sobbing for Auggy

I miss him so much and I am sad that he is not here.

Kneader is sweet, but he is not my baby, my buddy, my friend the same way Auggy was. I mean he is ...... its jsut not the same ......... which i guess its not supposed to be. They are all different. and I love him for who he is

I wish I could have mourned Like Mountain did. but I couldn't. I didn't, so it lingers. The pain of loss .......... and its caught me off gaurd .......... and it really hurts.

I miss him .........