Writing down The Stuff I have to do Yet helps.........

WoW - 8 1/2 weeks left. Is that right? Or perhaps, 2 months and 5 days. Or, 65 days. Or 1560 hours ............ Either way its YIKES!

My shower is this weekend. I am excited! Pampered Chef stoneware, here I come! New kitchen stuff is gonna be great. After the great Pyrex masacre I've needed all new casserole dishes and roasters and ........... cookie sheets would sure be nice. I've been eying up a covered roaster they have for awhile. That will be my gift to myself!

Tealight holders - ACK! i still need about 7. 8 for good measure I think. Of course I'll need the tealights to go in them. DAMN! Almost finished my shoes. Bought out Michaels a couple weeks ago. They said they were getting more in, they just havn't. So I went all the way to the Langley one.

Met with the marriage commissioner on the weekend. That was pretty awesome. She is just as awesome as I remember her 13 years ago. It will be wonderful to be married by the same woman that married my sister and her hubby. Our vows are done, now its just up to Mntn to get the marriage license.......

The program and the plan that I have for the day is pretty much done. Needs a wee bit of tweeking yet, but its basically done. 5 pages of - stuff - Still gotta finalize our music selection and get that off to Sylvain. Just waiting on Mntn for a few special choices......

The yard is shaping up. Got the flowers in. Mntn has the fence up. He just needs to power wash and we both need to tidy up a couple things and it should be good. Still have the front bed to do ...... but its good enough for now.

Meet with Larry the Cake Guy next week with my ideas. Hopefully he will be able to fulfill them.

Have a consult on Friday. The Queen goes for a thing today and then next week she is done. Dress fitting June 8 for the Queen.....still gotta get shoes for her and Sister. Still looking for a little somehting for my honeymoon and a big soemthing to wear out for dinner in Harrison. Still looking for earrings. Gotta pick up the clasps today. Buttons need to get done. House needs to be ready for Mountains stag next weekend. I need to download my music. Event insurance - i sell insurance I should be good. Liquor license. Bottle more wine. Write a speech. Air conditioner needs to be put in. Get ready for my camping stag. Get my hair cut. Worry about tanning. Clean out the spring flowers from the gardens. Organize the closet. Get my nails done. Get pedi's for Charlotte and I. The decor still has to all be painted ............ Wedding trivia needs to be thought of and printed. Dance practicing. Eyebrows ........... not so much huge stuff to do. Lots of little things. Lots of foot work. That's the part that sucks. The lots of foot work part. If I can finish my shoes today. then I can relax a bit and move onto getting the rest of the tealights ...... its coming. Its all coming and writing it down has helped me to feel better. The house has to be ready for guests. My mother in-law is coming to stay. ACK! as well as the British. FRAP! guess I should find a place for Charlotte while we are on our honeymoon!!!! I mean she can go to gramma's, but what fun is that? ERG!

Off I go then -

when we start having sex and drinking we stop knowing what is going on in our best friends life

RSVP

now my poor mummy is experiencing the same RSVP problem I am for my shower.

I'll be a Mrs so soon. YaY!!! can harldy wait to proclaim my forever in front of everyone. Its pretty cool.

Blog on! you know I will.............

Girls Night

My Mom has invited my Sister and I out for dinner. She wants to do a thing with just us. A girls evening. We've never done that before. How do I tell my mom I don't want to?

It'll break her heart

Marriage is forever, did you know that?

Cold feet - ever had them? What do you do?

Yikes

well that is enough of that!

I binged this weekend. On both food and drink. Holy Smokes - don't want to do that again. No more wine till ........... my shower? My stag? my wedding? I lost so many days. This is crunch time. Details that I have been putting off till closer to the wedding ..........Well guess what? IT'S CLOSER TO THE WEDDING!!!

2 mnths and 2 weeks my little counter says. And really --- i lose a couple weekends in there due to shower and stag .......... it sucks cuz there's not really anything i can delegate out either. Its all stuff I gotta do. Or Mountain. There is no place or room to just set stuff up and come back to it. ERG! the sun needs to come out! in among all of this wedding prep, my yard needs to get done! Where is the Sun?!!

And then trying to wrap my brain around the things I need to do ............ my shoes are half done, the program is half done, the party invites are half done, decor is half done, my hair is too long, we still need to meet with the marriage commissioner, i need to talk to my cake guy about my cake, we need to finalize our food, i need to get all the insurance and permits in place ............. I am sure there is more and i am just .............. 1 more batch of wine to bottle at the end of the month ............ still gotta pick up and finalize the booze for the wedding ......... how many bottles of each....... i need a couple days where i don't have house stuff and mom stuff and spouse stuff to deal with and interupt my day. I have to go back out to Turkeys and pick up my thing and while I am there I need to go to the linen rental place and finalize all of that. Take pics of what the table should look like so that my posse and the setup team have soemthing tangible to follow. this really sucks that I can't be there to set up the hall.

I need someone to help me stay focused.

and What is with people NOT RSVPing. Its making me crazy! just mail the special mailing address and let me know wheterh you are coming or not! Mail me personally. Just friggin let me know if you are coming or not. I'm gonna give them another month and if i havne't heard I will seek thme out and be real forward and just ask. HOw terrible is that!

I think its entirely possible that I am starting to get stressed out! Holy Shit!

I still need to find a honeymoon get-up and a nice dress to wear out for dinner with my husband to the copper room! FRAP!

Maybe on wednesday if the weather is crappy, I'll head out to langley and surrey to finish off the Turkeys and the wedding garb stuff ............

Where do i start? Aaaaahhhhhh

Bin Laden

at least we knew who the enemy was. Now .....................

There's a lot to be said for -- "keep your friends close and your enemies closer"