Adoption

yup - i am tnhinking about it. Even googled it

my heart is aching to raise another child. He wants one of his own. I more than understand.

Yet, he is n't doing anything about it.

Already been deemed his problem not mine, yet here we are .... treading water. my waterm however, will run out. Like a roulette wheel or a clock that you don't know how old the batteries are .......... and after the research I;ve done myself ...... serious miracle if I get pregnant. HIs sperm are allergic to each other.

Adopting might not be the end of the world???