Fetus

my cousin and his wife found out they are having a girl. Due in June. they are naming her Zen

MY BRIDAL PURSE JUST GOT HERE!!!!

WOOOOOOOOO!

100 days to go - ACK!

Having Babies

this new trend of gestation. I just don't get it. Finding out the sex before its born. Fully naming it before you see its little face. What if that little face that you've already named, just doesn't fit. Like naming a pale blonde boy Mohammed before he is born ........ That would be a lot for a skinny white boy to handle.

I have friends that have just found out they are having a boy this summer. They have already named him. Naming him a God and the poor wee thing hasn't even crowned! Expectations are already on his shoulders and his shoulders are not even developed yet. I suppose the name would be there no matter what as that is the one they had chosen for a boy. But maybe not, it is possible that they might see his little face and think no, he should be named Allan?

Razriel Hafta St. Onge is quite the handle. I will call him Raz-ma-taz. Its a very strong name - He will have much to live up to.

Congratulations - it will be an exciting journey

Hemming

ACK! drempt about my wedding dress. Its hem ............ all effed up! some of the seams.......coming apart!

it was too short and then it got discolored by my shoes while I was trying it on. My seamstress wasn't the same. it was some man and there was a play going on in the next room. Then my Sophia got there and told me all would be well after they had it cleaned. Then I got it home and there was a flooding, my dress had been draped over a chair(cause the house is too small to hang it) and the hem got all munged and water damaged! bugs and everything were in the bag!!! Then when i was braving the flood to go save my dress ............. yup - i was saving my dress, swimming up the torrent of flood - there was some bizaare fire in the water and it caught on the bodice!!

There was a bunch of other little wierd things too. Like Charlotte's birth father and my old best buddie Rob ....... his dying father ........... OH MY GOODNESS!

Now I have such anxiety about this Sunday and checking out the hemming. I hope its ok. ACK!

Mr Big

is a listing agent in my Complex

Photos

I am making a list of pics to have or make sure get taken .

Bride getting in to her dress. Mom putting my necklace on, me putting Charlotte's on. Pics with just me and my girls before the ceremony. me and each girl. Pic of just me and Charlotte before and after. My dad. My mom. My brother ...... oh my goodness. The list could be endless.

What were your favorite pics from your wedding? What did you miss and regret? What is soemthing important to remember about getting my pic taken?

tips. advice. suggestions

Yow - i suddenlty got this horrible feeling that i am behind in my wedding prep. That I have missed important things. That I Do Not have the handle on it like i thought I did.

dont know if that true or not. Or maybe when i wake i the morning I will feel instantly better. All confidant that I know what I am doing again and I am right on track.

but for now

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

Dating?

Charlotte was asked out by a boy today

ACK!