Yow - i suddenlty got this horrible feeling that i am behind in my wedding prep. That I have missed important things. That I Do Not have the handle on it like i thought I did.

dont know if that true or not. Or maybe when i wake i the morning I will feel instantly better. All confidant that I know what I am doing again and I am right on track.

but for now

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!