I have worked really hard to get here. I have lived off a low income for all my working years. Struggled through bills and debt. In the years before Charley working 2 jobs back to back jsut to make ends meet. Saved my cash and struggled to make payments on furniture/appliances in my home. I have been humbled many times just to live. I've not done many things that my other girlfriends do. I have a mortgage that I am struggling to keep paid as I struggle through not being able to work and live off what little income i have coming in during this hopefully, short phase of my life. I have tried to make career changes unsuccessfully over the years only to yet try again. (keeping my fingers crossed). I have made a home for Charley and i, thinking I made the best decision I could for us at that time 2 years ago.
now i sit here thinking - did I.
I know this house is small. Its only big enough for for very little furniture. I know I have to organize and downsize even more. I am home these days and I can't do it cause of my injuries. All I can do is sit and look at all the things I could do to make it work. I try, but i am limited. I work with what I have. I know I have made some bad decisions, but at least I made some.
Come up with a solution Mountain. you don't like it and have every criticism, than do something about it. Why is it up to me? I don't have any means to make things change right now. Living in 900 sq. ft. isn't my idea of heaven either, but i am making the best of it.
We have a yard. We have a warm home. We have food, clothing.
how many women can say they bought a house, on their own, on a waitress salary?
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