Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Legallize Crystal Meth?

OUr local Pot Activist is at it again........
Got this from the Bugel. good ole cut and paste.
Guess he needs more controversey

Editor, The Bugel:
An Open Letter to B.C. Solicitor General John Les, and to city
councillor John Smith.
Making the ingredients illegal won't make crystal meth go away,
only more toxic and violent. There are good reasons to legalize, then
regulate, and then even tax crystal meth. Foolishly, our present government
policy of drug prohibition is injecting price increases and
violence into the black market, and abdicating the right to decide:
1) who is going to supply the drugs to the community
2) what kind of drugs are going to be supplied
3) how much the drugs are going to cost
4) how potent and toxic those drugs are going to be
5) how they are going to be produced
6) what age levels they are going to be sold to
7) where they are going to be sold
Making it more illegal will only make it more toxic and violent.
We all agree crystal meth is poison, the question is how to control it
without eroding our freedoms and making the problems worse.
The violence associated with the dealing of the drug comes not
from the drug but from the illegality of its sale or enforcement.
This country is long overdue in recognizing that the war on drugs
is a war on ourselves. We have squandered billions of dollars and
too many of our children's lives addressing a medical and societal
problem using criminal law.
If you really want to protect your child look at the government
policy called drug prohibition and its creation, the black market.
Regulation is still enforcement, it is just "enforcement-lite."
The question is not, "Will it harm the individual? but, "Will letting
the black market make the decisions of distribution and purity
help reduce the negative effects to society and the individual?"
Just because a drug is toxic is no reason to ban it. We don't ban
gasoline or glue. These are both abused, addictive and do brain damage.
A domestic ban on the ingredients (for crystal meth) will only
force people to import them at a higher price.
It is the duty of leadership to explain to the public the truths about
the true cost of choosing more drug prohibition. xxxxx city
council's greatest sin is to have stifled the public debate.
The solution I suggest is understanding that drug prohibition
creates social pollution. Ending drug prohibition means ending the
propaganda. This single action will play a decisive role, and have a
world-historic impact, on the present and future of world peace, the
environment and social justice.
xxx xxxxxx

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

I dOn't KnOW WhaT 2 ThiNK

~Dreaming about a scary ex for the last while.
Suddenly they are becoming more frequent.
Ken Green.......Scares the shit out of me! What the fuck is he doing floating around in my subconcious all of a sudden?
Maybe if I talk about it the dreams will stop. The guy beat me. For far too long. GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU BASTARD!!!

~Mountain has dealt with drunk upset Kristi. Twice now, and for some reason still wants to be around me. That freaks me out 2!
He just accepts me for all my faults and weaknesses. Shit!
What is going on?

~I felt so comfortable with Mountain I actually went to the next level.....
I passed gas in front of him. Even Mr. Big and I never got to that far!

~I let him see me without ANY make-up on. I mean, not even foundation. There are VERY FEW that have seen that Kristi. you may think you have.......but No. you have not.
And he still wants to come back tonight for dinner. What The Hell!

Mine Eye is feeling much better. I still feel nautious,but I just have to stay focused on one thing at a time and not look around too much and I am fine. At least it doesn't hurt like it did anymore. I wore my eye patch last night when Mountain came over. Put make-up on one eye. The other.......totally naked. He'd been under some stupid impression that he's seen me without make-up before. He learned last night and this mroning how wrong he was.
"wow. you really don't have any eyelashes"
It was funny.
I put my patch up and he was looking at me out of one eye and then the other. Said it was like being with 2 different girls!

Okay off i go to make my surprise dinner for Mountain!
A Kristi Lasagna! Lotsa Veggies. Lots a Cheese! And Peperoni in the middle.

Blog On Dudes!

Oh and Hey........a Mighty Oooglenoth to you all!

Saturday, January 27, 2007

DON'T SLEEP WITH YOUR CONTACTS IN!!!

oH YES i DiD!

Peeled them out of mine eyes early this morning.
Dry as dry could be.
My right eye is now scratched and hurts like a bitch!
Swollen. such pain. Dark sunglasses. I need a patch.
Do i goto the clinic?
What can they do for me?

It Mother Fucking Hurts!

What an Idiot i am

Friday, January 26, 2007

mountain leaves here last night at 10.
I texthim a goodnight wish.
He texts me back 20min later.
He's been in a car accident!
I freak out. Call him. He doesn't pick up.
Text him and he answers he'll "call me in a min". "I okay car okay" So i text "What the Hell!"
He didn';t call. Busy with details I guess.

I slept with all my phones under my pillow.

I'm sure he's fine. But the suspense is killing me!!

Mens can be such Idgets

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Times

Tomorrow night my xmate and I are meeting up at my restaurant for 7pm. I expect to be therre a few hours.......

So I have learned a couple things the last couple days.
First-there will not be a mid-way (rides) at Berry Festival this year. This upsets me. How do I con Charlotte into going now! FFFF.
Second-they are talking about raising minum wage to 10bux an hour! That would be bad for small business's like mine. Labour cost's rising is not a good thing.

this is for FoF.


this is me and Hot Colin and my brother last year at the Christmas party. I have referred to him as my other brother in the past cause he just fits in so well. He is one of my borthers bestest Friends. He has joined in with my family gatherings over the last few years as his family is all back East.

We got lost together on the way to Kamloops a couple years ago.

We text back and forth a lot. He is my brothers buddy. And I am his Buddies sister. Its a most definant unspoken Known respect we have for each other. anyhow....we talked a little about that tuesday night when we chatted.

So tomorrow night 7 PM my restaurant!!! Come join us for a drink. Hi-balls on Special! 1/2 litre of domestic wine as well as Import Beer! We are also running a 10oz New York for 10bux!!! That'll be supper. Add some prawns and it Kicks Ass!

Almost Rested

I was up late........
very late Wednesday night talking to Hot Colin.
We chatted for HOURS.
Went to bed about 3!
I'm to old for that.
On the phone. No he was not here. We were texting and then decided to just call, cause all of a sudden that made more sense. He is toying with joining myself, ex-roomie, Steph and Dennis for a drink tomorrow night. Who else should I expect?

Than yesterday being an Absolute Gorgeous day and Welfare Wednesday.......I was FFFFFing busy at work!
So today is another Fabulous day. I went to bed at 9 last night and had to peel myself out of bed this morning. Still tired.

Oh hey!
I bought a double CD yesterday out of the bargain bin at Super-Valu. All DISCO HITS!! I love it! even better cause it was 99cents! Its got Disco Inferno & Car Wash &I Love the Night life & Love Machine & Boogie Oogie Oogie & Ring My Bell.........
TK would Love it!!!!

Damn I need to get a 5 thingy CD player for the restaurant!

Oooh. Its HNT today too! hmmmm.
Well. Remember when my hair was this short last year?


Blog On Dudes!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I will be at my Restaurant Friday evening for a Cosmo....or 3!
If you want to join me.

BE THERE!

Monday, January 22, 2007

Carp!

its a New model White Truck!

See you on the flip-side........

Take The Test

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Sister and Mountain will meet tonight.
for the first time.............

Bathroom Sounds

Its amazing how aware you are of your bodily functions and the sounds they make while in the bathroom when someone is directly below you with nothing but an uninsulated plywood floor covered in lyno between you.

How'd you like that run-on sentence!

Friday, January 19, 2007

Coconut Curry Chicken Rice Bowl

Bought yesterday during the slow time for lunch.
It got busy. i had a few bites.
thru it in a take-out container. Oh I'll eat it aat piano lessons i thought.
Nope. That was busy. Teacher had lots to talk to me about. And then I felt funny bringing it in to the school.
Out to the Doc's we go.
there it sat in my passengers seat. Smelling so good.
Can't eat it at the doctor's.
Off to my Nana's we head.
Well now its almost time for dinner and I have to feed the kid too. So there it sits. We visit and then off we head home. Out for dinner at my old restaurant. Coconut Curry chicken still sitting on the passengers seat. Mmmmmm so good! I will keep it till tomorrow and save it for my supper.
All day at work. so busy in the afternoon. No time to eat. I am starved. Steal a fry. Snag a mushroom.
Its okay. Supper is waiting for me at home.
I can taste the coconut curry already. the sauce. The rice.
Pick up Charlotte from daycare. She's eaten! YES!
Only a few more minutes........

I am famished. Get home open the fridge......
where is it? Where is my supper?!?!!!
Theres a blank empty spot where it should be in its nice crisp white take-out container in my fridge! The Spot is Empty!!

Nanny girl ate it!
Fuck!
fuck! Fuck! FUCK!!!!

Friday!

Friday. HOORAY!!!

Went to the doc yesterday, he hooked me up good. I think I will be taking a pink and a half. See how that works. just a wee Tweeking.
Saw my Nana yesterday too. She is good. Looked beautiful. She is 86 I think. My grandad turns 94 this february. Holy Carp! Longevity runs in my dads side of the family.
Then The Queen and I went for dinner and had a nice visit with my Old boss. He's made some changes in the place and it looks pretty cool. Food was good. Had Souvlaki. Yum! It was soaked in Garlic. Pretty sure I still reeek this morning.

One of my very good customers and friends passed away last week.
I read it on the front page of the paper. Duncan Little.
Cancer got him. Apparently he went very fast. Must be the same that Larry had. I hate that. But if you've got it.....
Anyhow....both of us want to go to the memorial, but they have yet to announce it. Grrr. I jsut can't believe he is gone. Boss and I sat in silence sharing the shock of it all. Wow. Such a great guy. Always laughing and joking. Huge in the community. I am just blown away.

Anyway. hopefully a busy day today.
Can't wait to sleep in tomorrow. Than off to an old friends for coffee! Haven't seen her in years. WE used to live togehter. Now she is married and has 2 babies!
so we will reminisce. She is actually where I got my cat from. Neat isn't it?

Blog On Dudes!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hey Doodle.....Look familiar?

Lunch Specials
$5.99
Till 4:00 PM
Chicken Wings~Hot OR BBQ
Soup n' Salad
Daily soup and a side Tossed Salad
your choice of Raspberry Vinegrette or Ranch Dressing
The Big Salad!
It's a Tossed Salad with your Choice of Raspberry or Ranch Dressing
Add Chicken or Shrimp for $3.00
Quesadilla
Your Choice of Veggie~Chicken~Beef
Its a Sandwich
All Sandwiches come with Your Choice of
Daily Soup, a Tossed Salad or Fries.
Served Cold
Ham & Cheese
Chicken Salad
Shaved Beef
Toasted Bacon Lettuce Tomato
Grilled Cheese
For Dessert
Sugar n'Spice Miller Bread.....$3.00

I just released this the other day.
so far people LOVE it!!!
I'm in the process of changing the regular lunch and dinner menu as well. The meu covers we had ordered are now on back order. OF COURSE!
But we are adding Burgers! YaY! Took me 3 months of convincing on that one. Getting rid of 'make it a meal'
Took me 3 months to get normal sandwiches too.
People got confused and then were adding too much. So I'm just reprinting for now.
When the proper menu's finally get here. We will have 1 for lunch and 1 for dinner.
Business is still great! but of course we want it to be better.

Oooh. and starting Next week we are running a Steak Special.

10 bux for a 10oz. New York Meal with Mash!

It's January so we/he is coming up with ideas and stuff. Next is Valentines DAy! Yikes. I still Need a sitter for a few hours.

I only have to be there from about 6-9 really. Any volunteers before I break down and ask my mother?

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Hey You!!


Its all different.
Of course it was bound to be.
But it seems to be more different that I thought it would end up being in the end. Maybe I'm reading into things.
Of course its quite possibly me. The Pinks are in and I have less to say. Less thoughts racing around in my head.
hmmmm.

I'm still pissed at that Fuckin bitch though

So its Hump Day!
Have you had your Hump 2Day?

Saturday, January 13, 2007

OOOGLENOTH!!!

So good to feel Good again!
I knew my meds were off during the Christmas holidays and Charlotte was making me crazier than I should have been feeling.
WoW it just slowly got worse and worse.
but I'm fine now.
Mountain is Great!
we still have some stuff to discuss and kinda work thru, but its all good.
I don't know where it will go, but we are good friends above anything else. I truly believe we always will be.
Its been 3 & a Half months since we were stranded on that mountain togehter for the night. Hard to believe how much has happened between us in that time.
HuH~thoughtful pause
WE started hanging out Mid-September.
Wow~another thoughtful pause

Ummm. Anyhow. Things are good. I am fine. Charley is Grand! Work is amazing! Slow these days, but thats okay. Its still amazing.
I made clam chowder today.
the Biggest DArn Pot you Ever did See!
Mountain will come for dinner tomorrow night to have some. And Apple Crisp! Yum! Turned out so good. I can bake and stuff. Which I actually love to do cuase he eats it. How great is that! Sent him home with Peanut Butter Chocolate chip cookies last night. I'm sure they were all gone before he even got home.
When i lived with Muck I used to get to bake and cook different things cause her kids would eat it all. Charlotte doesn't. And if she does, its only at first and then I'm left with all the rest. Freezing? Yah sure. But she still isn't gonna eat it and that defeats the part where I do it for pleasure. If I freeze half of what I make.......
well I'm sure if you gave it some thought you would see where that all breaks down.
Nanny Girl eats it. But she is not all the time here.
So Mountain is perfect cause he is ever appreciative and I Love To feed him!
Anyhoooo. Don't know how much Blogging I gonna do for the next while.
I'll read and comment and answer back, but I think I'd like to take a leave of absence for a few days.

Gonna build some Rollercoasters!

oh Hey!
did I mention I fell down my stairs Friday Morning?
As I was lying at the bottom doing the mental check of all my parts. you know-what hurts and what doesn't I couldn't help but be disapointed that there was no one there to see me. I'm sure it was Funny as Hell.
Not surprised I haven't bailed sooner.
Seriously....I've been fucked up the last few weeks. Sometimes barely able to walk a straight line!

So Blog On Dudes!
see you on the Flip Side!

Friday, January 12, 2007

Tornado

Spiralling, swrling, all around me.
Emotions.
Confusion.
Decisions.
The Past.
Mis-information tops it.
Hurtful words.
Mis-placed love.

I am not in the eye of the storm. I am part of the storm. Part of the wind. Part of the crap that is swirling.
I need to run.
I want to run.
I don't want to blog
I want to delete everything, but I know I would regret it.
More keeps getting picked up by the winds underneath my feet.
I want to get lower down the spiral so that when it stops the landing isn't too hard. Or maybe I can climb higher inside and land on a cloud.
The cloud I want to land on a cloud.
I want to land on a cloud with Mountain right next to me.
He is in here with me.
We are holding hands, but there is so much in here with us. I don't know if we'll will survive the high wind chill and the rain.
I looked for a weather report, but there isn't one available in this area right now. They say to just hold on and don't close your eyes.

The Queen is up.
time to put this aside.
Peaches & Cream. Peaches & Cream.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

thinking ahead

i need a sitter for Valentines Evening.
i will need to work.

Any volunteers????

help me out from 6 till 10???

i starting the search now

No-Name

Last month when I renewed my Pinks there was a generic brand available. They were 20bux cheaper! so I went for it.
I think thats what my problem is these days.
I feel hung over all the time.
Dizzy. Kinda unbalanced.
Moody.
My memory....well y'all know about my memory.
Very dream like.
Mental note--don't get the No-Name brand in Pinks!!

So I have choices to make.
Mountain.
That Damn Fucking Bitch!
The Asshole in my Past!
Damn!
DAmn!
DAmN!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

You Are Freaking Kidding Me!

I am using my 'What The Hell' Look.

School is closed!
After the stormy, windy, massivly rainy day yesterday i woke to a Beautiful, peaceful, winter wonderland!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

o Alright

Hawt Sex Baby!!!

We are such girls! waz gonna get rid of My red Eye, but it seems appropriate here somehow.

We had a Hoot!
I even danced!
If you can believe it.
Obviously had enough booze to make my feet want to move. WoW!
Ran into old friends. Ran into readers........
Mountain came. All was good till the van pulled away..........

Saturday, January 06, 2007

lets Review The options Shall We....

We keep current plans.....Jewel comes all the way out...either stays at my house so she can drink OR drives all the way home sober.
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We Change plans & go to Mustangs.....both Jewel & I drive out meet Steff and whomever else....I D.D. and you ladies can dance.
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Last option I thought Of------ALL Ladies (B. & Miss K included) meet here. (Have a few drinks.)
Steff is on pager and has to stay sober anyway.
She drives us...or we cab it....to Miller's and then Dance at Station.
Or just dance at Station.
We cab it back. Most of us are local anyhow....Jewel still stays the night on my couch!

Steff is in control of me tonight, so I don't get to have Hot Sex after cookies unless its with her. BTW have you seen her New profile Pic! She is all Sexed out!

So Where am I going Womens?????

Friday, January 05, 2007

WTF!

Girls...CAncelled....party....NO!

What The Hell!
sometimes you just gotta "suck it up!" i guess

fine. Gonna have Hot Sex instead.....
right after I bake me some Cookies!
Fuck me Backwards! It's Snowing!
There goes my busy Friday lunch Rush!

Odd.......

drempt about sex last night.

That wasn't the odd part. The odd part was when I was shaving my legs with an electric razor.
Then of course there was the Birthday party for some baby that sneezed on the birthday cake. yuck! And some old German ladies that I used to go to church with were at the party. They were talking to me and introducing me to there husbands and I was pretending to recognize them and know who they are. Turned out I was serving the party, or rather over seeing it, and it was for 200 people. I must have been the hostess cause I was sitting down a lot. Brought water out to the wrong person. they wanted Rootbeer. The water was at an outside Table. except there weren't any.
Then of course there was the Giant ape that was coming thru the glass ceiling in the kitchen when we brought the cake back to cut it and plate it. Turns out he wanted the baby! I was going to save the Baby but Tristan, from my old work, wouldn't let go of me. She was hiding behind some cart and had a hold of the dress I was now wearing. The baby that was now lying in the middle of the cake and had changed its hair colour from bald blonde to hairy black! Luckily some pre-school kid came in and grabbed the baby off the cake and switched it with a doll as to dupe the large gorilla.
Smart kid.
I had just fought off Tristan and fired her so I could save the baby. Then I re-hired her so she could finish serving the party.....
Yeah. I don't know. In the end I was trying to get laid before my period started. Behind a curtain in some room I was assigned. But Jackie and Kelso from the 70's show kept bugging me!
there were fingerprints on the wall and that seemed to be a problem. Espcially when we were trying to open the jam.
Who was I fucking? Well seems to me he was familiar....but for the life of me I can't remember now. Looked and felt like Mountain, but different somehow. Taller....differnt name maybe???? Afterall I was concerned about my shaved legs at this point.
Of course thats cause i'm remembering earlier in the nite when I was dreaming of shopping and charlotte was off by herself in a mall. like I'd ever let that happen! I was walking past my old store and didn't recognize anyone. But then there it was again and a girl i went to highschool with was in there selling. And then I went by again and my old Work Husband was in there. I did find some really cute oufits in some store, but the sales girl annoyed me and hadn't remembered to wear underwear so I couln't try anything on. must be cause i intended on having the sex later. Then Charlotte and I found each other and she vowed never to want to shop alone again cause it was so scary! So we cuddled on a bench in the Mall.
Of course we eventually went out to my car and it had been towed..........
Thats when I was taking her back to my apartment in the city that I still have. reacurring dream....

I could go on.
but I think I am done.
Woke up tired.

I had a busy night

Happy Friday Everyone!

blog On dudes!



Thursday, January 04, 2007

Half Naked Thursday!

I've been thinking about joining in on HNT.
I don't know if I'd go as far as some people do. Then again...maybe I'd go farther.
I had a Merry Christmas pic up for a day.
Some saw, most didn't. Which is fine with me. I was feeling sexy so I expressed it in a black & white.

This is a pic of me just before my due date 8 years ago!

My sister painted my pregnant tummy like a Watermelon for Halloween. I was 55/50 lbs heavier there. Besides my huge Uterus....I carry my wieght in my Ass & Tits. I guess it could be worse.

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Tire?

There's a tire forming around my middle.
What The Hell!
My jeans that I could only wear with a belt otherwise they would fall down....are now being kept up so easily.
My Boobs are fuller.
And where the Hell did this extra bit of Neck and chin come from??

Monday, January 01, 2007

So We're Festive!






i didn't know Champagne had a 'Best Before' date....