told work yesterday that I was going to need to take some serious time off.  I feel awful about it.

but i am NO good to anyone like this.

i hurt all the time.  That relapse of last week really scared me.  Stepping, and without any warning, my leg just not being there!

I onloy worked thursday and friday of this past and I left on Friday in pain.

After doing so well and really believing I was gonna be able to do a ful shift by the end of the month and then BAM! no reason.  no warning.

I feel bad to let my co-workers down.  

I feel awful that this might just mean my job........

but I HAVE to heal.

Muscles, torn, stretched, ripped - take longer to heal than bones - but you get more understanding and recognition of injury with a cast.

so tomorrow i go in and then after work I will go see my doctor and see what and how long he says.

Therapist said 7 to 10 days minimum. and Thats just to rest it so the swelling goes down and the pain subsides a bit.

I LOVE my job.  I hate this.

everything happens for a reason. 

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