I Love my Sister but.......

My Sister has had some pretty nasty moments over the last year. She's been pushing for a fight for quite some time. Casting Lots of stones in my direction. Which, for the most part I take. i get it. She has a lot of frustrations and being a sister i get the shitty end. It happens. Sometimes I even deserve it. However, sometimes lines get crossed. Sometimes her mouth gets far to ahead of her. Sometimes, things could have been delivered in a nicer way. Most of the time, Lately, her Ass has been doing a lot of the talking.

Yes i do every once in awhile need a reality check. Fine. i can admit that. So does she. Holy Smokes if i Even begin to check her! Yikes! nope I just won't, but She has been downright mean over the last year on occasion. So now I find i am really walking the edge.

There is a lot of pots and kettles with black bottoms having much to say.

so Far I have done my best to Not throw it back in her face. but as my arsenal grows and my Scorpio tail starts to swish i am pulling away first.

I do not want to let my tail get any more itchy than it is. That is dangerous. For both of us as i know all too well the damage it will cause. So I gotta just sit back. Retreat.

Its a horrible feeling to suddenly start to regret asking your sister to be your maid-of-honor. But that is how I am feeling. I am starting to want to fire her. That sucks to even have those thoughts crossing my mind. I want her there. I want her standing with me, but I think I may have made a mistake. She is not right for the job. I seriously hope it changes soon and we can find our way back to the same page. i Love my sister and the thoughts I am having now ....... i want them to be gone out of my mind. *sigh*

how do I get on to a more positive road with her?