Friday, August 06, 2010

Fuck Losing weight for my Wedding or for Me for that Fact!
i am tired of fighting with EVERYTHING in my personal space!
I'm jsut gonna throw in the towel. Fuck it!

5 comments:

steph said...

Having a rough day? Call me if you have some time.

Kristi said...

fat bloated day
i have been "not" for weeks

so I ate chips last night. To hell with it. Felt guilty. so now i am doing diet tea and not eating today just for fun.

just wish i could work out so that I could see bigger better results faster. The whole gunt thing just pisses me off

steph said...

hmmm... Me too! I start on Monday with the whole deal. 30lbs in 12 weeks, that is the plan.

Kristi said...

oh Fudge 30 in 12?
I'm going for 5 more by the end of the month. I'm jsut pissed cuz if I could cardio I'd almost be there by now...... sort of ........ well maybe I wouldn't be but I'd at least feel better with the blood flowing!
I guess 1 at a time isn't the end of the world.
Its just everything is so much work.
School. Job. injuries. Pain.

its taken its toll on me and i am at the end clawing at the opening of the dark hole that is sucking me in. Being bloated and swollen isn't the cherry i needed for this dessert

steph said...

It is tough, especially for you right now. Just do your best to stay positive!