Well, hello.
I wrote a post a month ago and it seems to have disappeared. I guess I don't know how to blog anymore. 💁
I have been on leave from my job since April 30. I was really hoping to go back for July, but it doesn't seem I will be able to. Even as I write this, I am having small anxiety pains in my chest. They are not like they were by any means, but they are still there. I am still gettting my meds adjusted. So fancy.
I am using my extended short term disability. I am actually getting more on leave than I do normally because of how I am paid. So that's cool.
I am seeing counsellors and pyschaitrists. I guess I should learn how to spell that - hahaha!
I have been sober now for 9 mnths! Longest in I've been dry since I started drinking again in 2006. So I have to say, I am very stoked about it. I feel amazing in that respect. Mountainman and I will be celebrating our 10 year anniversary in a month! Crazy!
With my stress leave, he has started to realize, he needs to do more to be present in our home. It's a slow realization, but it's coming. Marriage is hard.
I am sure upset that I managed to delete, or lose that last post. I really wanted to expand on it. My writing is not the best today and my thoughts ........ must be the meds. So many meds ...
I will need to write again soon. I am keeping off Facebook as it just upsets me.
well ... it is Saturday. I should go put a bra on and get outside. Time to get the plants watered and on with my day in the yard.
