She Wants to What?

Leah's mom called Mntn just after supper tonight.

She wants to come over.

i said pardon?

yes - that's right - she wants to come over for a visit? Ummmm what?!! Get to know ME before the wedding. HuH!? Last I checked you had No relation to mntn.

Is this a weird request or is it just me??

sick girl

It looks like i am a very sick girl. On more meds. Feel so tired. Off for more xrays this morning and I'd rather just be in bed. Why can't he just get up the first or second time the alarm goes off?

Do we really have to hit snooze 7 times?

so i sit. Looking a the clutter and mess. 3 weeks and my mother-in-law will be here. Then my father in-law will be staying here to house sit while we go on our honeymoon. I really have to get things more user friendly in my house before I leave it. HOw bout' non-dusty. That would be good too.

Mntn did my stone path yesterday. It's a bit thicker than I thought it would be, but I like it. It looks very pretty and I know exactly where I want another one!

Still need all the decor glass painted. I suppose it can wait. Hopefully we will get some days of sun in a row soon and then it can get done.

The Queen finishes school this week. Wow, grade 8. I have taken the next day off and plan to do a nice day with her. Lunch and window shopping. We haven't done it for so long. I work Canada day. Time and a half is good yah? Got a few days for unaccounted Charlotte ........ we'll figure it out. I hear she has a date with her Auntie Shari for one of them.

Went to mom's yesterday to survey the wedding space .......

got the low down on how Sandy was killed.

how awful - poor little puppy must've been in such pain. The hoof marks from the doe carved out in the ground. Wee Sandy was under that? She didn't stand a chance. Broke her back protecting my mom. That deer was coming for her! Charlotte can never just go down and play at the river now. None of us can really without a rake or soemthing. Or in a group ........ although i must admit, i am a little worried about my wedding day and being attacked by a deer. She has a baby and has clearly made her home along the creek and the river. Which is fine, however, when you go around attacking your neighbors...........your neighbors tend to not like you and want you to go away! I wonder where she got pushed out from? The unit has been in that home since 83' Its only been the last few years that deer have been spotted and up on their front lawn ...... eating the rosebushes ...... berries ect. They must follow the creek. They would have to - the property has a barbwire fence! But like I said - we can all live together - as long as she stops being freeky

So these new meds I am on make my skin light sensitive. I am tired. Really tired. Don't know if its from the drugs or the sick. Then on top of all that - Allergies! I have an inhaler now, so this is good. but I don't want to take anything else cuz I don't want it to mix with the other stuff I am taking and kill me. There will be no Marilyning or Jacksoning in this house

so 4 weeks to go and I feel pretty pooey. Yeah thats the other thing the pills do.

So I will no doubt lose wieght from the pooing but have amazing abs from the coughing!!!

Here comes the Bride!

wedding Fast Approaching

Wow, here I am 35 days before my wedding day. I jsut am so in awe. I'm really here. Really, its MY turn to walk down the aisle as a bride. I still have so much to do. But what is it???

Tone my muscles. I have 35 days I can do that. Lose weight? no - I'll screw my dress up. Already lost 13lbs. I can afford to lose one more inch and that's it. so tone it is.

Gotta go on a cleanse. Although - been eating spinach salad the last couple days and I think its giving me this allergic reaction i appear to be having. So today I will stay away from it and if I clear up for tomorrow .................

I serieously won't be eating the day before my wedding. I don't need to have some kind of effed up allergic, hayfever reaction. Pills don't help when its food or drink related.

Well off I go to work my 2lb wieghts!

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Last Minute Things?

Soooooo - Womens - what sort of last minute things I should be doing for my wedding??????

Nails the day before - Check

Pedi the week before - Check

Eyebrow dying 2 weeks before - check

What Else! What Eles???? my mind is blank!

guesss I should book in liquor store shopping oh and Frap! Still noting to wear on my honeymoon to my wedding bed!!!! ACK! but still those things --- meh - they will happen. but things that I might not be thinking of ........... help!

is it possible I have thought of everything?!

What the Hell!

please help - Please start listing. Oh, My speech of thank you's! There's one!

seriously - my mind has gone so blank

Adoption

yup - i am tnhinking about it. Even googled it

my heart is aching to raise another child. He wants one of his own. I more than understand.

Yet, he is n't doing anything about it.

Already been deemed his problem not mine, yet here we are .... treading water. my waterm however, will run out. Like a roulette wheel or a clock that you don't know how old the batteries are .......... and after the research I;ve done myself ...... serious miracle if I get pregnant. HIs sperm are allergic to each other.

Adopting might not be the end of the world???

Riots in Vancouver

Wow - Anyone else feel like the police were truly not prepared for what happened last night?

a Riot either way was inevitable. You could feel it building. I am cities away and could feel it building. Then for it to go on and on and on as it did. Holy Carp! numerous car fires. Paper boxes and mailboxes being used as kindling. I called Charlotte out to watch. People standing around being entertained and taking their memorabilia shots instead of doing something about it and leaving. I'd say the social media had something to blame for this.

I can't help but wonder, while watching the group of people move their violence from one block to the next, didn't it on some level in their brains occur to them this was wrong. Breaking windows, looting, starting fires in the street does not a good party make. Most of them young 20 somethings. Most of them men. Who brought these people up?

Were their parents at home watching them ham it up for the camera or answer their tweets as the moment happens.

It was like watching a movie. Like those movies you see where they blew up the bridges to Manhatten or LA and the crazies were all left to feed off each other. The decent trapped people being airlifted out.

What the Hell happened out there?

Booze, testosterone, emotions, strenght in numbers and the full moon.

Some young men trying to find their way out of a downtown city that they don't know. Finding that skytrain had been shut down and who know where a bus or cab might be. Nearly innocents trapped in the chaos. Not knowing that there are bridges, that if they could get to them, they would be able to get out of the trouble. Others working and living watching their neighborhoods and belongings be destroyed at their feet below.

Its hard to concentrate or think about the win of a team that worked just as hard to get there as ours did. Their excitement and pride being ripped a apart and shit on by Vancouverites. Young men, with their hands cocked up in the popular sideways peace sign or fingering that I've never understood. Baseball caps on crooked. Don't you know you look like an moron? Yet there they are posing for the many, many TV units and IPhones and camera's. The fire is not big enough, so let's add another jersey.

The police seemingly to stand back and allow more and more looting to happen. Ordering the fire dept to leave the scene, for their own safety, when the rioters started throwing debris at them. I say turn the hoses on them!!!

I watched till midnight. I could not stop. So I suppose on some level I am no better than the people on the streets still taking pictures and posing with their friends in front of the riot police. The riot police that are men and women just like our selves. Probably scared and unsure of the career they have just chosen.

Could more have been done? I think so. Firehoses, beanbags teargas I feel all should have been used more. The physical presence and force of the police obviously not phasing this crowd.

WoW - i think that's all that is left - Wow

Oh Yah

I'm a prize. 45 days before my wedding day and I have pnuemonia and a black eye