Sleep?

tooo much on my mind

my eyes popped open at 1:23AM, and that was it. I lay awake. I went to the couch about 3:30 ........ I lay awake some more. I have soooo much on my mind.

I did this thing where I spent money yesterday that I feel horribly guilty about spending. So I will need to take back what i bought. Damn it! So I lay awake thinking about all the other more important things I need to spend that Non-money on. Then i lay awake thinking about how are we gonna move the playhouse when the time comes. I lay there thinking about the fact that I cooked with too much garlic, maybe that's why I can't sleep. I thought about how much wieght I have gained in the last 3 years since being with Mntn. I tried to remember how old Charlotte was when i started her on pablum. I thought about school and why i am not there yet. I lay awake wondering where I am going to go to get a job and wondering if I will get hired. I thought about how i will pay off the debt I have incurred during this time of non-work. I lay awake listening to the rain pelting the livingroom windows and wondered if everything was ok outside. The I started to think about my garden and wonder if I will be able to dig in it this year ........ I moved back to the bed after 5AM. Finally fell asleep soemwhere around 5:30. Drempt that I was working for Ray and then the alarm went off at 6.

I guess I better get ready for the day..................