Hot Lungs

my lungs - the thing that is in them - I can feel it.
by the evening, these last few days, my breathing is hot.  My lungs feel hot inside.
My blowing is weak.  I am tired by 8.  I told Lyle that if I get real bad to just take me to the hospital.  Don't leave it up to me, just take control and take me.  I have a Very solid habit of making things not as bad as they really are in my head.  We know its not cancer - we assume it's scar tissue, but does scar tissue act like this?  I think there is more to it than that and I need to find out what.

House For Sale

So all we have left to do is the ceilings.  Oh and some baseboards here and there
Everything is painted!  YaY!
Had my Real Estate agent over yesterday to see what we had done and get her take on things.  She wants to list by the end of the month.
ok.
What if it actually sells?  We are not in a position to buy.  Yet if we don't try to sell now, pad rent just keeps going up, we are at more of a risk of not getting what I want for this place.  This place is the equity I need for a down payment on a house.
Yet if we sell, we have to be out.  The new owners would want to live here I am sure.  Where will we go.  Man keeps saying we will rent.  Great.  Finding a place to rent with 2 cats and 3 people is gonna be harder than he thinks.  Then what about the playhouse?  We don't want to leave it here.  He worked so hard on it.  it's Charley's.  Where do you keep a playhouse for a year?
Maybe we need to wait to list - I don't know