there was so much pain in his voice the last time we spoke.
It killed me inside to hear it.
I do hope his daughter calls to let me know how the surgery went.
I know they have so much going on. I'm jsut some chick they've heard about. I'm not really real.
To them.
I am resigned to granting his wish that I don't go. That I let him be at this time. That I let him have his vanity. His wish that I don't 'see him like this'
Yes I do understand.
I don't like it. Not one little bit. But I will listen.
For its his wish.
Its his wish that I love him from here. So I will grant it.
So now life goes on. Mine that is. I wait to hear. I just wait to hear and I grant the other wishes he asked of me over the last few times we've talked.
I will go on........
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Hang in there Kristi. It sucks, but I understand you wanting to abide by his wishes.
I really do hope he gets over it though and realizes that you don't care how he looks, that you "seeing him like this" would think him perfect. That's what love does.
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers.
Praying for you both. :)
I'm afraid he is already gone.....
I just want more time with him. Even if its just the summer......
he promised to take me fishing
he is so strong and I admire that. Even in his pain he is trying to make me laugh
you are right....it woudn't matter how he looks. I love him for whats inside. For the man that makes me smile.
Thank you for your prayers
Is it life threating?
If it looks like a duck, and smells like a duck....it is a duck!
Maybe it sells insurance?
yes it is......terminal......that is.
not a duck
so much better if it were a duck
what the hell are we talking about a duck for? I do not get it.
my dad sold insurance.......
Kristi:
I am still praying for you both. Please let me know if you should hear anything!
hUGS!
ANDI
absolutly Andi!!
I imagine it will be awhile.
Afterall, I was still so new to his daughter. She had only jsut recently learned of my exhistance.
So i am not on the radar as far as 'need to know'
For us it had been going on for awhile, jsut recently crossing over to a more serious nature.
But for everyone else......it just happened.
i understand that.
She will listen to her daddy, eventually. I'm jsut not forfront on anyones mind except his.
Thats only to be expected.
I want to hear it all...just don't stop talking.
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