Yikes

well that is enough of that!

I binged this weekend. On both food and drink. Holy Smokes - don't want to do that again. No more wine till ........... my shower? My stag? my wedding? I lost so many days. This is crunch time. Details that I have been putting off till closer to the wedding ..........Well guess what? IT'S CLOSER TO THE WEDDING!!!

2 mnths and 2 weeks my little counter says. And really --- i lose a couple weekends in there due to shower and stag .......... it sucks cuz there's not really anything i can delegate out either. Its all stuff I gotta do. Or Mountain. There is no place or room to just set stuff up and come back to it. ERG! the sun needs to come out! in among all of this wedding prep, my yard needs to get done! Where is the Sun?!!

And then trying to wrap my brain around the things I need to do ............ my shoes are half done, the program is half done, the party invites are half done, decor is half done, my hair is too long, we still need to meet with the marriage commissioner, i need to talk to my cake guy about my cake, we need to finalize our food, i need to get all the insurance and permits in place ............. I am sure there is more and i am just .............. 1 more batch of wine to bottle at the end of the month ............ still gotta pick up and finalize the booze for the wedding ......... how many bottles of each....... i need a couple days where i don't have house stuff and mom stuff and spouse stuff to deal with and interupt my day. I have to go back out to Turkeys and pick up my thing and while I am there I need to go to the linen rental place and finalize all of that. Take pics of what the table should look like so that my posse and the setup team have soemthing tangible to follow. this really sucks that I can't be there to set up the hall.

I need someone to help me stay focused.

and What is with people NOT RSVPing. Its making me crazy! just mail the special mailing address and let me know wheterh you are coming or not! Mail me personally. Just friggin let me know if you are coming or not. I'm gonna give them another month and if i havne't heard I will seek thme out and be real forward and just ask. HOw terrible is that!

I think its entirely possible that I am starting to get stressed out! Holy Shit!

I still need to find a honeymoon get-up and a nice dress to wear out for dinner with my husband to the copper room! FRAP!

Maybe on wednesday if the weather is crappy, I'll head out to langley and surrey to finish off the Turkeys and the wedding garb stuff ............

Where do i start? Aaaaahhhhhh