Reflecting on 2006

WoW! I haven't posted in awhile.
Me.
The Blogging Goddess!
I know its a wacky thing. I encourage you all to "Blog On" and here I am slacking off. I have been doing a lot of thinking over the last while. Lots on my mind. Love my Pinks cause they keep me happy....but some of the side effects are really starting to irk me.
So I've been thinking of the year I've had. The things that I've done. The things that have happened. The people.....

• The year started off with the "Big" saga in full swing.
• the Discovery that Big was a reader and used the information to use me
• Lost Kimmi due to the "Big" ick.
• finally move past "Mr Big"
• i don't hate my job
• my mom and the constant Daycare drama.
• Depression
• much to my surprise I fell in love with Larry.
• Steffi and I rekindled our friendship and found that we have one.
• idiot phone things...phone calls...
• Larry died.
• more depression...great sadness...learnt lessen
• Met Tall Dude.
• Met Mountain & ended my year of celibacy
• Lost my Job
• Left town and ended up in Alberta....with no job to come back to. I came back for Steffi & Joe....they needed a designated driver and it sure is nice to be needed by a friend.
• got involved with Tall Dude
• Summer of the emotional rollercoaster began....like I wasn't already on one.....
• Unbeleivable depression...all consuming
• discover drinking again
• catered all summer long. Wierd hours no routine
• the restuarant gets closed down....the fear of not having a job rises....my nervous breakdown in full swing.
• I lose my boyfriend and my girlfriend in one Horribly unforgetful night
• Muck comes to my rescue
• Sister jumps in and helps me find my way
• i reached out..... Doodle and James reached back
• I go on interview after interview.....making it thru the first hoops in most cases but not able to pass the final bar.
• feeling like a total failure......total breakdown occurs
• I do soemthing, without Total Kristi thought or analyzing......I move a teenager, I barely know, into my home.
• I get help.......start the Pinks and my whole life changes
• Healing begins......for myself, for my girlfriend, for my boyfriend
• i fall Ass over Tea kettle into my Dream Job
• Rekindle my friendship with Mountain
• Mountain & I take the plunge past friendship and onto a physical level.....we are Lovers

.......now here I am!

Enjoying Charlotte like I've never been able to before. The yelling has ceased. Loving my job more than I thought possible. Bosses that appreciate me and see my worth. A man in my life....as we bumble thru our 'relationship' he is above everything else a good friend. Bonded with my nephew the extension of family begins. Steffi and I are closer now as we made it thru a huge blockade and found that our love is true. I am building friendships/relationships with people I never thought I would. Old friendships rekindled and still just as strong as they ever were. My personal growth amazes me. Life amazes me. I am on a new Journey of self Learning as some things are sooo different.

I am Happy! and that amazes me!

Happy New Year Blogger Dudes!!!

Always remember to ............Blog On!