My Locks are Officially changed!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
no more nanny girl
it Appears as though it is all over.
A bed is left and a couple drawers of some kind.
I have been left with her debt and with9out her keys.
WoW! Just like I was as if her mom or something.
House is locked tight when I am out. No need to go out of my way to change those locks. Like I have so much free time.
Its been a week since I visited the Gym. Went this morning. Damn my body misses it. if I have to I'll go twice a day to get rid of this BS fat that is covering my body!!
Hope to be on a steady loss now. In my dreams??? Maybe
but I'll fucking do it!!
I'm pissed about it and totally uncomfortable.
i am supposed to be 127 not 140!!!!
Fuck!
A bed is left and a couple drawers of some kind.
I have been left with her debt and with9out her keys.
WoW! Just like I was as if her mom or something.
House is locked tight when I am out. No need to go out of my way to change those locks. Like I have so much free time.
Its been a week since I visited the Gym. Went this morning. Damn my body misses it. if I have to I'll go twice a day to get rid of this BS fat that is covering my body!!
Hope to be on a steady loss now. In my dreams??? Maybe
but I'll fucking do it!!
I'm pissed about it and totally uncomfortable.
i am supposed to be 127 not 140!!!!
Fuck!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Little Bitch
That littel Cow!
I never got a hold of the tenancy officer I was supposed to. She wasn't 'in' on Friday. Bitch! How convenient.
So I scoured over the tenancy pages in the internet.
There is nothing that covers ...taking in an under-age run-away. Giving her a place to stay so she doesn't have to live on the streets... retraction retraction retraction .......oh wait. She did that anyway.
But seriously. There is nothing covering our situation.
Boarders?
Room-mate?
All verbal contract?
So I had to look at what WAS there.
There resolution officer she spoke to advised her that it was okay to break-in to my house if she was locked out. Who the Fuck is this Bitch?!!
Kaila took it legal....so did I.
I wan't going to give a shit about the money she owes me for the phone and rent. but since she's taken it to that next level.....so will I. You wanna be a grown-up? Well here you go.
I downloaded the proper form from the website. filled it out. Oh hey! It said all the same stuff I had said in the one I typed out for her! What a surprise!
She didn't stay the night.
But she did turn up SAturday afternoon, with the drug dealing boyfriend, while we were out, and moved out almost all her crap~
All thats left is her bed and a couple shelves.
I'm sure she will come back when I am work to get the rest.
I jsut want her out. I'm pissed about the phone bill. but thank-ful I cut it when i did!
So tomorrow when I get on the phone I will be asking the tenancy bitch to now help me file to get the money she owes. I wasn't going to,but frig. I'm sure when her next & last of the phone bill comes its going to be over again. So FFFF that. I already had to pay a 200 dollar bill. the extra pay-day this month was supposed to be a xtra check to put towards other stuff. Like maybe into the bank with my other down-payment house money.
Anyhow.
its almost over i think.
So for that i am glad.
But yah. Just so you know. Its even really hard to throw your own kids out if they don't want to go. There are laws and things to protect them.
So Who's Protecting us?
I never got a hold of the tenancy officer I was supposed to. She wasn't 'in' on Friday. Bitch! How convenient.
So I scoured over the tenancy pages in the internet.
There is nothing that covers ...taking in an under-age run-away. Giving her a place to stay so she doesn't have to live on the streets... retraction retraction retraction .......oh wait. She did that anyway.
But seriously. There is nothing covering our situation.
Boarders?
Room-mate?
All verbal contract?
So I had to look at what WAS there.
There resolution officer she spoke to advised her that it was okay to break-in to my house if she was locked out. Who the Fuck is this Bitch?!!
Kaila took it legal....so did I.
I wan't going to give a shit about the money she owes me for the phone and rent. but since she's taken it to that next level.....so will I. You wanna be a grown-up? Well here you go.
I downloaded the proper form from the website. filled it out. Oh hey! It said all the same stuff I had said in the one I typed out for her! What a surprise!
She didn't stay the night.
But she did turn up SAturday afternoon, with the drug dealing boyfriend, while we were out, and moved out almost all her crap~
All thats left is her bed and a couple shelves.
I'm sure she will come back when I am work to get the rest.
I jsut want her out. I'm pissed about the phone bill. but thank-ful I cut it when i did!
So tomorrow when I get on the phone I will be asking the tenancy bitch to now help me file to get the money she owes. I wasn't going to,but frig. I'm sure when her next & last of the phone bill comes its going to be over again. So FFFF that. I already had to pay a 200 dollar bill. the extra pay-day this month was supposed to be a xtra check to put towards other stuff. Like maybe into the bank with my other down-payment house money.
Anyhow.
its almost over i think.
So for that i am glad.
But yah. Just so you know. Its even really hard to throw your own kids out if they don't want to go. There are laws and things to protect them.
So Who's Protecting us?
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Heck DArn
DAmn I fucked up!
i may acutally be over the legal barrel.
you've got to be kidding me!!!
somebody get her the FFF out!
i may acutally be over the legal barrel.
you've got to be kidding me!!!
somebody get her the FFF out!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Rumours
well the kaila thing is interesting.
she is so 16
came here after her work and found she was locked out.
Got Nasty phone call at work. Whatever. Bite Me!
she came back with the dumb boyfriend about 7
the boyfriends mother picked them up just about 8:30.
but not after I had a few words with her. Just enough I think. So now boyfriends mother is just pissed. "She's not coming to our house!!!!" Nobody wants her.
I feel bad for her that she let the bridges get burnt. but oh well.
I suggested to her as she was leaving and calling me a Bitch to give her mother a call and move back home.
Hey whatever...the sneaky little cunt. I cancelled all that had to do with her phone. Frig! she managed to get some stuff added to it. Eventhough she is not an authorized user. Even after I told her no. FFFFF! should have had that password on it sooner....my own fault. Ohg well. I'm sure it will all be over soon.
Mountain has groomed up his horse and rode in to save the day!
he will be here tomorrow after work as well. Just to be sure all is okay. Whatta man! I'm sure its not all too bad. He can sit and relax on the back porch, start up the BBQ have some quiet in my greenspace................
SPEAKING OF MY GREEN SPACE!!!!!
Rumour has it.
the people that I had come thru Monday night......
he's been next door tons making sure and checking it all out with the real-estate agent, Harvey Goodwin, what can you dig up Liz?? on what the suite and property and such and such is like.
So i think its a flip!
He and his wife and his son....something....are looking at the place to buy fix it up and flip it for a bigger profit.
NOw I don't know.
Waht does that mean for me?
will they start with the other side first?
I would think.
How long would it take them?
Does that mean I leave during or for the reno's on my side?
So anyhow it sounded interesting to say the least. Maybe that means I have more time while they fix the house!!
how much does my rent get 'adjusted'
So I don't know.
Anyhow....one thing or several at a time.
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she is so 16
came here after her work and found she was locked out.
Got Nasty phone call at work. Whatever. Bite Me!
she came back with the dumb boyfriend about 7
the boyfriends mother picked them up just about 8:30.
but not after I had a few words with her. Just enough I think. So now boyfriends mother is just pissed. "She's not coming to our house!!!!" Nobody wants her.
I feel bad for her that she let the bridges get burnt. but oh well.
I suggested to her as she was leaving and calling me a Bitch to give her mother a call and move back home.
Hey whatever...the sneaky little cunt. I cancelled all that had to do with her phone. Frig! she managed to get some stuff added to it. Eventhough she is not an authorized user. Even after I told her no. FFFFF! should have had that password on it sooner....my own fault. Ohg well. I'm sure it will all be over soon.
Mountain has groomed up his horse and rode in to save the day!
he will be here tomorrow after work as well. Just to be sure all is okay. Whatta man! I'm sure its not all too bad. He can sit and relax on the back porch, start up the BBQ have some quiet in my greenspace................
SPEAKING OF MY GREEN SPACE!!!!!
Rumour has it.
the people that I had come thru Monday night......
he's been next door tons making sure and checking it all out with the real-estate agent, Harvey Goodwin, what can you dig up Liz?? on what the suite and property and such and such is like.
So i think its a flip!
He and his wife and his son....something....are looking at the place to buy fix it up and flip it for a bigger profit.
NOw I don't know.
Waht does that mean for me?
will they start with the other side first?
I would think.
How long would it take them?
Does that mean I leave during or for the reno's on my side?
So anyhow it sounded interesting to say the least. Maybe that means I have more time while they fix the house!!
how much does my rent get 'adjusted'
So I don't know.
Anyhow....one thing or several at a time.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Evicted
Well so......
this have escalated.
Verbal, Verbal, Verbal. Nothing written you stupid girl till now!
You wanna be a grown up. Well here you are a Grown up.
Get The Fuck Out!
You teach my daughter that taking papers out the paper box is okay?/?? You fucking little slutty cunt.
you bring my girl home in a truck driven by your little friend. there is Not enough people or insurance to protect either of you.
you constantly dress with your cleavage out and never come home....thats it!
Getout.
Don't fuckin threaten me? What! you are seriously playing with your life.
So if you are in the area...please drive by. Make double sure all is okay. My neighbors and the Police have been notified, school has been told. but you know....everyone works....a surprise never hurt anyone. (kaila)
i am officially on REd Alert!
see anything funky. Anyhting at all...please call the local police....859 5225 non emerg line. Thanks!
this have escalated.
Verbal, Verbal, Verbal. Nothing written you stupid girl till now!
You wanna be a grown up. Well here you are a Grown up.
Get The Fuck Out!
You teach my daughter that taking papers out the paper box is okay?/?? You fucking little slutty cunt.
you bring my girl home in a truck driven by your little friend. there is Not enough people or insurance to protect either of you.
you constantly dress with your cleavage out and never come home....thats it!
Getout.
Don't fuckin threaten me? What! you are seriously playing with your life.
So if you are in the area...please drive by. Make double sure all is okay. My neighbors and the Police have been notified, school has been told. but you know....everyone works....a surprise never hurt anyone. (kaila)
i am officially on REd Alert!
see anything funky. Anyhting at all...please call the local police....859 5225 non emerg line. Thanks!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sold??
first showing of my house was a couple hours ago......
Man-a-livin I hope my rent doesn;'t get unmanageable.
i wonder if they will buy.
If they do and live in the other side that would be just fine. Just don't make it hard for me to stay.....
Man-a-livin I hope my rent doesn;'t get unmanageable.
i wonder if they will buy.
If they do and live in the other side that would be just fine. Just don't make it hard for me to stay.....
Sunday, June 17, 2007
I am Sooo Wet
Yup. that was me!
That was us.
camping.
WoW!
I spent Friday at sports-day Hootin and a Hollering for ...."go Queen! Come on Ott! Run Lottie Run!! Go Charlotte; Go Charlotte; Go Go; Go Charlotte!" while all her teammates cheered on some kid named Charley.....................
It misted on us but it was good. Yes thats right I stayed out in the rain. Got wet out ther eI did. Even my hair. Went for a very nice afternoon tea with Charlottes daycare Lady. got to know each other on a different level. It was pretty cool. Especially since i have created an unfolding in my own house. something i will get into later involving Nanny Girl.
Mountain arrived about 4:30 or so and damn it we ARE taking all that wood!
I went pee and checked the locks of the house.
WE got there and set up. I the tent. Charley the beds Mountain the tarp and the fire. All good.
we went for a wonderful walk to the lake.
I questioned myself the whole time on ....did my feet grow....why do these shoes suck so badly,....I really should have worn my other ones?
We sat by the wonderfully warm fire that Mountain built. Marshmellows were consumed it was a good time. The Queen went to bed. Mountain and I sat up.
it was nice. His quitting had taken the 2 day backseat once again. thats okay. Its hard, I know. He kills himself over it more than I ever could. And........its not my place. Its his demon to battle. When he needs me to hold his hand I do. Guilt and blame have no place here.
I got tired just thinkjing about how early Charlotte was gonna wake up.
We went to bed.
The rain started.
It rained all night.
We woke to rain.
Charlotte was awake by 7AM. Mountain was up and out of his bag making fire!
All of a sudden our roles fell into place.
DAmn it!
I had to get up and cook!
I know. What The Hell! When we had spoken of camping....there was mention of disapointment when I said if it doesn't come in a bag, box, or add water I don';t bring it.
Well i got weak. Its his first trip with us. Gotta be sensitive. So yah. I packed eggs, bacon and hashbrowns. I Know! What The Hell!!!
Frig. It was all happening so fast. There was fire. There was rain. I hadn't had enough coffee or washed my face. But yet, somehow, i felt it was time to make breakfast. Obviously the clean air was hurting me.
So i hooked up the propane to the stove deal. i know it made noise i hadn't really heard before. But the coffee.....the nights sleep hadn't kicked in yet.
i lit the match..........
Flames and fire everywhere.
i officially don't have any eyebrows out of place or hair on my knuckles. My eyelashes found protectiopn under the night befores mascara
Well it is late.
i am tired.
too much adrenilin for one night
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That was us.
camping.
WoW!
I spent Friday at sports-day Hootin and a Hollering for ...."go Queen! Come on Ott! Run Lottie Run!! Go Charlotte; Go Charlotte; Go Go; Go Charlotte!" while all her teammates cheered on some kid named Charley.....................
It misted on us but it was good. Yes thats right I stayed out in the rain. Got wet out ther eI did. Even my hair. Went for a very nice afternoon tea with Charlottes daycare Lady. got to know each other on a different level. It was pretty cool. Especially since i have created an unfolding in my own house. something i will get into later involving Nanny Girl.
Mountain arrived about 4:30 or so and damn it we ARE taking all that wood!
I went pee and checked the locks of the house.
WE got there and set up. I the tent. Charley the beds Mountain the tarp and the fire. All good.
we went for a wonderful walk to the lake.
I questioned myself the whole time on ....did my feet grow....why do these shoes suck so badly,....I really should have worn my other ones?
We sat by the wonderfully warm fire that Mountain built. Marshmellows were consumed it was a good time. The Queen went to bed. Mountain and I sat up.
it was nice. His quitting had taken the 2 day backseat once again. thats okay. Its hard, I know. He kills himself over it more than I ever could. And........its not my place. Its his demon to battle. When he needs me to hold his hand I do. Guilt and blame have no place here.
I got tired just thinkjing about how early Charlotte was gonna wake up.
We went to bed.
The rain started.
It rained all night.
We woke to rain.
Charlotte was awake by 7AM. Mountain was up and out of his bag making fire!
All of a sudden our roles fell into place.
DAmn it!
I had to get up and cook!
I know. What The Hell! When we had spoken of camping....there was mention of disapointment when I said if it doesn't come in a bag, box, or add water I don';t bring it.
Well i got weak. Its his first trip with us. Gotta be sensitive. So yah. I packed eggs, bacon and hashbrowns. I Know! What The Hell!!!
Frig. It was all happening so fast. There was fire. There was rain. I hadn't had enough coffee or washed my face. But yet, somehow, i felt it was time to make breakfast. Obviously the clean air was hurting me.
So i hooked up the propane to the stove deal. i know it made noise i hadn't really heard before. But the coffee.....the nights sleep hadn't kicked in yet.
i lit the match..........
Flames and fire everywhere.
i officially don't have any eyebrows out of place or hair on my knuckles. My eyelashes found protectiopn under the night befores mascara
Well it is late.
i am tired.
too much adrenilin for one night
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Friday, June 15, 2007
sleep in much?
I mean really.
does she have to wake me up between 6 and fucking 30 every morning!!!
i have been extra tired this week and not feeling all my best and every day she is up and in my room with that friggin pig noising it up!
Go Away!
then I haven't had coffee yet or brushed my teeth and she is asking stuff of me.
ARE U NEW!!!! DON'T TALK TO ME YET!!!!
Now I know she is excited cause we are going camping and I know she is excited cause its sports day and I a m going....but Frig!
I guess I am extra frustrated cause normally I just talk myself down and say "tomorrow is saturday" But this time it won't matter cause eventhough tomorrow is SAturday....we are camping. There will be no good sleep. Let alone sleeping in.
Grrrrr.
She better have a good time this weekend. I mean its not like I go camping for me!
This is already going to be such a test for Mountain and I. He is so bitchy these days cause he is trying really hard to quit smoking.
I hate it when he is bitchy. And no, not an asshole. A Bitch! He is more of a Bitch than I could ever hope to be.
Well I am sure everything will be fine.
I have a couple mags
I'll pick one up for Charlotte this morning.
Its gonna be a definant milestone-learning experience-adventure for all of us I am sure.
I am already looking forward to going to bed early sunday night!!!
does she have to wake me up between 6 and fucking 30 every morning!!!
i have been extra tired this week and not feeling all my best and every day she is up and in my room with that friggin pig noising it up!
Go Away!
then I haven't had coffee yet or brushed my teeth and she is asking stuff of me.
ARE U NEW!!!! DON'T TALK TO ME YET!!!!
Now I know she is excited cause we are going camping and I know she is excited cause its sports day and I a m going....but Frig!
I guess I am extra frustrated cause normally I just talk myself down and say "tomorrow is saturday" But this time it won't matter cause eventhough tomorrow is SAturday....we are camping. There will be no good sleep. Let alone sleeping in.
Grrrrr.
She better have a good time this weekend. I mean its not like I go camping for me!
This is already going to be such a test for Mountain and I. He is so bitchy these days cause he is trying really hard to quit smoking.
I hate it when he is bitchy. And no, not an asshole. A Bitch! He is more of a Bitch than I could ever hope to be.
Well I am sure everything will be fine.
I have a couple mags
I'll pick one up for Charlotte this morning.
Its gonna be a definant milestone-learning experience-adventure for all of us I am sure.
I am already looking forward to going to bed early sunday night!!!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Camping
oh how fun!
Since I have...or Charlotte has smoething going on every weekend until the end of July......
WE have decided to go camping this weekend!
The 3 of us!
Out came the camping stuff last night.
Did my camping food shop after work.
Picked up another camping chair and sleeping bag.
The weather is supposed to be good. But we'll see. I have tarps. With a second person I am sure they will be much easier to put up!
Heehee!
It will be interesting no matter what.
A weekend in the woods with Mountain Man and The Queen
I excited!
Since I have...or Charlotte has smoething going on every weekend until the end of July......
WE have decided to go camping this weekend!
The 3 of us!
Out came the camping stuff last night.
Did my camping food shop after work.
Picked up another camping chair and sleeping bag.
The weather is supposed to be good. But we'll see. I have tarps. With a second person I am sure they will be much easier to put up!
Heehee!
It will be interesting no matter what.
A weekend in the woods with Mountain Man and The Queen
I excited!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
I take things To heart
Wow.
seriously.
i believe people when they tell me something.
i mean, Yah, i have my moments, many moments of unstrust. but for the most part I believe. I love to believe in the best of human nature. I take people for their word. I also realize that is a fault i have and it hurts me.
but does it hurt me cause I let it?
Or does it hurt me cause it can?
Is that the same thing?
Do I make up the rest?
or is it really happening?
BTW....Totally Loving Curves!
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seriously.
i believe people when they tell me something.
i mean, Yah, i have my moments, many moments of unstrust. but for the most part I believe. I love to believe in the best of human nature. I take people for their word. I also realize that is a fault i have and it hurts me.
but does it hurt me cause I let it?
Or does it hurt me cause it can?
Is that the same thing?
Do I make up the rest?
or is it really happening?
BTW....Totally Loving Curves!
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
so I've been dabbling on facebook.
I find it fun for a second than its over. Yet so addictive.
Quite honestly I'm just getting bored of the computer these days.
Carp@!
I think my 3 dimensional life is taking over!!!
My neighbor in the other half of the duplex moved out last weekend.
I guess the landpeople are gonna fix up her side before they put it on the market.
Frig! they have a lot of work over there. Her bathroom floor is rotten. Ick!
So I don't know.
WE are holding out as long as we can though. Enjoy the yard while we have it. I'm still getting rid of stuff. 5 years of accumulation. Thats a lot of carp!
I find it fun for a second than its over. Yet so addictive.
Quite honestly I'm just getting bored of the computer these days.
Carp@!
I think my 3 dimensional life is taking over!!!
My neighbor in the other half of the duplex moved out last weekend.
I guess the landpeople are gonna fix up her side before they put it on the market.
Frig! they have a lot of work over there. Her bathroom floor is rotten. Ick!
So I don't know.
WE are holding out as long as we can though. Enjoy the yard while we have it. I'm still getting rid of stuff. 5 years of accumulation. Thats a lot of carp!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
3rd Place!!!
My Girl played so well!!
I was so nervous.
She was nervous too.
gramma, great-gramma, papa and Mountain were all there.
I filmed it with my little digital.
I thught she did way better than the others. With no mistakes. She got 85 out of 100! But I guess taking your music up is a no-no. Not that she even looked at it once, but anyhow.
with her leg a tappin to keep her beat she played and she was amazing!
The Pink Panther....with her own special ending!
I WoooHoooed at the end of course.
And The Queen beamed.
Gramma gave her the Mosted special bracelet I ever did see. Silver, with a treble clef hangin off it.
What a great day!
What a great day!