. says...No no. your Aunt is getting you. Don't you know........insert excitement and kaos here...... seconds into that the page goes off.
Charlotte is on her way to the Office. M.A. Is close behind. (thank God)
..........
Meanwhile, my sister is opening up her wallet and hoping she has ID cause don't they want to knw anything?
nope.
So in a Nutshell.
I had my bases covered. (thank god again)
The school....not so much...
my sister walked in said she was picking up cHarlotte. They paged her. And she came. And away they both went.
the principals response....I know she regretssaying this now was....well if she didn't know her we wouldn't have let her go.....
My response.....
I just fired a daycare Girl that Charlotte would be very happy to see and wander off with!!!
Are you Fucking NEW!
This coming on the heels of the numerous letters home to parents that if you are a visitor to the school you Must sign in. Yet, the Fat secretary does nothing to enforce it!,.
She see';s me wander in all the time and says nothing.....Enforce the Rule!
WAsn't ther a red Flag when someone is looking for a random child???
Just say, hey, wait a minute. Let me make a call.
and Frig! my sister offered!~!!!
Did i get it all?
I am still so pissed by it and so is M.A.....(i will now refer to her as Ginger). She was so Pissed as well. She sooo Validated my feelings. Her and her Husband very much disapointed and disturbed by the system. They, themselves just taking in Foster Kids and so get the details. The security of knowing where your kids are.
If a link is brken or weak.....
Why would you call????
All it would have taken is a call.....
so that my story.
Maybe i am a freak. but whatever.
Think for a moment
you leave you child with a HUg and a kiss in the morning and someone They know....picks them up from school......you NEVER see them again.
Do you remeber what they were wearing?
Its a reality.
Oh Yes I Have ENGRAINED in Charlotte that she Must call me if her Pick up end changes.......but she is a kid.....she is nearly 9...she is a moron. I wish she wans't and clearly my yelling voice needs to be much louder and more forceful.
I need to go now as Mountian has shown up with Tea..........
Did I miss anytjhng?
I hope Not. but maybe,.
I don't llike it. but at least I have some good Ginger Back-up!
Thursday, September 27, 2007
This Does Not sit Well With Me
So all it takes is for someone to Page my daughter at her school....
And they can take her home.
And they can take her home.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Being Considerate
So at Charlottes school the parking this year has become a Super Gong show!
The city has put bike-lanes in. which is fine. Only they have announced to the world you can't park in them.
Well its only a drop-off drive-thru parking lot. so most parents, including myself park on the street.
only now you are not allowed. Cuz apparently, parking in a bike lane is illegal. (I do anyway)
Other parents, that have the time in their days park a couple blocks away at the local IGA and walk up.
Yesterday was my early day off.
And boy was I off early. I'm still bitter. I hate it when its that slow.
So I got to be one of those parents that got a little extra excercise. I parked at the store. Afterall, I had to do my weekly milk, eggs, butter shop anyhow so it was perfect!
Well I walked out of the school and the 'drop-off pick-up' zone was packed with waiting parents. This never mades sense to me. There are a lot of daycares that do pick-up at that school. In my opinion it should only be them Stopped in that zone. But anyhow.....
I walked down the line of cars that had pulled themselves into the pick-up lane.
On the other side of that is a simple drive thru so you can of course get out of the lot. like a horseshoe....kinda.....
anyhow......at the very end of this line of parked cars is a woman in her white sedan. She's edged her car in so that she can get into the 'parking' lane. Only she's got a good 4-6 feet (depending on how she angled her car) in front of her still and her ass end has blocked the other pull thru lane.
I observed this and kept wlaking down. Noticing the anxious and annoyed parents in the vehicles behind her. I counted 14 and they were still coming.
So I walked back to this ladies open car window and asked her if she realized this was what was happening behind her?
Her answer......Where would you like me to go?
Pull up. If you pulled up that would give the cars behind you just enough space to get by. Or maybe just pull straight thru!
Now I know I got pretty bold, and I know she'll never forget me, but I jsut figured, whatever.
Sometimes ignorance is bliss. sometiems its just ignorance.
I'd probably be pissed too, till I realized what a dumkoff I was being. than I'd be mad from embarassment.
She already had one kid in the car. Go park illegally on the road! Frig. Do you really think what you are doing in the parking lot is any better?!! Inconveniencing all the people behind you. And its just as illegal as the road deal!!
She had a lot to say to me. I was very brief and said my 2 sentences and then walked away. I could hear her yelling.
All the parents as i passed the cars were giving me the thumbs up.
sometimes driving, is not about what is in front of you, as much as its what is going on behind you.
The city has put bike-lanes in. which is fine. Only they have announced to the world you can't park in them.
Well its only a drop-off drive-thru parking lot. so most parents, including myself park on the street.
only now you are not allowed. Cuz apparently, parking in a bike lane is illegal. (I do anyway)
Other parents, that have the time in their days park a couple blocks away at the local IGA and walk up.
Yesterday was my early day off.
And boy was I off early. I'm still bitter. I hate it when its that slow.
So I got to be one of those parents that got a little extra excercise. I parked at the store. Afterall, I had to do my weekly milk, eggs, butter shop anyhow so it was perfect!
Well I walked out of the school and the 'drop-off pick-up' zone was packed with waiting parents. This never mades sense to me. There are a lot of daycares that do pick-up at that school. In my opinion it should only be them Stopped in that zone. But anyhow.....
I walked down the line of cars that had pulled themselves into the pick-up lane.
On the other side of that is a simple drive thru so you can of course get out of the lot. like a horseshoe....kinda.....
anyhow......at the very end of this line of parked cars is a woman in her white sedan. She's edged her car in so that she can get into the 'parking' lane. Only she's got a good 4-6 feet (depending on how she angled her car) in front of her still and her ass end has blocked the other pull thru lane.
I observed this and kept wlaking down. Noticing the anxious and annoyed parents in the vehicles behind her. I counted 14 and they were still coming.
So I walked back to this ladies open car window and asked her if she realized this was what was happening behind her?
Her answer......Where would you like me to go?
Pull up. If you pulled up that would give the cars behind you just enough space to get by. Or maybe just pull straight thru!
Now I know I got pretty bold, and I know she'll never forget me, but I jsut figured, whatever.
Sometimes ignorance is bliss. sometiems its just ignorance.
I'd probably be pissed too, till I realized what a dumkoff I was being. than I'd be mad from embarassment.
She already had one kid in the car. Go park illegally on the road! Frig. Do you really think what you are doing in the parking lot is any better?!! Inconveniencing all the people behind you. And its just as illegal as the road deal!!
She had a lot to say to me. I was very brief and said my 2 sentences and then walked away. I could hear her yelling.
All the parents as i passed the cars were giving me the thumbs up.
sometimes driving, is not about what is in front of you, as much as its what is going on behind you.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
my Basket is Full
its so nice to have my little family togehter.
Mountain is home!
Both Charlotte and I feel warm fuzzies about it.
He had a wonderful time. Brought gifts for both of us. We sat up the first night he got home and he showed me all the pics on his camera. The video's
Its funny how much alike he and his Sister are. Not only by looks.
Not only is she 13 years older than he is. They only just found each other a couple years ago! She was adopted out in England when she was first born. So its really neat they have anything in common at all!
I am just glad to have him home.
Glad to be missed and needed by him.
Glad that I missed and need him.
For some reason, that makes me feel content.
Mountain is home!
Both Charlotte and I feel warm fuzzies about it.
He had a wonderful time. Brought gifts for both of us. We sat up the first night he got home and he showed me all the pics on his camera. The video's
Its funny how much alike he and his Sister are. Not only by looks.
Not only is she 13 years older than he is. They only just found each other a couple years ago! She was adopted out in England when she was first born. So its really neat they have anything in common at all!
I am just glad to have him home.
Glad to be missed and needed by him.
Glad that I missed and need him.
For some reason, that makes me feel content.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
DUVET COVERS R STUPID!!!!
FRIGGIN. They are obviously meant for people that don't wash their bedding. Or maybe don't own a Really Hairy white Cat!
I can't stand the putting on and taking off chore.
Oh Yes I know the "easy" way to do it.
ITS STILL A PAIN IN MY ASS!
I have been on the look-out for a bed-in-a-bag to fall in love with. I will now be actively searching, planning, scheming and budgeting for one.
Stupid Duvet cover........
FRIGGIN. They are obviously meant for people that don't wash their bedding. Or maybe don't own a Really Hairy white Cat!
I can't stand the putting on and taking off chore.
Oh Yes I know the "easy" way to do it.
ITS STILL A PAIN IN MY ASS!
I have been on the look-out for a bed-in-a-bag to fall in love with. I will now be actively searching, planning, scheming and budgeting for one.
Stupid Duvet cover........
Friday, September 21, 2007
Green Tea and Popcorn
that is my diet these days.
I think I may have finally devolped my better habits. Or rather they are still in the works. The habits I used to have when i was able to say 'no' to food.
I'm not hungry when I eat. I am just eating for the sheer pleasure of it.
so its the mind-set that I have been struggling with for many months now.
I sure hpe I';ve made it.
So green Tea I suck back like there will never be Green tea again. (gotta keep my mouth busy) And popcorn to trick me into thinking I've had a great treat!
So far so good.
Throw the gym in there too and I am gonna get this wieght off DAmn It!!
I keep doing the self talk that I like myself. And I look fine and Mountain thiks I look great. But in reality, I don't feel fine. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. It feels all stretched out and jiggly. But I will keep on the positive self talk cause if this doens't go away. Even if I work really hard at it.......depression could be the next step. And who the Hell wants that!
I wonder if I can keep the boobs............
So December is my goal. That was when i first noticed the few unwanted pounds that seemed to attached themselves to my body so willingly.
the first 4 are down....I only have 9 more to go!!!
the Pinks were great for lala land and the whole whatever state of mind i had.
Mountain is home tomorrow!!
Charlotte and I pick him up at the airport tomorrow at noon.
I am so excited! 2 weeks went by nice and fast.
Later dudes
I think I may have finally devolped my better habits. Or rather they are still in the works. The habits I used to have when i was able to say 'no' to food.
I'm not hungry when I eat. I am just eating for the sheer pleasure of it.
so its the mind-set that I have been struggling with for many months now.
I sure hpe I';ve made it.
So green Tea I suck back like there will never be Green tea again. (gotta keep my mouth busy) And popcorn to trick me into thinking I've had a great treat!
So far so good.
Throw the gym in there too and I am gonna get this wieght off DAmn It!!
I keep doing the self talk that I like myself. And I look fine and Mountain thiks I look great. But in reality, I don't feel fine. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. It feels all stretched out and jiggly. But I will keep on the positive self talk cause if this doens't go away. Even if I work really hard at it.......depression could be the next step. And who the Hell wants that!
I wonder if I can keep the boobs............
So December is my goal. That was when i first noticed the few unwanted pounds that seemed to attached themselves to my body so willingly.
the first 4 are down....I only have 9 more to go!!!
the Pinks were great for lala land and the whole whatever state of mind i had.
Mountain is home tomorrow!!
Charlotte and I pick him up at the airport tomorrow at noon.
I am so excited! 2 weeks went by nice and fast.
Later dudes
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Shallow
I had a customer come in the other day that has apparently been looking for me.
Mel.
Anyone that i used to work with remember him?
Well he found me a few months ago and has found himself single so now he's back.
This is a shallow man.
I mean I always knew he was shallow, but it wasn't till jsut the other day after our conversation was it that i realized how incredibly shallow he truly is.
Now I am not too sure what he thinks of me, but he wasn't just in for lunch I'll tell you that much.
I talked about Mountain right away of course.
than I asked him why he and his last girlfriend broke up.
she wanted to get married. I'd say after the years they spent togehter I would think that too.
But he didn't want to.
So now he is on the prowl.
No this man has got to be over 50 and its not like he is a major prize himself. Yet this is what he expects out or a woman and will not settle for less.
-must be under 35
-no kids
-thin, and if she;s not as thin as he wants her to be she needs to be willing to go to the gym.
-beautiful
-has to have a good job or come from lots of money
his last lady was a very pretty girl. Simple pretty. And young. I wondered how all that had taken place. He shipped her in from another country overseas seems to me.
He wants the trophy girl. I don't know whether to be flattered or insulted that he came to me.
I also don't understand. I am over 35 have the kid infliction and definantly No money....so WTF!
Didn't I just date your Twin? Mr. Big?
Sorry Buddy. This Trophy has been Won!!!
Found the Mountain of my dreams.
Accepted for who i am and all that I can be no matter what!
that is the best feeling in the world
Blog One dudes
Mel.
Anyone that i used to work with remember him?
Well he found me a few months ago and has found himself single so now he's back.
This is a shallow man.
I mean I always knew he was shallow, but it wasn't till jsut the other day after our conversation was it that i realized how incredibly shallow he truly is.
Now I am not too sure what he thinks of me, but he wasn't just in for lunch I'll tell you that much.
I talked about Mountain right away of course.
than I asked him why he and his last girlfriend broke up.
she wanted to get married. I'd say after the years they spent togehter I would think that too.
But he didn't want to.
So now he is on the prowl.
No this man has got to be over 50 and its not like he is a major prize himself. Yet this is what he expects out or a woman and will not settle for less.
-must be under 35
-no kids
-thin, and if she;s not as thin as he wants her to be she needs to be willing to go to the gym.
-beautiful
-has to have a good job or come from lots of money
his last lady was a very pretty girl. Simple pretty. And young. I wondered how all that had taken place. He shipped her in from another country overseas seems to me.
He wants the trophy girl. I don't know whether to be flattered or insulted that he came to me.
I also don't understand. I am over 35 have the kid infliction and definantly No money....so WTF!
Didn't I just date your Twin? Mr. Big?
Sorry Buddy. This Trophy has been Won!!!
Found the Mountain of my dreams.
Accepted for who i am and all that I can be no matter what!
that is the best feeling in the world
Blog One dudes
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Missing Mountain
Well my mountain is in Paris right now.
i have been missing him. But its okay cause i know he is returning and loves me so i can deal with it.
We were MSNing on the weekend.
he staying up till all hours to get online with me. I Love This Internet Thing!!!
However......
that is no replacement for the physical.
4 more dayz!!!
So glad my Sister is taking Charlotte for the night Saturday.
Don't bother calling.
My phone will be off the Hook
i have been missing him. But its okay cause i know he is returning and loves me so i can deal with it.
We were MSNing on the weekend.
he staying up till all hours to get online with me. I Love This Internet Thing!!!
However......
that is no replacement for the physical.
4 more dayz!!!
So glad my Sister is taking Charlotte for the night Saturday.
Don't bother calling.
My phone will be off the Hook
Oldhouse troubles
My old land people are gving me a little hassle.
what was it? something like 4 weeks I was packed and out of that place! I will say it was cleaner than when I moved in.
I left my washer behind, a vacuum, a behind the toilet shelf in the basement, a carpet in the basement, the fence, most of the big plants in my garden and a swing=set.
The land-inlaws have called to tell me I have to remove the swingset.
I got the call this weekend.
Last week it was all the stuff that was still in the carport. I called my Father-in-law right away and we removed it the next day....last Tuesday. Not a problem. i forsaw that problem and already had made arrangements before Mountain left.
I told her I am sorry, but I am not removing it. I have no plans to remove it. i told the realtor it was staying and if that was a problem I should have been notified a month ago. The new owners will get to keep it! she told me I Have to remove it.
No I am sorry. I've been gone from there for weeks now. Not my responsiblity since the first of Sept. I should have been told about this last week shen she called about the other stuff. I am not removing it!
You know.....when we went back to clean the place and Tobi came to help. That being my last day with my friend before she went back to Montreal-Mountain even cut the front and the back lawn so we left it looking neat and tidy.
I steamcleaned the carpets myself!
pulled out all the appliances and scrubbed underneath them (something that was NEVER done when I moved in) Charlotte washed windows....not very well....but at least she did it.
It wasn't Kristi clean....but it was ok.
Now she has said nothing about the broken blind in the master bedroom or the livingroom. But she will complain about the swing-set.
So I told her maybe while I'm at it I'll take the fence out too! (yes it was a childish comment)
silence.
The fence is mine as well, but I don't see you complaining about that!
(Maybe I'll take out the new faucets in the bathroom and all the fixtures upstairs.)
So no, I have not gotten my damage deposit back yet and now i just don't know if I will. Quite frankly I am tired of continually going back there on the days I have time!
I have a new home I am trying to put togheter.
The old owners left stuff here that I had to deal with! Frig!
I didn't leave a carport or house full of crap like she did on the other side. I didhn't leave big holes in the garden from where I dug stuff up. I repainted in the house where it needed it. I replaced other broken blinds over the 5 years I was there. I replaced the taps in the bathroom and fixed the toilet umpteen times.
Lets not forget when I had to change ALL my banking information because the landpeople got broken into and it was on my bill that I had to do it. Or that the roof leaked all over my computer and my books and there was damage done.
But I do remember that Charley and I had a home for 5 years with a yard for her to play in and a Big house for very cheap.
So I will say nothing about the damage deposit and just hope for the best. If I get it back Great! CAuse I could sure use that money. If I don't......Oh well.
It was 5 years lost ago. so its not like I am missing it now. And if they do have to remove the swing-set that does suck and I feel bad for them. Cause thats why I am not doing it! So I guess 3oobux for the house that Charlotte got to grow up in isn't so bad.
We are on to the next phase of our lives.
I jsut want to say goodbye to that one and not have it call me anymore.
Forward March!
what was it? something like 4 weeks I was packed and out of that place! I will say it was cleaner than when I moved in.
I left my washer behind, a vacuum, a behind the toilet shelf in the basement, a carpet in the basement, the fence, most of the big plants in my garden and a swing=set.
The land-inlaws have called to tell me I have to remove the swingset.
I got the call this weekend.
Last week it was all the stuff that was still in the carport. I called my Father-in-law right away and we removed it the next day....last Tuesday. Not a problem. i forsaw that problem and already had made arrangements before Mountain left.
I told her I am sorry, but I am not removing it. I have no plans to remove it. i told the realtor it was staying and if that was a problem I should have been notified a month ago. The new owners will get to keep it! she told me I Have to remove it.
No I am sorry. I've been gone from there for weeks now. Not my responsiblity since the first of Sept. I should have been told about this last week shen she called about the other stuff. I am not removing it!
You know.....when we went back to clean the place and Tobi came to help. That being my last day with my friend before she went back to Montreal-Mountain even cut the front and the back lawn so we left it looking neat and tidy.
I steamcleaned the carpets myself!
pulled out all the appliances and scrubbed underneath them (something that was NEVER done when I moved in) Charlotte washed windows....not very well....but at least she did it.
It wasn't Kristi clean....but it was ok.
Now she has said nothing about the broken blind in the master bedroom or the livingroom. But she will complain about the swing-set.
So I told her maybe while I'm at it I'll take the fence out too! (yes it was a childish comment)
silence.
The fence is mine as well, but I don't see you complaining about that!
(Maybe I'll take out the new faucets in the bathroom and all the fixtures upstairs.)
So no, I have not gotten my damage deposit back yet and now i just don't know if I will. Quite frankly I am tired of continually going back there on the days I have time!
I have a new home I am trying to put togheter.
The old owners left stuff here that I had to deal with! Frig!
I didn't leave a carport or house full of crap like she did on the other side. I didhn't leave big holes in the garden from where I dug stuff up. I repainted in the house where it needed it. I replaced other broken blinds over the 5 years I was there. I replaced the taps in the bathroom and fixed the toilet umpteen times.
Lets not forget when I had to change ALL my banking information because the landpeople got broken into and it was on my bill that I had to do it. Or that the roof leaked all over my computer and my books and there was damage done.
But I do remember that Charley and I had a home for 5 years with a yard for her to play in and a Big house for very cheap.
So I will say nothing about the damage deposit and just hope for the best. If I get it back Great! CAuse I could sure use that money. If I don't......Oh well.
It was 5 years lost ago. so its not like I am missing it now. And if they do have to remove the swing-set that does suck and I feel bad for them. Cause thats why I am not doing it! So I guess 3oobux for the house that Charlotte got to grow up in isn't so bad.
We are on to the next phase of our lives.
I jsut want to say goodbye to that one and not have it call me anymore.
Forward March!
Monday, September 17, 2007
Huh
Its wierd to look at the next few months in a series of weekends isn't it
But thats how I see it. Not as if I can do much in the evenings after work. More than I could when I worked for the Phone people, but still not much.
so we had this cook at work.
He started with up as an apprentice way back in April. He was a dink.
Whatever. He'd ask me for a drink in the middle of lunch. He would come peak out the front curtains and interupt me with customers.
He'd muscle his way into conversations I'd be having with my front staff. He'd attempt to take control of the kitchen. Not only was he not good at his job anyhow.....but it was certainly not his place to do so. When Boss Mitch would be gone he would treat Circle-Skirt like shit. He would purposely take longer plating my dishes. He would talk to me and others in a very demeaning abusive way. Oh my goodness; the dish area. I don't know why he felt he owned it....but he did. the list could go on.
He and I did Not get along.
Cause of course I wouldn't let him treat me like that.
So he stopped making my lunch food when I would order it till he felt like it.
We were moving and going thru all that stuff at the same time.
I was of course so excited about my move why wouldn't he be excited about his!
So back in the beginning of August end of July, when we were still speaking when he was having good days.....I bounced into the kitchen and asked him if he'd gotten the keys to his New place yet. How exciting it all is Don't ya think? No answer. So I thought ok. I guess today isn't a good day and started to walk past him out of the kitchen. He turns looks at me and snaps back. 'does it matter!'
Wow! No I guess it doesn't.
That was it. I resigned myself to just do my job and not talk to him about anyhting personal Ever again.
It was uncomfortable at work cause you just never knew how he was gonna be that day. Mitch has been frantically trying to hire more kitchen staff cause he could see the problems this guy was creating. But staff is hard to come by.
I mean. I don't always agree with the things Boss M does, and he is young and all. but he has Never been verbally abusive to me or any of the staff! He is not an all out Dink!
When he first started I only had to endure a couple hours over lunch with him cuz of course I had the Circle-Skirt for the day. She was great and we got along famously. than she left for one of the reasons being Dink Kyle.
WEll it got to the point that when BM would go get stuff done in the afternoons He would take forever just even making my food let alone I would watch him as he would plate it and do 1 thing at a time and.........Grrrrrr.
He put his 2 weeks in! YaY!!
HIs last day was supposed to be this Friday coming.
But since he is such an absolute Dink.......
He stopped calling me for my food last week. So that means I wouldn't be out on the floor for a busy lunch and have to keep going back to check if my food was up.
we only had 3 days together last week. How hard could that be Guy?!!! WE don't have to like each other, but just do your job!
He wasn't so much down with that.
By Friday.....it was a fucking nightmare!
I had a simple lunch dish take 35 minutes!!!
He refused to make alfredo sauce. We have a new woman back there. She started a couple weeks ago. She wasn't putting up with any of his shit. Voices are being raised. I am cringing out front knowing there is not a damn thing I could do. She is pissed with his attitude and won't put up with it as he orders her around. She calls him an Asshole!
When I did go back he asked me for a glass of water. I said to him i see you are plating my food I'll get it for you after your done. He stops what he is doing and refuses to do anymore till he gets his glass of water from me. I turn and look at my girl standing behind me, she starts to go get it for him. He bellows out, No I want it from Her!!!
I tell you......it took all the strenght I had to not say anything and not throw it in his face.
He looks at me again and says ca't you see I'm cooking here?!!
I answer back.....No. That would be the problem. You appear to not be doing anything!
Mitch was out picking stuff up and getting banking done.
I made a second call to him. You need to be here now. I am sorry. but its gotten really, really bad.
The kitchen had pretty much come to a halt.
My tummy is so sick by this time.......
I am seriously aftraid to even be in the kitchen now cause I believe he is going to hurl a knife at me. The day before, i was behind him and said 'behind' as we do and like your supposed to, he moved back on purpose, and stepped on me! And get this. I was the one that said sorry!!!
So BM gets back. He's not even been gone an hour.
Dink Kyle walks out!
But not before blaming me for Everything.
I had stayed out the kitchen as much as possible so it wasn't till he left that I hear new Lady cook telling BM that Kyle was outside 3 times! A bill would come in and instead of getting started on it he would walk out the back door! So she would get it started and he would come in, shove her out of the way and take it off the heat whatever it was.
He wouldn;'t let her plate any of the orders or make them! Just to set up the plate with garnish!!!
(This was all confirmed by the camera's later in the afternoon)
So BM called him and said don't come back. A walk-out constitutes resignation. He left it on a message cuz of course Dink Kyle was not picking up his phone.
so it was nice for BM cuz he didn't even have to be the bad guy. He was just following procedures then and Kyle did it to himself.
Guess who showed up at 5 to start the dinner.....Dink Kyle!
Funny thing about that is that he wasn't even on a split!
He'd gotten the message.....jsut had to come and be in evryones face cuz thats the kind of special guy he is
Boss DAnielle went and got all my stuff for me and i snuck out the front door. Cause yes, it is that bad.
Yes bad enough that I feel the need to watch over my shoulder when I walk to work. Bad enough that I wouldn't put it past him to hit me with his truck.
No he has never said anything to the effect. I would have been on the Uttering Threats road right away!
But bad enough that my employers are concerned as well.
Anyhow.....there is more to this story. But I need to get my ass in gear to work!
And where did he give his notice to be going to you ask???
Earls here in town.
A guy that only sees the ME in TEAM is going to a place that is all about ALL the letters.
I do hope the best for him and that he learned from this. But BM doubts it.
But thats how I see it. Not as if I can do much in the evenings after work. More than I could when I worked for the Phone people, but still not much.
so we had this cook at work.
He started with up as an apprentice way back in April. He was a dink.
Whatever. He'd ask me for a drink in the middle of lunch. He would come peak out the front curtains and interupt me with customers.
He'd muscle his way into conversations I'd be having with my front staff. He'd attempt to take control of the kitchen. Not only was he not good at his job anyhow.....but it was certainly not his place to do so. When Boss Mitch would be gone he would treat Circle-Skirt like shit. He would purposely take longer plating my dishes. He would talk to me and others in a very demeaning abusive way. Oh my goodness; the dish area. I don't know why he felt he owned it....but he did. the list could go on.
He and I did Not get along.
Cause of course I wouldn't let him treat me like that.
So he stopped making my lunch food when I would order it till he felt like it.
We were moving and going thru all that stuff at the same time.
I was of course so excited about my move why wouldn't he be excited about his!
So back in the beginning of August end of July, when we were still speaking when he was having good days.....I bounced into the kitchen and asked him if he'd gotten the keys to his New place yet. How exciting it all is Don't ya think? No answer. So I thought ok. I guess today isn't a good day and started to walk past him out of the kitchen. He turns looks at me and snaps back. 'does it matter!'
Wow! No I guess it doesn't.
That was it. I resigned myself to just do my job and not talk to him about anyhting personal Ever again.
It was uncomfortable at work cause you just never knew how he was gonna be that day. Mitch has been frantically trying to hire more kitchen staff cause he could see the problems this guy was creating. But staff is hard to come by.
I mean. I don't always agree with the things Boss M does, and he is young and all. but he has Never been verbally abusive to me or any of the staff! He is not an all out Dink!
When he first started I only had to endure a couple hours over lunch with him cuz of course I had the Circle-Skirt for the day. She was great and we got along famously. than she left for one of the reasons being Dink Kyle.
WEll it got to the point that when BM would go get stuff done in the afternoons He would take forever just even making my food let alone I would watch him as he would plate it and do 1 thing at a time and.........Grrrrrr.
He put his 2 weeks in! YaY!!
HIs last day was supposed to be this Friday coming.
But since he is such an absolute Dink.......
He stopped calling me for my food last week. So that means I wouldn't be out on the floor for a busy lunch and have to keep going back to check if my food was up.
we only had 3 days together last week. How hard could that be Guy?!!! WE don't have to like each other, but just do your job!
He wasn't so much down with that.
By Friday.....it was a fucking nightmare!
I had a simple lunch dish take 35 minutes!!!
He refused to make alfredo sauce. We have a new woman back there. She started a couple weeks ago. She wasn't putting up with any of his shit. Voices are being raised. I am cringing out front knowing there is not a damn thing I could do. She is pissed with his attitude and won't put up with it as he orders her around. She calls him an Asshole!
When I did go back he asked me for a glass of water. I said to him i see you are plating my food I'll get it for you after your done. He stops what he is doing and refuses to do anymore till he gets his glass of water from me. I turn and look at my girl standing behind me, she starts to go get it for him. He bellows out, No I want it from Her!!!
I tell you......it took all the strenght I had to not say anything and not throw it in his face.
He looks at me again and says ca't you see I'm cooking here?!!
I answer back.....No. That would be the problem. You appear to not be doing anything!
Mitch was out picking stuff up and getting banking done.
I made a second call to him. You need to be here now. I am sorry. but its gotten really, really bad.
The kitchen had pretty much come to a halt.
My tummy is so sick by this time.......
I am seriously aftraid to even be in the kitchen now cause I believe he is going to hurl a knife at me. The day before, i was behind him and said 'behind' as we do and like your supposed to, he moved back on purpose, and stepped on me! And get this. I was the one that said sorry!!!
So BM gets back. He's not even been gone an hour.
Dink Kyle walks out!
But not before blaming me for Everything.
I had stayed out the kitchen as much as possible so it wasn't till he left that I hear new Lady cook telling BM that Kyle was outside 3 times! A bill would come in and instead of getting started on it he would walk out the back door! So she would get it started and he would come in, shove her out of the way and take it off the heat whatever it was.
He wouldn;'t let her plate any of the orders or make them! Just to set up the plate with garnish!!!
(This was all confirmed by the camera's later in the afternoon)
So BM called him and said don't come back. A walk-out constitutes resignation. He left it on a message cuz of course Dink Kyle was not picking up his phone.
so it was nice for BM cuz he didn't even have to be the bad guy. He was just following procedures then and Kyle did it to himself.
Guess who showed up at 5 to start the dinner.....Dink Kyle!
Funny thing about that is that he wasn't even on a split!
He'd gotten the message.....jsut had to come and be in evryones face cuz thats the kind of special guy he is
Boss DAnielle went and got all my stuff for me and i snuck out the front door. Cause yes, it is that bad.
Yes bad enough that I feel the need to watch over my shoulder when I walk to work. Bad enough that I wouldn't put it past him to hit me with his truck.
No he has never said anything to the effect. I would have been on the Uttering Threats road right away!
But bad enough that my employers are concerned as well.
Anyhow.....there is more to this story. But I need to get my ass in gear to work!
And where did he give his notice to be going to you ask???
Earls here in town.
A guy that only sees the ME in TEAM is going to a place that is all about ALL the letters.
I do hope the best for him and that he learned from this. But BM doubts it.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Friday, September 14, 2007
no Light
My livingroom lamp was the only fatality when I moved.
I'm glad it was just a lamp. a Replaceable lamp.
and for now it looks really pretty in my house in the evenings. I sit in my LR with all my candles lit. Everything twinkling. However.....I can really see this being an issue. Especially as the nights get longer. buy a new one you say.
Yes!
I would love to. But the one I want I can't afford right this moment and I refuse to bring anymore unuseable stuff into this house!
So here I sit, twinkling lights all around. Romance every night in my LR. sister came over last night..........
Oh a Funny Story!
Sister wants to be the scariest house on her street for Halloween.
So she has bee spending ridiculous amounts of Mastercard money.
Yesterday she picked up a Fog Machine.
Now Sister works in a Mall. but she had to try the machine. Well to make sure it worked of course!
Shortly after herself and her staff saw how it worked.........the fire alarm for the mall went off. She of course called down to Mall security to let them know it was her Fog Machine excitement. They misunderstood her sarcasm and humour. 3 Fully geared Firefighters showed up to save them all.
Of course they asked to speak to the manager...........my Sister stepped forward Smoke billowing out from behind her.
It was the excitement of her new toys! she couldn't help it.
The Fog Macnine works good.
Her house will be scary.
The other day she showed up at my work cause she had a scary, creepy life sized gremlin type guy with glowy red eyes in the passengers seat of her car.
Life is fun isn't it?
Happy Friday All!
I'm glad it was just a lamp. a Replaceable lamp.
and for now it looks really pretty in my house in the evenings. I sit in my LR with all my candles lit. Everything twinkling. However.....I can really see this being an issue. Especially as the nights get longer. buy a new one you say.
Yes!
I would love to. But the one I want I can't afford right this moment and I refuse to bring anymore unuseable stuff into this house!
So here I sit, twinkling lights all around. Romance every night in my LR. sister came over last night..........
Oh a Funny Story!
Sister wants to be the scariest house on her street for Halloween.
So she has bee spending ridiculous amounts of Mastercard money.
Yesterday she picked up a Fog Machine.
Now Sister works in a Mall. but she had to try the machine. Well to make sure it worked of course!
Shortly after herself and her staff saw how it worked.........the fire alarm for the mall went off. She of course called down to Mall security to let them know it was her Fog Machine excitement. They misunderstood her sarcasm and humour. 3 Fully geared Firefighters showed up to save them all.
Of course they asked to speak to the manager...........my Sister stepped forward Smoke billowing out from behind her.
It was the excitement of her new toys! she couldn't help it.
The Fog Macnine works good.
Her house will be scary.
The other day she showed up at my work cause she had a scary, creepy life sized gremlin type guy with glowy red eyes in the passengers seat of her car.
Life is fun isn't it?
Happy Friday All!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
The Internet....Ain't it Grand!
I love this internet!
I got a mail from Mountain. He misses me too!
Awe!
He is going to try to be on his Sis's PC tomorrow afternoon, for him, so then it is at 7AM for me so we can Chat!
How great is that?!!
I miss him. He is having a great time. He's getting to know the sister he never grew up knowing he had. Says they have a lot in common. I Love It! He is finding his connections!
Here they are just after they got to England and met.
How great is this Internet?! Its like I was already there!!
I really like not being medicated.
Now to jsut get more onto a Green Tea and popcorn kick again.
My cat is getting old. He is 17. In the last while he has gotten very thin. He is still happy and can jump up on counters and my bed and stuff. I just wonder how long he will be around for.
His hair is falling out in clumps, I think the wart on his chin has gotten bigger, now since moving here, he's gotten fleas. Frig.
I have too many pictures to hang on my walls. Man I have a lot of framed pictures of Charlotte. My hallway down to the bathroom is going to be littered with them All!
I need to get a nice shot of Mountain and I. I miss him. i'm sure he is having a blast! Off to Paris this weekend I think. I had his dad for dinner Tuesday evening cuz he helped me get the rest of the stuff that no-one picked up out of my old car-port. Yah thats right I still had stuff there. And I am still going thru things here to get rid of. Mostly clothes now.
Yes Steph I will be going thru baby clothes soon enough and Yes you get first pick!
I can't wait till Christmas. How fun will it be decorating this little house! I wonder if I will have enough gumption to get lights up....hmmmm.
Haloween is coming. My sister has a goal to be the scariest house on her block!
Charlotte has decided she wants to be a vampire. Thats fun. I thik i will be one too!
Well its Past time to get my act togehter. Better run!
Now to jsut get more onto a Green Tea and popcorn kick again.
My cat is getting old. He is 17. In the last while he has gotten very thin. He is still happy and can jump up on counters and my bed and stuff. I just wonder how long he will be around for.
His hair is falling out in clumps, I think the wart on his chin has gotten bigger, now since moving here, he's gotten fleas. Frig.
I have too many pictures to hang on my walls. Man I have a lot of framed pictures of Charlotte. My hallway down to the bathroom is going to be littered with them All!
I need to get a nice shot of Mountain and I. I miss him. i'm sure he is having a blast! Off to Paris this weekend I think. I had his dad for dinner Tuesday evening cuz he helped me get the rest of the stuff that no-one picked up out of my old car-port. Yah thats right I still had stuff there. And I am still going thru things here to get rid of. Mostly clothes now.
Yes Steph I will be going thru baby clothes soon enough and Yes you get first pick!
I can't wait till Christmas. How fun will it be decorating this little house! I wonder if I will have enough gumption to get lights up....hmmmm.
Haloween is coming. My sister has a goal to be the scariest house on her block!
Charlotte has decided she wants to be a vampire. Thats fun. I thik i will be one too!
Well its Past time to get my act togehter. Better run!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
*sigh*
He's off to England.
A kiss and a hug and he got on a plane. Not to be seen in person by my eyes for 2 weeks!
HIs mommy is wonderful. We had a most fantastic visit.
But I am tired now.
Gonna try to get to the gym in the morning. I think I am organized enough now with the house and groceries and such. Don't need that hour for me in the AM tomorrow.....I don't think.
In any event. I stopped going to the gym half-way thru July cause I needed every spare moment to pack and clean and move. WEll now thats done!
So back I go!
Hopefully nothing comes up in the morning.
Working out will help keep my mind off Mountain and the fact that I can't just pick up the phone 2 times a day and chat or see him a few times this week.
Charley has announced she already misses him!
I'll get lots done in the evenings though without him around pre-occupying my time. I still have lots to get done in this house so's I stop tripping over things.
i will keep busy.
Write him lots of e-mails......
I'll miss him tomorrow after a good nights sleep.
Blog On Dudes!
A kiss and a hug and he got on a plane. Not to be seen in person by my eyes for 2 weeks!
HIs mommy is wonderful. We had a most fantastic visit.
But I am tired now.
Gonna try to get to the gym in the morning. I think I am organized enough now with the house and groceries and such. Don't need that hour for me in the AM tomorrow.....I don't think.
In any event. I stopped going to the gym half-way thru July cause I needed every spare moment to pack and clean and move. WEll now thats done!
So back I go!
Hopefully nothing comes up in the morning.
Working out will help keep my mind off Mountain and the fact that I can't just pick up the phone 2 times a day and chat or see him a few times this week.
Charley has announced she already misses him!
I'll get lots done in the evenings though without him around pre-occupying my time. I still have lots to get done in this house so's I stop tripping over things.
i will keep busy.
Write him lots of e-mails......
I'll miss him tomorrow after a good nights sleep.
Blog On Dudes!
Friday, September 07, 2007
School
Charlottes class was decided yesterday.
It has been all split up and she has new cifferent kids and 2 teachers! I am so excited. She ate lunch with a group of girls! YaY!!
Way better than the day before when I was wiping up her tears cause the girls she calls friends ran away from her at lunch in different directions to get away from her. So heartbreaking for a mom to hear that. So she sat alone outside.
Than yesterday she came home and a boy that goes to her school, that got moved into the same class as her, and only lives just a couple houses down......Was waiting to ride bikes with her!!!!
You have no idea how wonderful that it and how fantastic that makes me feel.
I prayed. I prayed hard. And my prayers were answered yesterday. I hope they continue to be answered today.
its mountains Birthday today.
He picks his mommy up from the airport. I meet her tomorrow. yikes! I guess I should make him a cake?
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It has been all split up and she has new cifferent kids and 2 teachers! I am so excited. She ate lunch with a group of girls! YaY!!
Way better than the day before when I was wiping up her tears cause the girls she calls friends ran away from her at lunch in different directions to get away from her. So heartbreaking for a mom to hear that. So she sat alone outside.
Than yesterday she came home and a boy that goes to her school, that got moved into the same class as her, and only lives just a couple houses down......Was waiting to ride bikes with her!!!!
You have no idea how wonderful that it and how fantastic that makes me feel.
I prayed. I prayed hard. And my prayers were answered yesterday. I hope they continue to be answered today.
its mountains Birthday today.
He picks his mommy up from the airport. I meet her tomorrow. yikes! I guess I should make him a cake?
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
What do I do about.....
.....Mountain and his need to 'hang' out with his ex so he can be around her daughter???
I am so super pissed about it!
and I reminded myself this monring how pissed I am about this thing.
I am at a loss of what to do.
Do I break up with him over it?
Seems dumb to do such a thing. However, I feel as though i have compromised as far as I can.
Last saturday.....when he did 'the shop' with Tea; the ex went along. Then He drove them all the way from White Rock to Chilliwack and didn't get home till close to midnight!
Last I checked.....the malls close at 6!
We have not talked about it since I, as he said, got bent over it last Sunday monring.
Bent! Bent! Yah! I am a pretzel you Idiot!
No hanging with the Ex.
No dinner with the Ex.
No driving the Ex around.
No hanging with the Exes family.
No matter how I try to ignore it or justify it or talk my way around it......It pisses me off!
and if he has to play with the Ex and her family in order to stay in thei little girls life.....than maybe he shouldn't be there. Or maybe he should be there all the way!
he says no. He's says this is where he wants to be.
So when is it that my feelings get taken into consideration?
How do I handle this?
Seriously.
i am at a loss for what to do.
He is leaving for England in a few days. Our last time alone together will be tonight as long as he doesn't go spend time with his..blankity, blank, blank friend Robbi cause its her birthday today!
I think I am a little bitter today.
I need to get over that.
I will concentrate on Charlotte that she has a good day today and that her 'friends' include her in their play at lunch.
Poor little thing.
I friggin hate school
I am so super pissed about it!
and I reminded myself this monring how pissed I am about this thing.
I am at a loss of what to do.
Do I break up with him over it?
Seems dumb to do such a thing. However, I feel as though i have compromised as far as I can.
Last saturday.....when he did 'the shop' with Tea; the ex went along. Then He drove them all the way from White Rock to Chilliwack and didn't get home till close to midnight!
Last I checked.....the malls close at 6!
We have not talked about it since I, as he said, got bent over it last Sunday monring.
Bent! Bent! Yah! I am a pretzel you Idiot!
No hanging with the Ex.
No dinner with the Ex.
No driving the Ex around.
No hanging with the Exes family.
No matter how I try to ignore it or justify it or talk my way around it......It pisses me off!
and if he has to play with the Ex and her family in order to stay in thei little girls life.....than maybe he shouldn't be there. Or maybe he should be there all the way!
he says no. He's says this is where he wants to be.
So when is it that my feelings get taken into consideration?
How do I handle this?
Seriously.
i am at a loss for what to do.
He is leaving for England in a few days. Our last time alone together will be tonight as long as he doesn't go spend time with his..blankity, blank, blank friend Robbi cause its her birthday today!
I think I am a little bitter today.
I need to get over that.
I will concentrate on Charlotte that she has a good day today and that her 'friends' include her in their play at lunch.
Poor little thing.
I friggin hate school
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
this Weekend
I meet Mrs. Mountain this weekend.
Mountains birthday is Friday. He will be picking up his mommy from the airport.
I will be meeting her Saturday. Yikes!
She has a kidney something and can't eat anything with salt or potassium.....Frig!
What am I gonna make for dinner?
I bought Mountain cologne a few weeks ago and now I'm thinking....Meh. What do i get him?
Carp!
Than Sunday....the plan is that I drive Mountain and Mrs. Mountain to the airport so that they can Fly off to England and Paris together for 2 weeks.
He will have a great vacation. I will miss him
Mountains birthday is Friday. He will be picking up his mommy from the airport.
I will be meeting her Saturday. Yikes!
She has a kidney something and can't eat anything with salt or potassium.....Frig!
What am I gonna make for dinner?
I bought Mountain cologne a few weeks ago and now I'm thinking....Meh. What do i get him?
Carp!
Than Sunday....the plan is that I drive Mountain and Mrs. Mountain to the airport so that they can Fly off to England and Paris together for 2 weeks.
He will have a great vacation. I will miss him
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Grade 4!
I just can't belive it.
She will be Nine this November.
She is soo excited for tomorrow.
Perfect!
Had great first day at piano too.
Even Better!
But as she gets older.....so do i....
hope your days are well
She will be Nine this November.
She is soo excited for tomorrow.
Perfect!
Had great first day at piano too.
Even Better!
But as she gets older.....so do i....
hope your days are well
Monday, September 03, 2007
Oh My Head
Shortly after 2 my first beer was consumed.
my mom showed up.
than another beer.
than I switched to wine.
It gets to be a bit blurry with faces and people in and out. Some pulling up a chair while others just came through to check out the new digs.
I sucked my wine back real fast cause Miss Karen brought this really cool Pink Bubbly and I had to try it.........it got very spotty then.
I know we ate.
There was cake.
My neice throwing up and spending the night.
I sat on my kitchen floor for awhile with chips and dip admiring MY house. Just taking it all in. Mine. I bought it and everything in it. By myself! the furniture I bought 10 years ago. Brand new. A few grande saved and spent. The kitchen furniture that was my grandparents........I stripped and sanded and loved till it was re-finished the gorgeous natural wood it is. Maple I think or maybe Pine.
outside....this yard that I have already sweated in and made a mark that says "Kristi lives here"
This is mine. My house. And Nobody can tell me to leave!
However....today.....most nauteous and not feeling altogether the best.
It is entirely possible I had WAAAAY to much grown-up drinks last night. So today.....we did NOTHING!
how great is that?
I didn't pack or unpack, move furniture, stack things on top of things, dig, drive, pick-up stuff. I didn't spend any money. Cut grass, sweep, wash walls.....that has been my summer folks.
Today.
Mountain and I spent the afternoon lying down. Drifting in and out of sleep. Talking about nothing. Looking thru catalogues. Watching the fish in the pond.
Now that is the way a day off should be spent!
Too bad I don't have a door
Thanks to all my friends that came.
they know me so well. Perfect!
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my mom showed up.
than another beer.
than I switched to wine.
It gets to be a bit blurry with faces and people in and out. Some pulling up a chair while others just came through to check out the new digs.
I sucked my wine back real fast cause Miss Karen brought this really cool Pink Bubbly and I had to try it.........it got very spotty then.
I know we ate.
There was cake.
My neice throwing up and spending the night.
I sat on my kitchen floor for awhile with chips and dip admiring MY house. Just taking it all in. Mine. I bought it and everything in it. By myself! the furniture I bought 10 years ago. Brand new. A few grande saved and spent. The kitchen furniture that was my grandparents........I stripped and sanded and loved till it was re-finished the gorgeous natural wood it is. Maple I think or maybe Pine.
outside....this yard that I have already sweated in and made a mark that says "Kristi lives here"
This is mine. My house. And Nobody can tell me to leave!
However....today.....most nauteous and not feeling altogether the best.
It is entirely possible I had WAAAAY to much grown-up drinks last night. So today.....we did NOTHING!
how great is that?
I didn't pack or unpack, move furniture, stack things on top of things, dig, drive, pick-up stuff. I didn't spend any money. Cut grass, sweep, wash walls.....that has been my summer folks.
Today.
Mountain and I spent the afternoon lying down. Drifting in and out of sleep. Talking about nothing. Looking thru catalogues. Watching the fish in the pond.
Now that is the way a day off should be spent!
Too bad I don't have a door
Thanks to all my friends that came.
they know me so well. Perfect!
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Sunday, September 02, 2007
Open House Today!
I can;t find Charlotte's music books for piano.
How is it that this filing cabinet is just in the middle of the room still?
I have to finish the potato salad. i should have done more. insert hysterical laughter here!
The hill of carboard boxes is startting to slide all over my livingroom.
my vaccuum is in the house but, still has nowhere to go. Friggin belt broke so I can't even use it!
Mountain did the shop with Tea ysterday and the mother.....I am pissed about it!
My ceiling fan is still on my floor and I haven't put it up yet cause he said he would help! Now I'm made at myself cause I could have had it done. Now I have to get on to other things cause compnay is coming.
NOw that its a rainy day all 4 people will be in the house. So now I have to make sure they will fit!
Where the Heck is that box with Charley's music books? We need it by Tuesday and she should be warming her fingers today!
Okay.
Coffee needs to be consumed and I will start moving stuff around!
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How is it that this filing cabinet is just in the middle of the room still?
I have to finish the potato salad. i should have done more. insert hysterical laughter here!
The hill of carboard boxes is startting to slide all over my livingroom.
my vaccuum is in the house but, still has nowhere to go. Friggin belt broke so I can't even use it!
Mountain did the shop with Tea ysterday and the mother.....I am pissed about it!
My ceiling fan is still on my floor and I haven't put it up yet cause he said he would help! Now I'm made at myself cause I could have had it done. Now I have to get on to other things cause compnay is coming.
NOw that its a rainy day all 4 people will be in the house. So now I have to make sure they will fit!
Where the Heck is that box with Charley's music books? We need it by Tuesday and she should be warming her fingers today!
Okay.
Coffee needs to be consumed and I will start moving stuff around!
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