i will be encouraging Charlotte to have her babies in her 20's
I am now charting my non-ovulation again as to Doctors orders. he gave me charts and stuff. i also insisted on a blood test to check my hormones from my thyroid. I am certain its hormonal. Doctor wants to be tedious.
I feel shitty, angry and stupid.
then the other part of me is like Hey - if this is my menopausal body its not so bad. Lots of women have Huge body changes/shapes. Althoguh I am not altogether happy with my body shape, it ain't all that bad either.
That I will embrace later. Right now I'm feeling pretty cheated.
and Where the Hell is my period! Being irregular has never been soemthing I've ever been. this is severely uncool.
I am feeling angry at the World
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You are doing amazing!
i want to stop working the hours I work and spend Charlottes time with Charlotte. I hate not enjoying the only child I have and being to tired or consumed with other household crap during my very little free time.
I just want to crawl into a hole today
I am sad and angry. My last period was Nov 7th. How am I supposed to chart my temps if I don't even bleed!!!! I just want to Scream and Break things!
Kristi, I am calling you the minute the kids heads hit the pillows.
i'm ok
i need to be alone right now...
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