hmmm - well I am indifferent to his idiocy when it comes to Leah and Tea. he went to her Christmas pageant last night. he found out the day off. there was NO consideration to take me. He sat with her and her family
he has a second family. Consideration for the image they are portraying to that little girl doens't even cross their minds. She is going to be soooo nasty when Lyle and I make this permanant. She loves him, Tea does. IN LOVE WITH HIM. and When the dream of her "parents"( for lack of a better description), aren't together, but this woman that she hates is in the picture for good.........this little girl is going to become a full grown teenage manipulative monster and then into a Dangerous attention seeking woman. Not to mention Leah has already been pulling some maneuvers and saying things to see what heart strings she still has control of.
i am just walking away from it. Not in the physical sense, but the emotional sense. A lot of the things i have said have already come true and been true. i have nothing to prove. this is going to be a nightmare, his nightmare. And really, since he keeps that part of his life sooo separate from mine, its perfect! i don't have to have this affect me unless i put myself there.
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Indifference is the opposite of love, be careful with that!
it is?
hmmm - well I am indifferent to his idiocy when it comes to Leah and Tea.
he went to her Christmas pageant last night.
he found out the day off.
there was NO consideration to take me.
He sat with her and her family
he has a second family. Consideration for the image they are portraying to that little girl doens't even cross their minds. She is going to be soooo nasty when Lyle and I make this permanant. She loves him, Tea does. IN LOVE WITH HIM. and When the dream of her "parents"( for lack of a better description), aren't together, but this woman that she hates is in the picture for good.........this little girl is going to become a full grown teenage manipulative monster and then into a Dangerous attention seeking woman. Not to mention Leah has already been pulling some maneuvers and saying things to see what heart strings she still has control of.
i am just walking away from it. Not in the physical sense, but the emotional sense. A lot of the things i have said have already come true and been true. i have nothing to prove. this is going to be a nightmare, his nightmare. And really, since he keeps that part of his life sooo separate from mine, its perfect! i don't have to have this affect me unless i put myself there.
so i walk away - does ANY of that make sense?
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