Reflecting on 2006

WoW! I haven't posted in awhile.
Me.
The Blogging Goddess!
I know its a wacky thing. I encourage you all to "Blog On" and here I am slacking off. I have been doing a lot of thinking over the last while. Lots on my mind. Love my Pinks cause they keep me happy....but some of the side effects are really starting to irk me.
So I've been thinking of the year I've had. The things that I've done. The things that have happened. The people.....

• The year started off with the "Big" saga in full swing.
• the Discovery that Big was a reader and used the information to use me
• Lost Kimmi due to the "Big" ick.
• finally move past "Mr Big"
• i don't hate my job
• my mom and the constant Daycare drama.
• Depression
• much to my surprise I fell in love with Larry.
• Steffi and I rekindled our friendship and found that we have one.
• idiot phone things...phone calls...
• Larry died.
• more depression...great sadness...learnt lessen
• Met Tall Dude.
• Met Mountain & ended my year of celibacy
• Lost my Job
• Left town and ended up in Alberta....with no job to come back to. I came back for Steffi & Joe....they needed a designated driver and it sure is nice to be needed by a friend.
• got involved with Tall Dude
• Summer of the emotional rollercoaster began....like I wasn't already on one.....
• Unbeleivable depression...all consuming
• discover drinking again
• catered all summer long. Wierd hours no routine
• the restuarant gets closed down....the fear of not having a job rises....my nervous breakdown in full swing.
• I lose my boyfriend and my girlfriend in one Horribly unforgetful night
• Muck comes to my rescue
• Sister jumps in and helps me find my way
• i reached out..... Doodle and James reached back
• I go on interview after interview.....making it thru the first hoops in most cases but not able to pass the final bar.
• feeling like a total failure......total breakdown occurs
• I do soemthing, without Total Kristi thought or analyzing......I move a teenager, I barely know, into my home.
• I get help.......start the Pinks and my whole life changes
• Healing begins......for myself, for my girlfriend, for my boyfriend
• i fall Ass over Tea kettle into my Dream Job
• Rekindle my friendship with Mountain
• Mountain & I take the plunge past friendship and onto a physical level.....we are Lovers

.......now here I am!

Enjoying Charlotte like I've never been able to before. The yelling has ceased. Loving my job more than I thought possible. Bosses that appreciate me and see my worth. A man in my life....as we bumble thru our 'relationship' he is above everything else a good friend. Bonded with my nephew the extension of family begins. Steffi and I are closer now as we made it thru a huge blockade and found that our love is true. I am building friendships/relationships with people I never thought I would. Old friendships rekindled and still just as strong as they ever were. My personal growth amazes me. Life amazes me. I am on a new Journey of self Learning as some things are sooo different.

I am Happy! and that amazes me!

Happy New Year Blogger Dudes!!!

Always remember to ............Blog On!

got this From Chelle

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I thought it was very flattering. Thank you Blogthings!

The Cob

Back to the grind.

lots of days off. but now its time to go back. I miss my nephew. We bonded so much while i was there. He loves his Auntie Kristi. My ovaries ache. What a wonderful boy he is.

So Charlotte is off to her Aunties for the night! I have plans with Mountain after work. for that i am excited. He came here straight off the ferry last night. Awe....he missed me too!

Blog On Dudes!

Wierd Christmas Dream

hope Y'all had a great Christmas!
I've got stuff to share about mine too!
But right now I want to share the dream I had last night about Larry.

Larry was alive!
He was in my backyard fixing my barbwire fence.
now i don't have a barbwire fence, but he was fixing it and building it in my dream.
He was here to surprise me. Telling me he didn't die. It was some project he was doing to see how people react or some shit.
He wanted to be with me and couldn't stay away any longer.
Loved me all this time.
I didn;'t accept him in my dream cause of course he'd lied to me and made me look a fool. And remembering that pain again of when he died.........
Yikes. That was awful. Frig that hurt.
Anyhow, we remained friends in the end. It was nice. Kinda like touching base with him.

Merry Christmas Larry.......

Personality test

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Most Intersting results.
at least for me it was.

Merry Christmas Eve blogger Dudes!

See yah tomorrow

Feeling hot

we kiss.
your hands tracing my back down to my waist. I feel your grip tighten as you pick me up so that I'm sitting, propped on the table. I spread my legs and welcome your body closer to mine. My legs wrap around you and you pull at my skirt revealing the tops of my stockings. You rest your hand on my thigh as the other glides up my body. You run your fingers over my breast your hot breath on my shoulder. A shiver runs down my spine.......

Maybe I'll finish this later.
Gotta go make a Gingerbread house!

tagged by big DAddygonzoVents

seems I was unknowingly tagged a few days ago.
Friggin!

A- Available or single? perpetually single and available
B- Best Friend? my pinks
C- Cake or pie? Safeway CAke Of course!
D- Drink of choice? today.....green tea no caffeine
E- Essential item I use every day. Lip gloss
F- Favorite color: blue...but i love to wear Red
G- Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms? Neither
H- Hometown? I'm not telling
I- Indulgence: Sex
J- January or February? February....its closer to Spring and Spring is closer to Summer!!
K- Kids and names: The Queen.
L- Life is incomplete without? Charlotte
M- Marriage date: hahahahahahahahahaha!!
N- Number of siblings: 2
O- Oranges or apples? I like apples in pie and oranges in their liquid form
P- Phobias or fears? everything is different since I started the pinks
Q- Favorite quote? its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
R- Reasons to smile: I Love my Job!!
S- Season: whenever its Hot is good for me!.
T- Tag 3 or 4 people. steph, Muck, James, Aggie
U- Unknown fact about me: hmmmm....i have a secret Mole on my body
V- Vegetable you don’t like: Brussel Sprouts. They are just little farts. Yuck!
W- Worst habit: snacking
X- X-Rays: head, chest, pelvis, teeth
Y- Your favorite food? still Mexican
Z- Zodiac? Scorpio Baby!!~!

The highlight of Charlotte's Christmas concert tonight......
Was when Mary gave birth to Baby Jesus and pulled him out of her sleeve!

Priceless!

sToRm

Holy Friggin frreaky thunder last night.
Scared me but good it did!
I don't like thunder. And it was right over our house. Windows rattled when it went off. And its not like it was quick either. It rolled.
Then there was a little person next to my bed.
Little Queen climbed into bed with me as well as the cat.
We all snuggled up close.
then I had bad dreams for the rest of the night!
FFFFFF!

So have I mentioned how much I love my job?
My bosses......not only did they give me, well all the staff, a gift card for Future Shop. I got a special $$$ bonus too!
How Special is that?
well let me tell you. I got a lump in my throat and nearly got a tear in my eye. And y'all know I am not a cryer!
I am so touched.
I can't believe I am so appreciated.
i Love that I am so apprecitated!
My hard work is finally being seen and I am finally being noticed. You have no idea what that means to me.
I treat that restaurant like my home.
Its nice to have it returned.

On another note......
Nanny girl came home by curfew and left a note by my bedroom door (she does that nearly every night now) while Mountain and I were doing it.
I feel funky about that.
He comes here after The Queen is in bed. And can only stay till 10 cause thats his curfew.
he has to be up by 5 for work
So we have and hour and a half to visit and anything else that might *pop* up.
but now I am feeling that I am being a bad Role model for Nanny girl.
I need to give that some thought.
Maybe we should only do it on the weekends when I know she isn't coming home.
Maybe do it first and then visit. CAuse i know she wont' be home until just before 10.
Its about the timing.
Frig!



TOO MANY CHILDREN IN MY HOUSE!!!

some Interesting Details

So my night out with Mountain Man was interesting in some ways.
Firstly....we are more comfortable with each other than I ever really knew. I don't know if I can explain it. Seems we know each other actaully a lot better than i thought we did. Giggling.Sharing looks. Reading each others minds. Wild!
He held my hand the whole evening.
sat with his arm around my chair.
Let me eat off his plate and I shared stuff with him I didn't want to eat. And it was all like we'd done it so many times before.
the next morning working as a team getting our breakfast buffet.
Each of getting the other what they need.
It was all very couplie.
I guess cause we spent so many months just being friends, companions, and just hanging out.

He has bad teeth. this bothers me. They are stained from cigarettes and coffee. How do I bring that up?
I mean, there is just no nice way. But it does really bother me and he really needs to fix it!

He is going to his mom's Friday for Christmas and won't be back till after Boxing day.
Hmph!
He's coming by to see me tomorrow night.
I will give him his gift. I don't expect he's gotten anything for me. We haven't talked about it and I just plain old don't expect it. I'm all about the thought. But maybe I should wait till I see him next week. I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable. And I really don't want the guilt gift.

Blog On!

Too Many Pills!

I've been so busy trying to remember to take my Pinks every morning I've neglected the Calcium.
Now I'm ovulating and the start of a migraine begins..........

FFFFFFFF!

Well I went Out

Well i am back!
Had a wonderful time.
Oh the food was marvelous!
holy smokes. We then went to another place where Mountain won soemthing and everyone else played poker.
its right about there where it gets fuzzy and i don't remember anything else.
Wine and Pinks make for a pretty intense Non-memory type situation. Not even the typical flashbacks of little things. its very wierd.
Woke up for sex at 7AM loving the fact that i still had my contacts in and my eyelashes were all stuck together.

I was a goddess.

Than I spent the next hour trying to remember anything after poker. Going to bed? Anything?
there's some pictures in my camera of people I don't know. Thought that might help jog something......Nope

Apparently I asked some girl in the room we went to if she would let me kiss her.
????
We went to a room?
At least I asked!
Mountain said i was fine. Breakfast was good.

Details....Copper Room

I have accepted the invitation from Mountain Man to accompany him to his Christmas Party tomorrow evening. Its at the Copper Room in the hotel in Harrison. His company has paid for rooms for everyone so that there is no drinking and driving.
I will get off work early tomorrow. Mountain is getting here shortly there after, and off we will head for our hour or so drive out there. We will get ready in our room.
Yes, I have packed a box of condoms.
since I am such a slut I don't plan to come home with any!
I plan to have fantastic sex with Mountain all night and morning long. With a quickie jsut before dinner.
I will wear my red dress that I bought for Christmas. Picked up my bobbles to accompany the outfit this afternoon.
I';m bringing my camera so hopefully I can get some good pics to share!
It will be fun!
there is lots to do besides each other there. We plan to have a Fabulous time! Shouldn't be hard. We get along so well. Its nice turning a really close friend into a Lover. Puts a whole different dynamic to the relationship.
We took a dangerous plunge when we did that. Cause it almost went the other way.
but we are closer. And we talk about everything.
so this is a special night. Cause its our first whole entire evening, night and morning togheter.
Yikes!
I hope we are still speaking by Sunday

The Copper Room

Guess who's going to a Christmas party tomorrow night with her Lover??

No More Fighting

I'm just going to embrace it.

I am Nuts!

I'm not going to pretend any longer. I am one wacky chick. I do wierd and unusual things. My memory is shot from the pills.
But you know.......in crazy town here in my brain. I am happy!
so really. I just don't give a flying fig any longer.

I am just going to embrace the craziness and go with it!

last NIght

How much do I love this tree I bought!
Holy Smokes!
3 parts. Stick em' togehter.....and WahLah!
There is a tree in my living room.
How cool is that?
and I thought it was going to be an ordeal.
So tonight lights. Tomorrow decorate
Yay! Such fun!
We are waiting to decorate when Nanny Girl can do it too.
She is at a Christmas party for work tonight.
Break out the Santa's!

a Visit

Mountain brought his girl over for cookies yesterday.
HIs daughter? Well yeah! I guess she is.
She's actually a 6 year old little girl that stole his heart in a previous relationship. He bonded with her and has never lost contact. He stepped into the father role. Its a past relationship thats been over for a few years now.
He had her for part of the weekend and so she came to play!
HIs heart is so big.

The party at the restaurant went very well.
I was am so pleased. Charlotte's principal was there!HOw fun. Each of us in a role the other has never seen.
The client was so thoughtful....he bought each of us ladies on staff very sparkly earrings. WooWoo!

So I just pulled a couple little hairs out of the mole on my cheek. What The Hell! I felt like the witch off Hansel and Gretel.

Blog On!

Oh oh

Missed a Pink yesterday Morning.

It was one of those things where I thought I took it, but then couldn't remember fersure. So of course didn't want to take it again if I already had.
They're not like vitamins. One too many is Very bad.
Well one not enough is also not so good.
I feel like I did when I first started them. Remember Muck?
My levels are off.
Vertigo, nausea, slow motion, choppy thoughts....among a few things. Hope it kicks in good in the next couple hours. I got a party to do at the restuarant later on.
Fuck.
What other fall-out will come from this? Frig!
Did I only miss the one day....is also going thru my head.

Fruitcake?

no.
I am not referring to myself...........
I know that what you were thinking.
Thats a whole other post

I bought some cause I love it!
Charlotte isn't so keen about it.
Than when I offered some to Mountain, he started spouting off something about not living in England and theIndustrial Revolution is over. Blah, Blah, Blah.
Like what The Hell does that mean!

So what I want to know is......Does anyone besides myself like Fruitcake?

Its Late

Shall we talk about sex again????

oh wait.

I'm gonnA go make cookies.

Hold your ass!

a Star is Born?

My cousin Jeff's fiance had her baby on Dec. 6.....

A girl! 7lbs 7oz
They live up in the same town as my brother.

They named her Ferryn Star M......

I am waiting for pics still.
But you know..........FERRYN IS NOT A NAME!!!!!

Gotthis from Muck

Considering i;'ve only just re-introduced myself to Buffy since Muck gotit for me for my B-day....I'dsay I did pretty good!

The Watcher 65 Bites of Slayage

You might not have what it takes to do the proper slaying, but you know everything there is to know about being the brains behind the Slayer. Like Giles or Westley, you are willing to consult an endless amount of books for the cause and train with the Slayer until she can take on the ultimate evil, but put yourself in the front line? That is NOT in your job description.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on bites

Link: The Ultimate Buffy Test written by Iguanita41 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

So Close 2 Crappy

Well crappy'd crap, crap!
I am sick!
I've been fighting it all week. But its there. I feel close to Crappy. Not quite thou cause I just don't give up without a fight. Although in the middle of the night I had to get up and take a couple acetametophin cause the beginning of the aches was coming. Went to bed right after Charlotte cause I just was tired.
Frig! I gotta put my Christmas lights on my house today!
Mountain is coming over to help. I don't want to feel so crappy that he does all the work. That would just be shitty.
Although I did say I would feed him.
He was in the restaurant just as I was close to being off yesterday. Brought his dad. Yes, thats right, I met Mountain Senor.
Very nice man. English accent. I sat down with them. Eventhough I am really not supposed to. I was being a bad, bad girl! I put my coat on, but still. I was being very bad. But I also didn't want to be rude. Afterall i was meeting the parent.
Well I better get my shit togehter.
This is a short day for me, but I have a feeling it will be long anyway cause i feel so close to crappy.

Blog on Dudes!

Dreams

When you dream what do you dream about.
Not just the dreams we have as people for our lives. But dreams you have when you are sleeping.
Do they ever seems so real to you that its hard to tell if it really happened or not?
Do you ever solve problems, or have answers come to you about issues while you sleep?
Have you ever drempt about someone only to find that it actually happened?
The mind is an awesome and amazing thing. It is so strong and makes us who we are. Imaginations are wild. As long as you let yours go.
I let my imagination go wild in a post just the other day. It would be interesting to know what may have been real and what wasn't. What may have been past, present or just a dream. A mere glimpse inside my head. Can you tell the difference?
Fantasy and reality. Fiction and Non-Fiction. Dreams. What are yours?
Where am I going with this?
Well actually I'm not sure.
I love the Pinks. But as I disclosed to Steffi the other night.....my mind becomes clouded. Its the best way to descibe it. Dreamy. Although, even in the dreamy state I am happy and good. I function normally. I am good. But it seems to me that past events or conversations are like a dream. Yet they are not. Its just that they are.......I don't know. I guess i can't explain myself.
Anyone felt like this?
Maybe you could help explain it.

Wind Storm

This is my moms story. It got published in the paper! Thought I would share.
Way to Go mommy!
What did you do when the power went off? The first day we were out shopping and came home to find a pine tree across the road and no power. The bartender had to manually open the garage door so we could get into the house and put our groceries away. Hmmm, do we put the milk in the fridge or leave it on the porch? We cozy up around the fireplace, with candles and a scotch and soda. Not too bad. The next morning we woke to a chilly house. The bartender started the fireplace again. What could I do? My Christmas Cards! I got them all addressed and even wrote some letters - by hand! It sure gets dark early. Fireplace warms the family room but the bathrooms are chilly. That's another thing, we are on a well - no power, no water. By the afternoon of the second day it's not fun anymore. I've used up all my half used candles and will have to bring out my new ones soon. Radio says the power should come on around 8 PM. Well that's okay. Bartender brings McDonalds home and we eat by candlelight. 10 PM and still no power. That's two episodes of Corry missed! Surely it will be on in the morning.
Day 3, no power. No water, splash tiny bit of bottled water on face. No coffee. Getting cranky. Bartender lugs yet another bucket of water up two flights of stairs so we can flush toilets. He decides to take all the meat from our freezer to his brother's as his power came on yesterday and they have room in their freezer. They live a mile from us. Sister in law sends back a pot of coffee. Bless her. Haven't showered in three days, can't go out of the house. Everything requires electricity. What can I do? Took all my books back to the library last week. Oh, the beaded hat. Yes ladies, I put it together. Doesn't look quite as good as our Queen's did but oh well. At least it is no longer rattling around the bottom of my bag. Now we are told we should have power by 4 PM.
It's now 2 PM day 3 and I've stolen pine branches from the tree that fell across our road to put into my planters. Noticed that 248 St has power. We do not. Can't be long now though. Are they not fixing our street because its only 6 houses long?
Ten minutes past 4 and I've lit the candle stubs. The bartender is out looking for someone to yell at. He wants someone up the pole at our house now! We've been on the phone with very patient BC Hydro customer relations people and they keep saying we are on the list. The food I left in the freezer on top of the fridge is thawed. I throw squishy packages into the garbage. What's this? Oh the bag split. It's dripping down my fridge, its stewed rhubarb all over the floor. I mop it up by candle light with a paper towel. What a sticky mess. We are out of Scotch. To bed in the dark and cold again. Surely the power will be on in the morning.
Wake at 7:30. In the cold. No power yet. This is day 4 now and I'm really mad. I phone Hydro and the recording says our street should have power by 8 PM! I've had it and stay on the line to yell really loud at the customer relation person. I tell them we are all pensioners on this street. Shades of Greengrass. The poor CR person uses all the training he has to try to calm me down but I'm cold and cranky and want a cup of coffee and a hot shower! He says all I can do is wait.
It's 9 am now and I'm still fuming. I hear the beep beep beep of a truck backing up. I race to the window and yes, it's a hydro truck turning around in my driveway. Where is it going? Is it leaving? I trudge up the driveway in my jammies and fluffy slippers to see where it's gone. There he is, up the pole. Hooray. The bartender races out and yes, we should have power in 10 minutes. What's that noise? The micro wave. It beeped! It's light is flashing. We have electricity.
I don't know how the people in New Orleans managed during and after Katrina. We are so used to turning on a switch and having heat and light and entertainment. I'm grateful for small things now. Being able to make a cup of tea. Being able to flush a toilet. Turning on the tap and having clean water come out. Going into a dark room and turning it to light with the flick of a switch. Opening the garage door with a remote opener. The computer. And I am especially grateful to the people at Hydro who climbed poles and fixed transformers in miserable weather, and listened to a cranky old woman without hanging up on her.

That DAmn Bitch and her Tag!!

1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Egg nog i think
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree?Most get wrapped till he runs out of paper
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? I love colour
4. Do you hang mistletoe? I don't. But I want to. Does that count?
5. When do you put your decorations up? second to last week in November I pull out the boxes. It takes a week to decorate
6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Turkey and my Aunt Jeanettes potatoes! Yum!
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child:Christmas at my Nana's when she lived in Burnaby. The huge table set up in the basement. My fancy glass with a little spot of wine in it. Playing hide & seek with my brother cousin and sister. Nana's gravy....she put the giblets in. Singing Christmas carols and playing the ukelele. Concerts and Fieldtrips with Choir. Singing the Hallalula Chorus in the church choir and actually hitting those high notes. Going door to door with young peoples and singing in the cold......I Love It All!
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? Truth? What has happened to SAnta!!
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Sometimes. Charlotte does cause she always has so many.
10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? I have a Santa as a tree topper. And santa ornaments all over. I collect them. I have strong feelings about Christmas trees. So SAnta's it is! No angel or star on the top for this Girl!
11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? LOVE IT!!! I love to cozy up and watch it come down. Preferrably with a loved one. Don't mind driving in it at all. Playing in it loses something for me. But theres always time for a good snow angel.
12. Can you ice skate? Yup
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? I love all presents
14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? Family....friends....extended family
15. What is your favorite Holiday Dessert? I have to choose! That hardly seems fair!
16. What is your favorite holiday tradition? Its a fairly new tradition for Charlotte and i.......Boxing day. Its ours. And its special
17. What tops your tree? SANTA!
18. Which do you prefer giving or Receiving? What are we talking about again?
19. What is your favorite Christmas Song? Oh Holy Night
20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? Depends on my mood and now they have different colours and flavours!
21. Favorite Christmas movies? Hmmmm. That is realy hard. I like the ones with the clay figurines. Rudolph...Kris Kringle...The year without a Santa....White Christmas...Carp! I like em' all!

oh Such a Mountain we Weave...

So here is a close up of the mountain and me.
i clearly been testing that home brewed wine again.

Well oh so sorry for my regular readers....

XXXXXX~ Adults///beyond this peint

Now if you are or thought you were wholesome,,,

This pic was taken just after I gave him head and he shot it down my throat. I do so love that.

He is so handsome. Fantastic bone structure! I find him sooooo handsome. Its gotta be the toque.

I didn't get mine. but thats okay.

It'll cum later....

I feel it. Its stiff. Do I touch it? His mouth is on mine. His tongue entwining in my own. My lips want....he encircles his tongue around as am thinking it. Does he think of the rest.? My body.... my breathing....i just want more,

His hands hold me tight. My panties become damp in my excitement. I hold on to his hair as his tongue penetrates my mouth. Our eyes meet and he smiles. His hand reaches down and finds my swollen clit. He begins the touching....

My eyes roll back. My pussy has been waiting for his attention for days. He knows just what to do. The rythym, the kissing, the wanting... he slips a finger inside me.....I love it! So does my body. I want more. Give me more!!! He pushes his body close to mine and I can feel how hard he is. *just put it in...please* My body aches for him. My pussy so wet. The warmth or his mouth felt on my thigh as he licks it. My clit throbbing....hoping for attention.... he responds to my needs as I did earlier for him.

my hips hoping grinding for attention. His tongue finding its way to a place on my body that no one could ever complain from. A moan slips past my lips. Ohhh.... I grind my hips. Even though its just his mouth.......my body reacts. I collapse into his wanting mouth. I can feel the wetness grow as his tongue finds my clit and we grind together. The moans build up and escape my throat eventhough I have my mouth covered by my own hand. He thrusts his tongue harder and i only want more, He puts his hand over mine as he pulls his body up untill our eyes meet. Watching my soul as puts his whole self into me. I wqnt to groan loudley. His fullness feels so good. I let my satisfaction creep out while he is Slowly yet oh so covertly moving his hips with mine. My tongue tracing his lips...... The rythm....so much. its hard not to breath Who did I come here with?? Is That My voice asking, begging, Please! I want you in me! He is. I want him harder! Harder! HARDER! I feel him. hard. Pounding My body.

His rythm finding its way thru my body. Damn I need to cum! Suck It! Hold it!! What my legs are getting kissed........my legs...my inner thighs. Fuckin hot breath.....my pussy is wet and really just wants to be cleaned up by his mouth. So hard and pulsing inside me..My body .....

WEll thats its kids.

I gotta sleep. You'll have to fill in The blanks.......Steffi!!!!Jewel?? I'm sure you could find a good story in there.

finish it for me will You!?!