i am looking for a bartender and a hostess for berry festival..................anyone in??
friday saturday let me know
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
no more nanny girl
it Appears as though it is all over.
A bed is left and a couple drawers of some kind.
I have been left with her debt and with9out her keys.
WoW! Just like I was as if her mom or something.
House is locked tight when I am out. No need to go out of my way to change those locks. Like I have so much free time.
Its been a week since I visited the Gym. Went this morning. Damn my body misses it. if I have to I'll go twice a day to get rid of this BS fat that is covering my body!!
Hope to be on a steady loss now. In my dreams??? Maybe
but I'll fucking do it!!
I'm pissed about it and totally uncomfortable.
i am supposed to be 127 not 140!!!!
Fuck!
A bed is left and a couple drawers of some kind.
I have been left with her debt and with9out her keys.
WoW! Just like I was as if her mom or something.
House is locked tight when I am out. No need to go out of my way to change those locks. Like I have so much free time.
Its been a week since I visited the Gym. Went this morning. Damn my body misses it. if I have to I'll go twice a day to get rid of this BS fat that is covering my body!!
Hope to be on a steady loss now. In my dreams??? Maybe
but I'll fucking do it!!
I'm pissed about it and totally uncomfortable.
i am supposed to be 127 not 140!!!!
Fuck!
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Little Bitch
That littel Cow!
I never got a hold of the tenancy officer I was supposed to. She wasn't 'in' on Friday. Bitch! How convenient.
So I scoured over the tenancy pages in the internet.
There is nothing that covers ...taking in an under-age run-away. Giving her a place to stay so she doesn't have to live on the streets... retraction retraction retraction .......oh wait. She did that anyway.
But seriously. There is nothing covering our situation.
Boarders?
Room-mate?
All verbal contract?
So I had to look at what WAS there.
There resolution officer she spoke to advised her that it was okay to break-in to my house if she was locked out. Who the Fuck is this Bitch?!!
Kaila took it legal....so did I.
I wan't going to give a shit about the money she owes me for the phone and rent. but since she's taken it to that next level.....so will I. You wanna be a grown-up? Well here you go.
I downloaded the proper form from the website. filled it out. Oh hey! It said all the same stuff I had said in the one I typed out for her! What a surprise!
She didn't stay the night.
But she did turn up SAturday afternoon, with the drug dealing boyfriend, while we were out, and moved out almost all her crap~
All thats left is her bed and a couple shelves.
I'm sure she will come back when I am work to get the rest.
I jsut want her out. I'm pissed about the phone bill. but thank-ful I cut it when i did!
So tomorrow when I get on the phone I will be asking the tenancy bitch to now help me file to get the money she owes. I wasn't going to,but frig. I'm sure when her next & last of the phone bill comes its going to be over again. So FFFF that. I already had to pay a 200 dollar bill. the extra pay-day this month was supposed to be a xtra check to put towards other stuff. Like maybe into the bank with my other down-payment house money.
Anyhow.
its almost over i think.
So for that i am glad.
But yah. Just so you know. Its even really hard to throw your own kids out if they don't want to go. There are laws and things to protect them.
So Who's Protecting us?
I never got a hold of the tenancy officer I was supposed to. She wasn't 'in' on Friday. Bitch! How convenient.
So I scoured over the tenancy pages in the internet.
There is nothing that covers ...taking in an under-age run-away. Giving her a place to stay so she doesn't have to live on the streets... retraction retraction retraction .......oh wait. She did that anyway.
But seriously. There is nothing covering our situation.
Boarders?
Room-mate?
All verbal contract?
So I had to look at what WAS there.
There resolution officer she spoke to advised her that it was okay to break-in to my house if she was locked out. Who the Fuck is this Bitch?!!
Kaila took it legal....so did I.
I wan't going to give a shit about the money she owes me for the phone and rent. but since she's taken it to that next level.....so will I. You wanna be a grown-up? Well here you go.
I downloaded the proper form from the website. filled it out. Oh hey! It said all the same stuff I had said in the one I typed out for her! What a surprise!
She didn't stay the night.
But she did turn up SAturday afternoon, with the drug dealing boyfriend, while we were out, and moved out almost all her crap~
All thats left is her bed and a couple shelves.
I'm sure she will come back when I am work to get the rest.
I jsut want her out. I'm pissed about the phone bill. but thank-ful I cut it when i did!
So tomorrow when I get on the phone I will be asking the tenancy bitch to now help me file to get the money she owes. I wasn't going to,but frig. I'm sure when her next & last of the phone bill comes its going to be over again. So FFFF that. I already had to pay a 200 dollar bill. the extra pay-day this month was supposed to be a xtra check to put towards other stuff. Like maybe into the bank with my other down-payment house money.
Anyhow.
its almost over i think.
So for that i am glad.
But yah. Just so you know. Its even really hard to throw your own kids out if they don't want to go. There are laws and things to protect them.
So Who's Protecting us?
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Heck DArn
DAmn I fucked up!
i may acutally be over the legal barrel.
you've got to be kidding me!!!
somebody get her the FFF out!
i may acutally be over the legal barrel.
you've got to be kidding me!!!
somebody get her the FFF out!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Rumours
well the kaila thing is interesting.
she is so 16
came here after her work and found she was locked out.
Got Nasty phone call at work. Whatever. Bite Me!
she came back with the dumb boyfriend about 7
the boyfriends mother picked them up just about 8:30.
but not after I had a few words with her. Just enough I think. So now boyfriends mother is just pissed. "She's not coming to our house!!!!" Nobody wants her.
I feel bad for her that she let the bridges get burnt. but oh well.
I suggested to her as she was leaving and calling me a Bitch to give her mother a call and move back home.
Hey whatever...the sneaky little cunt. I cancelled all that had to do with her phone. Frig! she managed to get some stuff added to it. Eventhough she is not an authorized user. Even after I told her no. FFFFF! should have had that password on it sooner....my own fault. Ohg well. I'm sure it will all be over soon.
Mountain has groomed up his horse and rode in to save the day!
he will be here tomorrow after work as well. Just to be sure all is okay. Whatta man! I'm sure its not all too bad. He can sit and relax on the back porch, start up the BBQ have some quiet in my greenspace................
SPEAKING OF MY GREEN SPACE!!!!!
Rumour has it.
the people that I had come thru Monday night......
he's been next door tons making sure and checking it all out with the real-estate agent, Harvey Goodwin, what can you dig up Liz?? on what the suite and property and such and such is like.
So i think its a flip!
He and his wife and his son....something....are looking at the place to buy fix it up and flip it for a bigger profit.
NOw I don't know.
Waht does that mean for me?
will they start with the other side first?
I would think.
How long would it take them?
Does that mean I leave during or for the reno's on my side?
So anyhow it sounded interesting to say the least. Maybe that means I have more time while they fix the house!!
how much does my rent get 'adjusted'
So I don't know.
Anyhow....one thing or several at a time.
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she is so 16
came here after her work and found she was locked out.
Got Nasty phone call at work. Whatever. Bite Me!
she came back with the dumb boyfriend about 7
the boyfriends mother picked them up just about 8:30.
but not after I had a few words with her. Just enough I think. So now boyfriends mother is just pissed. "She's not coming to our house!!!!" Nobody wants her.
I feel bad for her that she let the bridges get burnt. but oh well.
I suggested to her as she was leaving and calling me a Bitch to give her mother a call and move back home.
Hey whatever...the sneaky little cunt. I cancelled all that had to do with her phone. Frig! she managed to get some stuff added to it. Eventhough she is not an authorized user. Even after I told her no. FFFFF! should have had that password on it sooner....my own fault. Ohg well. I'm sure it will all be over soon.
Mountain has groomed up his horse and rode in to save the day!
he will be here tomorrow after work as well. Just to be sure all is okay. Whatta man! I'm sure its not all too bad. He can sit and relax on the back porch, start up the BBQ have some quiet in my greenspace................
SPEAKING OF MY GREEN SPACE!!!!!
Rumour has it.
the people that I had come thru Monday night......
he's been next door tons making sure and checking it all out with the real-estate agent, Harvey Goodwin, what can you dig up Liz?? on what the suite and property and such and such is like.
So i think its a flip!
He and his wife and his son....something....are looking at the place to buy fix it up and flip it for a bigger profit.
NOw I don't know.
Waht does that mean for me?
will they start with the other side first?
I would think.
How long would it take them?
Does that mean I leave during or for the reno's on my side?
So anyhow it sounded interesting to say the least. Maybe that means I have more time while they fix the house!!
how much does my rent get 'adjusted'
So I don't know.
Anyhow....one thing or several at a time.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Evicted
Well so......
this have escalated.
Verbal, Verbal, Verbal. Nothing written you stupid girl till now!
You wanna be a grown up. Well here you are a Grown up.
Get The Fuck Out!
You teach my daughter that taking papers out the paper box is okay?/?? You fucking little slutty cunt.
you bring my girl home in a truck driven by your little friend. there is Not enough people or insurance to protect either of you.
you constantly dress with your cleavage out and never come home....thats it!
Getout.
Don't fuckin threaten me? What! you are seriously playing with your life.
So if you are in the area...please drive by. Make double sure all is okay. My neighbors and the Police have been notified, school has been told. but you know....everyone works....a surprise never hurt anyone. (kaila)
i am officially on REd Alert!
see anything funky. Anyhting at all...please call the local police....859 5225 non emerg line. Thanks!
this have escalated.
Verbal, Verbal, Verbal. Nothing written you stupid girl till now!
You wanna be a grown up. Well here you are a Grown up.
Get The Fuck Out!
You teach my daughter that taking papers out the paper box is okay?/?? You fucking little slutty cunt.
you bring my girl home in a truck driven by your little friend. there is Not enough people or insurance to protect either of you.
you constantly dress with your cleavage out and never come home....thats it!
Getout.
Don't fuckin threaten me? What! you are seriously playing with your life.
So if you are in the area...please drive by. Make double sure all is okay. My neighbors and the Police have been notified, school has been told. but you know....everyone works....a surprise never hurt anyone. (kaila)
i am officially on REd Alert!
see anything funky. Anyhting at all...please call the local police....859 5225 non emerg line. Thanks!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sold??
first showing of my house was a couple hours ago......
Man-a-livin I hope my rent doesn;'t get unmanageable.
i wonder if they will buy.
If they do and live in the other side that would be just fine. Just don't make it hard for me to stay.....
Man-a-livin I hope my rent doesn;'t get unmanageable.
i wonder if they will buy.
If they do and live in the other side that would be just fine. Just don't make it hard for me to stay.....
Sunday, June 17, 2007
I am Sooo Wet
Yup. that was me!
That was us.
camping.
WoW!
I spent Friday at sports-day Hootin and a Hollering for ...."go Queen! Come on Ott! Run Lottie Run!! Go Charlotte; Go Charlotte; Go Go; Go Charlotte!" while all her teammates cheered on some kid named Charley.....................
It misted on us but it was good. Yes thats right I stayed out in the rain. Got wet out ther eI did. Even my hair. Went for a very nice afternoon tea with Charlottes daycare Lady. got to know each other on a different level. It was pretty cool. Especially since i have created an unfolding in my own house. something i will get into later involving Nanny Girl.
Mountain arrived about 4:30 or so and damn it we ARE taking all that wood!
I went pee and checked the locks of the house.
WE got there and set up. I the tent. Charley the beds Mountain the tarp and the fire. All good.
we went for a wonderful walk to the lake.
I questioned myself the whole time on ....did my feet grow....why do these shoes suck so badly,....I really should have worn my other ones?
We sat by the wonderfully warm fire that Mountain built. Marshmellows were consumed it was a good time. The Queen went to bed. Mountain and I sat up.
it was nice. His quitting had taken the 2 day backseat once again. thats okay. Its hard, I know. He kills himself over it more than I ever could. And........its not my place. Its his demon to battle. When he needs me to hold his hand I do. Guilt and blame have no place here.
I got tired just thinkjing about how early Charlotte was gonna wake up.
We went to bed.
The rain started.
It rained all night.
We woke to rain.
Charlotte was awake by 7AM. Mountain was up and out of his bag making fire!
All of a sudden our roles fell into place.
DAmn it!
I had to get up and cook!
I know. What The Hell! When we had spoken of camping....there was mention of disapointment when I said if it doesn't come in a bag, box, or add water I don';t bring it.
Well i got weak. Its his first trip with us. Gotta be sensitive. So yah. I packed eggs, bacon and hashbrowns. I Know! What The Hell!!!
Frig. It was all happening so fast. There was fire. There was rain. I hadn't had enough coffee or washed my face. But yet, somehow, i felt it was time to make breakfast. Obviously the clean air was hurting me.
So i hooked up the propane to the stove deal. i know it made noise i hadn't really heard before. But the coffee.....the nights sleep hadn't kicked in yet.
i lit the match..........
Flames and fire everywhere.
i officially don't have any eyebrows out of place or hair on my knuckles. My eyelashes found protectiopn under the night befores mascara
Well it is late.
i am tired.
too much adrenilin for one night
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That was us.
camping.
WoW!
I spent Friday at sports-day Hootin and a Hollering for ...."go Queen! Come on Ott! Run Lottie Run!! Go Charlotte; Go Charlotte; Go Go; Go Charlotte!" while all her teammates cheered on some kid named Charley.....................
It misted on us but it was good. Yes thats right I stayed out in the rain. Got wet out ther eI did. Even my hair. Went for a very nice afternoon tea with Charlottes daycare Lady. got to know each other on a different level. It was pretty cool. Especially since i have created an unfolding in my own house. something i will get into later involving Nanny Girl.
Mountain arrived about 4:30 or so and damn it we ARE taking all that wood!
I went pee and checked the locks of the house.
WE got there and set up. I the tent. Charley the beds Mountain the tarp and the fire. All good.
we went for a wonderful walk to the lake.
I questioned myself the whole time on ....did my feet grow....why do these shoes suck so badly,....I really should have worn my other ones?
We sat by the wonderfully warm fire that Mountain built. Marshmellows were consumed it was a good time. The Queen went to bed. Mountain and I sat up.
it was nice. His quitting had taken the 2 day backseat once again. thats okay. Its hard, I know. He kills himself over it more than I ever could. And........its not my place. Its his demon to battle. When he needs me to hold his hand I do. Guilt and blame have no place here.
I got tired just thinkjing about how early Charlotte was gonna wake up.
We went to bed.
The rain started.
It rained all night.
We woke to rain.
Charlotte was awake by 7AM. Mountain was up and out of his bag making fire!
All of a sudden our roles fell into place.
DAmn it!
I had to get up and cook!
I know. What The Hell! When we had spoken of camping....there was mention of disapointment when I said if it doesn't come in a bag, box, or add water I don';t bring it.
Well i got weak. Its his first trip with us. Gotta be sensitive. So yah. I packed eggs, bacon and hashbrowns. I Know! What The Hell!!!
Frig. It was all happening so fast. There was fire. There was rain. I hadn't had enough coffee or washed my face. But yet, somehow, i felt it was time to make breakfast. Obviously the clean air was hurting me.
So i hooked up the propane to the stove deal. i know it made noise i hadn't really heard before. But the coffee.....the nights sleep hadn't kicked in yet.
i lit the match..........
Flames and fire everywhere.
i officially don't have any eyebrows out of place or hair on my knuckles. My eyelashes found protectiopn under the night befores mascara
Well it is late.
i am tired.
too much adrenilin for one night
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Friday, June 15, 2007
sleep in much?
I mean really.
does she have to wake me up between 6 and fucking 30 every morning!!!
i have been extra tired this week and not feeling all my best and every day she is up and in my room with that friggin pig noising it up!
Go Away!
then I haven't had coffee yet or brushed my teeth and she is asking stuff of me.
ARE U NEW!!!! DON'T TALK TO ME YET!!!!
Now I know she is excited cause we are going camping and I know she is excited cause its sports day and I a m going....but Frig!
I guess I am extra frustrated cause normally I just talk myself down and say "tomorrow is saturday" But this time it won't matter cause eventhough tomorrow is SAturday....we are camping. There will be no good sleep. Let alone sleeping in.
Grrrrr.
She better have a good time this weekend. I mean its not like I go camping for me!
This is already going to be such a test for Mountain and I. He is so bitchy these days cause he is trying really hard to quit smoking.
I hate it when he is bitchy. And no, not an asshole. A Bitch! He is more of a Bitch than I could ever hope to be.
Well I am sure everything will be fine.
I have a couple mags
I'll pick one up for Charlotte this morning.
Its gonna be a definant milestone-learning experience-adventure for all of us I am sure.
I am already looking forward to going to bed early sunday night!!!
does she have to wake me up between 6 and fucking 30 every morning!!!
i have been extra tired this week and not feeling all my best and every day she is up and in my room with that friggin pig noising it up!
Go Away!
then I haven't had coffee yet or brushed my teeth and she is asking stuff of me.
ARE U NEW!!!! DON'T TALK TO ME YET!!!!
Now I know she is excited cause we are going camping and I know she is excited cause its sports day and I a m going....but Frig!
I guess I am extra frustrated cause normally I just talk myself down and say "tomorrow is saturday" But this time it won't matter cause eventhough tomorrow is SAturday....we are camping. There will be no good sleep. Let alone sleeping in.
Grrrrr.
She better have a good time this weekend. I mean its not like I go camping for me!
This is already going to be such a test for Mountain and I. He is so bitchy these days cause he is trying really hard to quit smoking.
I hate it when he is bitchy. And no, not an asshole. A Bitch! He is more of a Bitch than I could ever hope to be.
Well I am sure everything will be fine.
I have a couple mags
I'll pick one up for Charlotte this morning.
Its gonna be a definant milestone-learning experience-adventure for all of us I am sure.
I am already looking forward to going to bed early sunday night!!!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Camping
oh how fun!
Since I have...or Charlotte has smoething going on every weekend until the end of July......
WE have decided to go camping this weekend!
The 3 of us!
Out came the camping stuff last night.
Did my camping food shop after work.
Picked up another camping chair and sleeping bag.
The weather is supposed to be good. But we'll see. I have tarps. With a second person I am sure they will be much easier to put up!
Heehee!
It will be interesting no matter what.
A weekend in the woods with Mountain Man and The Queen
I excited!
Since I have...or Charlotte has smoething going on every weekend until the end of July......
WE have decided to go camping this weekend!
The 3 of us!
Out came the camping stuff last night.
Did my camping food shop after work.
Picked up another camping chair and sleeping bag.
The weather is supposed to be good. But we'll see. I have tarps. With a second person I am sure they will be much easier to put up!
Heehee!
It will be interesting no matter what.
A weekend in the woods with Mountain Man and The Queen
I excited!
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
I take things To heart
Wow.
seriously.
i believe people when they tell me something.
i mean, Yah, i have my moments, many moments of unstrust. but for the most part I believe. I love to believe in the best of human nature. I take people for their word. I also realize that is a fault i have and it hurts me.
but does it hurt me cause I let it?
Or does it hurt me cause it can?
Is that the same thing?
Do I make up the rest?
or is it really happening?
BTW....Totally Loving Curves!
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seriously.
i believe people when they tell me something.
i mean, Yah, i have my moments, many moments of unstrust. but for the most part I believe. I love to believe in the best of human nature. I take people for their word. I also realize that is a fault i have and it hurts me.
but does it hurt me cause I let it?
Or does it hurt me cause it can?
Is that the same thing?
Do I make up the rest?
or is it really happening?
BTW....Totally Loving Curves!
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
so I've been dabbling on facebook.
I find it fun for a second than its over. Yet so addictive.
Quite honestly I'm just getting bored of the computer these days.
Carp@!
I think my 3 dimensional life is taking over!!!
My neighbor in the other half of the duplex moved out last weekend.
I guess the landpeople are gonna fix up her side before they put it on the market.
Frig! they have a lot of work over there. Her bathroom floor is rotten. Ick!
So I don't know.
WE are holding out as long as we can though. Enjoy the yard while we have it. I'm still getting rid of stuff. 5 years of accumulation. Thats a lot of carp!
I find it fun for a second than its over. Yet so addictive.
Quite honestly I'm just getting bored of the computer these days.
Carp@!
I think my 3 dimensional life is taking over!!!
My neighbor in the other half of the duplex moved out last weekend.
I guess the landpeople are gonna fix up her side before they put it on the market.
Frig! they have a lot of work over there. Her bathroom floor is rotten. Ick!
So I don't know.
WE are holding out as long as we can though. Enjoy the yard while we have it. I'm still getting rid of stuff. 5 years of accumulation. Thats a lot of carp!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
3rd Place!!!
My Girl played so well!!
I was so nervous.
She was nervous too.
gramma, great-gramma, papa and Mountain were all there.
I filmed it with my little digital.
I thught she did way better than the others. With no mistakes. She got 85 out of 100! But I guess taking your music up is a no-no. Not that she even looked at it once, but anyhow.
with her leg a tappin to keep her beat she played and she was amazing!
The Pink Panther....with her own special ending!
I WoooHoooed at the end of course.
And The Queen beamed.
Gramma gave her the Mosted special bracelet I ever did see. Silver, with a treble clef hangin off it.
What a great day!
What a great day!Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
a Year
Its so wierd with all the chaos and difficult times going on in the lives around me.
Mine has a bit of excitement but not so much.
Its wierd to think last year this time I was holding my heart in my hands.
Feeling so much hurt all at once when Larry died......
NOw here I am a year later.
Job, family, mountain, Pinks.
I still thank God for Bringing Larry into my life cause had he not......
really my breakdown would not have finished the course it had started so many years before and I wouldn't be where I am now.
Funny enough....i am truly grateful
Thanks for the e-mail Chelle
Mine has a bit of excitement but not so much.
Its wierd to think last year this time I was holding my heart in my hands.
Feeling so much hurt all at once when Larry died......
NOw here I am a year later.
Job, family, mountain, Pinks.
I still thank God for Bringing Larry into my life cause had he not......
really my breakdown would not have finished the course it had started so many years before and I wouldn't be where I am now.
Funny enough....i am truly grateful
Thanks for the e-mail Chelle
Hallo?
So he gives me a title yet I have NO responsibilty.
Can't use the skills I have that work.
Yesterday I caught shit for checking out the Lunch SAles. Apparently its none of my business and i could only possibly be doing it for personal gain.
WTF!!!!
Seriously. Can you get a little more paranoid? How many cameras are in the joint now? better be careful, there could be mics too! FFFFF! Then as soon as the girlfriend gets there his mood just goes down hill. Its the same every day. Frig. Never work directly with your Spouse. The sooner she is out of there the better!
Fine.
I handed him all the opinions you guys had for what makes you go to a restuarant.
I handed him the colouring sheets i had that I was going to photo-copy. I handed him the new kids menu I was going to get laminated. Grabbed my CD's Last week when we had the other blow-out.
I said to him.....seriously. This place Never would have gotten up and running if I hadn't done as much as I have!
We would have gotten to it. Was his answer.
Okay.....Wow!
I guess I should go take back all the drink menu's. They can put it together and do all the research for the recipes and what-not.
Guess I'll get all the burgers off the menu too and the sandwiches that people love, the Quesdilla.
WEll and I better take back my kids menu too!
How bout I just wander in with Mountain and take the decor that I've contributed.
the Shelving in the back
Oh but wait! That would leave him with blinds and 2 palm trees.
Fucker.....would have gotten to it. Please!
He is so unfocused on the restaurant right now its not even funny.
The girlfriend does not help. She just encourages him cause she doens't have a clue.
He's working on getting the coffee shop up, the patio, soups, gift cards, home-made bread.......
yet we still need a Hostess stand, a wall between the lounge and the rest of the restaurant, a half wall at the back to separate guests from the bar. Proper stands for the palms instead of milk-crates. More interesting things on the walls. He has perfectly good chalkboard in the back.....well I own't even get into that. Decore I can contirbute to, but I can't build.
It all takes money he says. Well yah. I know! Then how is it you can afford to thin youself out on these other projects.
Focus on one thing at a time!!!
Finish one project and see it succeed before you start another.
I've said enough and aS usual I am the only voice. So now He doens't listen. So I am done doing. WEnt down this road already.
I will stick around and as Mountain says just serve. Don't help anymore. No more ideas. No more extra's. I will do it his way, cause as he has pointed out, its not my name on the side of the building.
have I thought of leaving?
Oh yes. But seriously where will I get straight days 30hrs a week and at that wage???
Its really not a bad place to work. We are just not agreeing. Well and he has loopy ideas about things. I'm supposed to be in charge of the floor, but...........
I don't hire
Don't schedule
can't serve my way
big brother is always watching
I have a manager card that apparently I can't use
I guess I am just disappointed. Like as Mountain says....he made me promises that he is just not keeping. Gave me expectations.
So I treat it just as a job I guess and wait for the Paranoid Fuck to get it together and relax. And then live up to his end of the deal. Cause really.......I LOve My Job!!! no that is not sarcasm. I truly Love it!!
Meanwhile.....
if you do go in. Write him a letter about your experience there. No Really. I know the food won't be bad. But if girlfriend serves you the service could be slow and he needs to hear it cause its causing issues all around. And we really need a few more decor type things just to pull it together and finish it.
So whatever. Maybe you love it! Write him that too. Compliments are never a bad thing. Everyone needs an ego boost once in awhile.
So there I vented.
I feel much better!
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Can't use the skills I have that work.
Yesterday I caught shit for checking out the Lunch SAles. Apparently its none of my business and i could only possibly be doing it for personal gain.
WTF!!!!
Seriously. Can you get a little more paranoid? How many cameras are in the joint now? better be careful, there could be mics too! FFFFF! Then as soon as the girlfriend gets there his mood just goes down hill. Its the same every day. Frig. Never work directly with your Spouse. The sooner she is out of there the better!
Fine.
I handed him all the opinions you guys had for what makes you go to a restuarant.
I handed him the colouring sheets i had that I was going to photo-copy. I handed him the new kids menu I was going to get laminated. Grabbed my CD's Last week when we had the other blow-out.
I said to him.....seriously. This place Never would have gotten up and running if I hadn't done as much as I have!
We would have gotten to it. Was his answer.
Okay.....Wow!
I guess I should go take back all the drink menu's. They can put it together and do all the research for the recipes and what-not.
Guess I'll get all the burgers off the menu too and the sandwiches that people love, the Quesdilla.
WEll and I better take back my kids menu too!
How bout I just wander in with Mountain and take the decor that I've contributed.
the Shelving in the back
Oh but wait! That would leave him with blinds and 2 palm trees.
Fucker.....would have gotten to it. Please!
He is so unfocused on the restaurant right now its not even funny.
The girlfriend does not help. She just encourages him cause she doens't have a clue.
He's working on getting the coffee shop up, the patio, soups, gift cards, home-made bread.......
yet we still need a Hostess stand, a wall between the lounge and the rest of the restaurant, a half wall at the back to separate guests from the bar. Proper stands for the palms instead of milk-crates. More interesting things on the walls. He has perfectly good chalkboard in the back.....well I own't even get into that. Decore I can contirbute to, but I can't build.
It all takes money he says. Well yah. I know! Then how is it you can afford to thin youself out on these other projects.
Focus on one thing at a time!!!
Finish one project and see it succeed before you start another.
I've said enough and aS usual I am the only voice. So now He doens't listen. So I am done doing. WEnt down this road already.
I will stick around and as Mountain says just serve. Don't help anymore. No more ideas. No more extra's. I will do it his way, cause as he has pointed out, its not my name on the side of the building.
have I thought of leaving?
Oh yes. But seriously where will I get straight days 30hrs a week and at that wage???
Its really not a bad place to work. We are just not agreeing. Well and he has loopy ideas about things. I'm supposed to be in charge of the floor, but...........
I don't hire
Don't schedule
can't serve my way
big brother is always watching
I have a manager card that apparently I can't use
I guess I am just disappointed. Like as Mountain says....he made me promises that he is just not keeping. Gave me expectations.
So I treat it just as a job I guess and wait for the Paranoid Fuck to get it together and relax. And then live up to his end of the deal. Cause really.......I LOve My Job!!! no that is not sarcasm. I truly Love it!!
Meanwhile.....
if you do go in. Write him a letter about your experience there. No Really. I know the food won't be bad. But if girlfriend serves you the service could be slow and he needs to hear it cause its causing issues all around. And we really need a few more decor type things just to pull it together and finish it.
So whatever. Maybe you love it! Write him that too. Compliments are never a bad thing. Everyone needs an ego boost once in awhile.
So there I vented.
I feel much better!
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Monday, May 28, 2007
coming of Age??
Yikes!
Charlotte had acne!
She is only 8 for Pete Sake. I taught her how to wash her face with good old soap and water. That will now be part of her bedtime routine.
*tear* my wee girl is growing up. I hate this!
Charlotte had acne!
She is only 8 for Pete Sake. I taught her how to wash her face with good old soap and water. That will now be part of her bedtime routine.
*tear* my wee girl is growing up. I hate this!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
move
just got back from the Loops.
my nephew is so wonderful. He came and slept with me this morning so that his mom and dad could both sleep in. So i was up with him at 7. We cuddled. Than the queen came and we all cuddled.
HE HAS RED HAIR!!!!
I am so jealous.
Saw my Auntie that I havnt seen since I was 12. Divorce. But I still consider her my Aunt. It was a neat reunion. And then she met Charlotte. I beamed.
So I was looking around where my brother lives.
Its a pretty nice area.
He's up on a hill. Million dollar Gorgeous view. HIs driveway is the driveway from Hell but.......
Maybe I could afford up there. And there's all kinds of family and a little fixer upper.....Don't want anything already done. I want to build my own thing in my own space.
I'm sure I could find a job.....Mountain......
Hmmm.
I am thinking about it.
MLS here I come!
my nephew is so wonderful. He came and slept with me this morning so that his mom and dad could both sleep in. So i was up with him at 7. We cuddled. Than the queen came and we all cuddled.
HE HAS RED HAIR!!!!
I am so jealous.
Saw my Auntie that I havnt seen since I was 12. Divorce. But I still consider her my Aunt. It was a neat reunion. And then she met Charlotte. I beamed.
So I was looking around where my brother lives.
Its a pretty nice area.
He's up on a hill. Million dollar Gorgeous view. HIs driveway is the driveway from Hell but.......
Maybe I could afford up there. And there's all kinds of family and a little fixer upper.....Don't want anything already done. I want to build my own thing in my own space.
I'm sure I could find a job.....Mountain......
Hmmm.
I am thinking about it.
MLS here I come!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Virgo Thing
So what the Hell!!
Now I fight with Mitch!
Service.
he wants me to punch in how many people have walked in the door when they come in.
He also wants me to serve one table at a time.
Now at dinner,this is something that can be done. At lunch. Not so much.
Basically it goes like this....
table comes in i seat them. I get their beverage order. I go punch it in. At the same time punch in how many at the table. Then get the drinks. Take it to the table. then get their food order. Punch it in......Then I can get to my next table.....
now this is not too much to ask when you have more than one girl on and the tables are not all coming at once.
I have a habit of serving all the tables at the same time. That way the customer feels as though they are getting served promptly. CAuse of course at lunch thats what happens....,. All At once.
So he wants me to take away the time that I would be seating the next table to Punch in someones drinks and how many at a table. Instead of just getting their drinks and grabbing some menus for the next table on the way to seating them.
Multi-tasking.
I punch everything in at the same time. Drinks, food everything. And if i have been hit by 3 tables at once I put them all in at once.
Orders to the kitchen one after the other is a No-No by his standards.
Even if its by a different server waiting for their turn at the computer.
I believe in service to the table first.
Not to the kitchen.
Is that so wrong?
Restaurant chaos should never be on the floor.
Yet he feels very differently and his girlfriend that works the floor listens. So he feels its all good. This does not make it any better. She doesn't know. She's a legal secretary for Pete's sake! I've even had complaints of slow service about her.....yet, If I say anything.....woa....she's an owner and the boss's girlfriend! so clearly I'm just WRONG and mis-informed.
So I yelled at Mountain over the phone and then he came over and I yelled soem more while he was changing the oil in my car. (i'm going to see BoBo) this Friday. Now I have vented here.
I am not the most perfect server in the world.
Lord knows I've made and make mistakes.
i will comply cause it is his restaurant not mine.
How do you like to be served? I mean....correct me if I am off base. I'll pout for a bit. but maybe I need to be put in my place.
The floor is yours Blogger Dudes!
Customers and Servers alike I'm sure have some interesting Views on this
Now I fight with Mitch!
Service.
he wants me to punch in how many people have walked in the door when they come in.
He also wants me to serve one table at a time.
Now at dinner,this is something that can be done. At lunch. Not so much.
Basically it goes like this....
table comes in i seat them. I get their beverage order. I go punch it in. At the same time punch in how many at the table. Then get the drinks. Take it to the table. then get their food order. Punch it in......Then I can get to my next table.....
now this is not too much to ask when you have more than one girl on and the tables are not all coming at once.
I have a habit of serving all the tables at the same time. That way the customer feels as though they are getting served promptly. CAuse of course at lunch thats what happens....,. All At once.
So he wants me to take away the time that I would be seating the next table to Punch in someones drinks and how many at a table. Instead of just getting their drinks and grabbing some menus for the next table on the way to seating them.
Multi-tasking.
I punch everything in at the same time. Drinks, food everything. And if i have been hit by 3 tables at once I put them all in at once.
Orders to the kitchen one after the other is a No-No by his standards.
Even if its by a different server waiting for their turn at the computer.
I believe in service to the table first.
Not to the kitchen.
Is that so wrong?
Restaurant chaos should never be on the floor.
Yet he feels very differently and his girlfriend that works the floor listens. So he feels its all good. This does not make it any better. She doesn't know. She's a legal secretary for Pete's sake! I've even had complaints of slow service about her.....yet, If I say anything.....woa....she's an owner and the boss's girlfriend! so clearly I'm just WRONG and mis-informed.
So I yelled at Mountain over the phone and then he came over and I yelled soem more while he was changing the oil in my car. (i'm going to see BoBo) this Friday. Now I have vented here.
I am not the most perfect server in the world.
Lord knows I've made and make mistakes.
i will comply cause it is his restaurant not mine.
How do you like to be served? I mean....correct me if I am off base. I'll pout for a bit. but maybe I need to be put in my place.
The floor is yours Blogger Dudes!
Customers and Servers alike I'm sure have some interesting Views on this
Monday, May 21, 2007
Clear The Air
Boy did we ever!!
days of not communicating expectations will do that.
Went to a wedding SAturday. Had staff dinner last night. Then Bam!
WE had a good old fashioned, rip snortin fight.
Making up today was great though. Funny enough....it brought us closer together. Go figure. WE had such deep talks all afternoon.
Realizing and reinforcing our feelings for one another.
Awesome talks about the future.
During the wedding, the grooms mother came over and spoke to us.
We were sitting holding hands very casually. She asked us if we were married. I said no. Then she proceeded with well you are obviously getting married. When will that be. I jsut sat and smiled. He said not in the near future.
So part of our deep talks were about weddings and marriage. Ours.
So I guess we needed that fight.
days of not communicating expectations will do that.
Went to a wedding SAturday. Had staff dinner last night. Then Bam!
WE had a good old fashioned, rip snortin fight.
Making up today was great though. Funny enough....it brought us closer together. Go figure. WE had such deep talks all afternoon.
Realizing and reinforcing our feelings for one another.
Awesome talks about the future.
During the wedding, the grooms mother came over and spoke to us.
We were sitting holding hands very casually. She asked us if we were married. I said no. Then she proceeded with well you are obviously getting married. When will that be. I jsut sat and smiled. He said not in the near future.
So part of our deep talks were about weddings and marriage. Ours.
So I guess we needed that fight.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Not In LIke with Myself
I am just not feeling sexy these days.
my skin is tight. things don't fit like they used to.
I am not comfortable in my own skin.
i dont' feel like having sex.
Holy Carp!
Was that me?
I Don't Feel Like Having Sex!
Wow.
Mountian looked at me the same way when I told him.
Not that I wouldn't have, cuase saying No just isn;t my thing, but still. It was and is still realy wierd.
I hate that I can feel my tummy shake.
I don't like the saddle bags i can see when my legs are up over his shoulders.
I dislike feeling the extra skin under my chin when I look down, and ummmmm, do stuff.
i can't wait till tomorrow. my first work out befoer work!! I think I have everything togheter. As long as I wake up early enough I'll be fine.
Frig! Tomorrow is a long day!
Work out...work...bottle Merlot....Winners for wedding present.....Flip. I need polish for my toenails!
Well now he's gone and I kinda would like a lick.
Hmmmm.
DAmn!
blog on
dudes
my skin is tight. things don't fit like they used to.
I am not comfortable in my own skin.
i dont' feel like having sex.
Holy Carp!
Was that me?
I Don't Feel Like Having Sex!
Wow.
Mountian looked at me the same way when I told him.
Not that I wouldn't have, cuase saying No just isn;t my thing, but still. It was and is still realy wierd.
I hate that I can feel my tummy shake.
I don't like the saddle bags i can see when my legs are up over his shoulders.
I dislike feeling the extra skin under my chin when I look down, and ummmmm, do stuff.
i can't wait till tomorrow. my first work out befoer work!! I think I have everything togheter. As long as I wake up early enough I'll be fine.
Frig! Tomorrow is a long day!
Work out...work...bottle Merlot....Winners for wedding present.....Flip. I need polish for my toenails!
Well now he's gone and I kinda would like a lick.
Hmmmm.
DAmn!
blog on
dudes
ummmm yah
sorry bout the ramble.
had a drink and stayed up tooo late after Mountain left.
busy thinking and pondering and just kinda spewed it via blog.
had a drink and stayed up tooo late after Mountain left.
busy thinking and pondering and just kinda spewed it via blog.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Excercise?
Holy Carp!!!
i just joined Curves!
I'm sick of this wieght I've gained. It don't seem to be going anywhere anytime soon. Friggin Pinks suck for that!
So I'm doing something about it.
Man, i hope I can get there. Work in the little time I've got before or after work.
Its a half hour circuit. A years committment. But frig!
I can't stand the gut I'm getting or the Ass I've grown.
Can I afford the monthly????
Not really sure. But I'm jsut gonna have to make it work.
Wish me Luck!
i just joined Curves!
I'm sick of this wieght I've gained. It don't seem to be going anywhere anytime soon. Friggin Pinks suck for that!
So I'm doing something about it.
Man, i hope I can get there. Work in the little time I've got before or after work.
Its a half hour circuit. A years committment. But frig!
I can't stand the gut I'm getting or the Ass I've grown.
Can I afford the monthly????
Not really sure. But I'm jsut gonna have to make it work.
Wish me Luck!
so I had This Dream...
Drempt that Charlotte myself and someone else had to go to prison last night.
WE were in the same one. Just different rooms. Much like a school as a matter-of-fact!
Minimum security is what they said.
What had we done?
I can't remember now.
but the best part about it was when we had to go to the beauty parlor.
I got excited cause they were gonna thread my eyebrows and give me a pedicure!!!
I've never had my brows done before.
Whatta suppose it all means..........
WE were in the same one. Just different rooms. Much like a school as a matter-of-fact!
Minimum security is what they said.
What had we done?
I can't remember now.
but the best part about it was when we had to go to the beauty parlor.
I got excited cause they were gonna thread my eyebrows and give me a pedicure!!!
I've never had my brows done before.
Whatta suppose it all means..........
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Just Standing There
All I can do is jsut stand there and watch.
I am an ear.
I am a friend.
This is soo hard. It was not more than a Year ago I was going thru my own hurrendous emotional pain. I remember it vry, very well. I am a pro as a mtter of fact.
I look where I am now.
Mountain. We are together. We are on the same page and heading down the same road.
Together.
I am secure in my relationship and so is he.
I still get scared everytime a new closeness is revealed. When he gets annoyed by me or I get annoyed by him, its there in the back of my mind. That fear of rejection. Then I soon realize he is not rejecting me. We are okay.
WE have both been there before. WE are together becasaue we want to be. Not out of default.
So I watch as a family unravels. They go their separate ways. Knowing there is nothing I can do. they have to ride this one out on their own. All I can do is keep her safe. Be an ear when she needs it. HOld her when she needs to cry and listen when she needs to yell. Give her advice when she's ready to hear it.
There is a silver lining for everything. I do truly hope to help her find it. I still believe its workable. there's just some past that needs to be worked out.
I will take my place along the wall and stand there till its time.
I am an ear.
I am a friend.
This is soo hard. It was not more than a Year ago I was going thru my own hurrendous emotional pain. I remember it vry, very well. I am a pro as a mtter of fact.
I look where I am now.
Mountain. We are together. We are on the same page and heading down the same road.
Together.
I am secure in my relationship and so is he.
I still get scared everytime a new closeness is revealed. When he gets annoyed by me or I get annoyed by him, its there in the back of my mind. That fear of rejection. Then I soon realize he is not rejecting me. We are okay.
WE have both been there before. WE are together becasaue we want to be. Not out of default.
So I watch as a family unravels. They go their separate ways. Knowing there is nothing I can do. they have to ride this one out on their own. All I can do is keep her safe. Be an ear when she needs it. HOld her when she needs to cry and listen when she needs to yell. Give her advice when she's ready to hear it.
There is a silver lining for everything. I do truly hope to help her find it. I still believe its workable. there's just some past that needs to be worked out.
I will take my place along the wall and stand there till its time.
Friday, May 11, 2007
AwwHHHH!
My eyes welled up with tears as I realized what was happening.
She handed me a bouquet of flowers for mother's day!!!
Nanny girl!
what a sweetheart. Cause I am and have been there so much for her!
she made my mascara smudge! The little Asshole!
She handed me a bouquet of flowers for mother's day!!!
Nanny girl!
what a sweetheart. Cause I am and have been there so much for her!
she made my mascara smudge! The little Asshole!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Fraser River
Well.
Sunny all week.
Hot the past couple days. More sun to come. The impending doom of a flood is looming. The prairie will be under water. The grid will be shut off to protect it from itself. Which means so many ungood things for so many people.
For myself....well....no power...no work.
We are high enough the water won't affect us that way.
but it will affect our water and power supply.
I hope its just a little flood.
Bert!!! We'll be cut off! Hope its not one of those times you have Charlotte!
Carp!!!
I gotta make sure my BBQ has enough propane......
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Oh and hey.
Still looking for more input on my popular Restaurant Question.
Sunny all week.
Hot the past couple days. More sun to come. The impending doom of a flood is looming. The prairie will be under water. The grid will be shut off to protect it from itself. Which means so many ungood things for so many people.
For myself....well....no power...no work.
We are high enough the water won't affect us that way.
but it will affect our water and power supply.
I hope its just a little flood.
Bert!!! We'll be cut off! Hope its not one of those times you have Charlotte!
Carp!!!
I gotta make sure my BBQ has enough propane......
Blog On Dudes!
Oh and hey.
Still looking for more input on my popular Restaurant Question.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
***OBJECTIVE OPINIONS WANTED***
Okay Blogger Dudes!
I need you and your thoughts.
We are starting to put the finishing touches into the restaurant.
We want it packed ALL the time.
What makes you want to...or continue going back to a favorite spot?
Paragraphs are Welcome.
What can we do....ambience, food, service, music, menu, specials.....4 Lunch & Dinner.
When you walk in-what makes or helps you to feel good about a place? What do you expect? Include physical touches if needed
.
Be DESCRIPTIVE.
for those of you that have been to our little spot.....Please Let Me Know What we can do to be the best!!!
and if you haven't been.......Get There!
I want it to be the coziest, full all the time spot in the heart of town. Help me get it there Blogger Dudes!
EVERYONES 2 cents is worth soemthing on this one.
This reminds me..........our hours have changed for Sunday's
we are now open from 9AM till 3PM.
so come for breakfast!!
OUr hours will change for the summer all week to be open that early soon too!
so Please help make it worth it.
Thanks!
I need you and your thoughts.
We are starting to put the finishing touches into the restaurant.
We want it packed ALL the time.
What makes you want to...or continue going back to a favorite spot?
Paragraphs are Welcome.
What can we do....ambience, food, service, music, menu, specials.....4 Lunch & Dinner.
When you walk in-what makes or helps you to feel good about a place? What do you expect? Include physical touches if needed
.
Be DESCRIPTIVE.
for those of you that have been to our little spot.....Please Let Me Know What we can do to be the best!!!
and if you haven't been.......Get There!
I want it to be the coziest, full all the time spot in the heart of town. Help me get it there Blogger Dudes!
EVERYONES 2 cents is worth soemthing on this one.
This reminds me..........our hours have changed for Sunday's
we are now open from 9AM till 3PM.
so come for breakfast!!
OUr hours will change for the summer all week to be open that early soon too!
so Please help make it worth it.
Thanks!
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I Forgot They Talked to You!!
I went to pick up The Queen Saturday morning from her sleepover.
she came to the door holding MoJo. He was nestled into the crook of her arm. Talking to her as she stroked him. I reached in and gave him a pat. His fur was so clean. So silky. He responded with his little squeeks and chatters.
I forgot that they do that!!
I had one. It was my first pet as a matter of fact. When I was 4! She was Awesome!
Meet the new addition to our family.....
I said she looked like a Cow.
Charlotte said no mom. She looks like a Skunk! So her name is Flower. Named after the skunk in Bambi. But somehow she is now called Le Fleur.
They seem to have fast formed a lasting friendship. Cuddling and talkign to one another. Fleur recognizing and calling for Charlotte when she's near.
It's really most cool to see!
she came to the door holding MoJo. He was nestled into the crook of her arm. Talking to her as she stroked him. I reached in and gave him a pat. His fur was so clean. So silky. He responded with his little squeeks and chatters.
I forgot that they do that!!
I had one. It was my first pet as a matter of fact. When I was 4! She was Awesome!
Meet the new addition to our family.....
I said she looked like a Cow.
Charlotte said no mom. She looks like a Skunk! So her name is Flower. Named after the skunk in Bambi. But somehow she is now called Le Fleur.
They seem to have fast formed a lasting friendship. Cuddling and talkign to one another. Fleur recognizing and calling for Charlotte when she's near.
It's really most cool to see!
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Thursday, May 03, 2007
He's Going Away
Mountain is going to his Mummy's tomorrow for a few days.
Charley is going to a sleepover.
I am going to play at a Girlie Toy party!
Damn!
I forgot to get the toy allowance! Frig! And he even promised me one! WEll bugger. I better text him to drop it by the restuarant on his way out of town.
Its so Fun having a partner that matches my sex-drive.
Eventhough these days its only been once a week...........
So I plan some special walks about town with my girl for SAturday. Its supposed to be Gorgeous!
WE'll do Shops and Lunch at the Teahouse.
I hope its a busy lunch tomorrow. Lunch has been too quiet this week for all the things I want to spend money on this weekend!
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Charley is going to a sleepover.
I am going to play at a Girlie Toy party!
Damn!
I forgot to get the toy allowance! Frig! And he even promised me one! WEll bugger. I better text him to drop it by the restuarant on his way out of town.
Its so Fun having a partner that matches my sex-drive.
Eventhough these days its only been once a week...........
So I plan some special walks about town with my girl for SAturday. Its supposed to be Gorgeous!
WE'll do Shops and Lunch at the Teahouse.
I hope its a busy lunch tomorrow. Lunch has been too quiet this week for all the things I want to spend money on this weekend!
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
is it PMS?
My boss is making me nuts right now.
We are getting busier. We have No staff. I say get a Hostess. He says no. He wants more servers. Great! But no good ones are applying. so get a Hostess!
He wants people sat down right away yet when its busy the tables are dirty. It puts you more steps behind when you stop before you are ready to clean a table. than once they are sitting they expect service right away.
Well Frig!!!
it doens't always happen like that!
He doesn't seem or appear to understand how the front of the house works at all. And we are butting heads. I have stepped back. Cause in the end he is 'My Boss'
He let a girl go last week over the phone!
I was so pissed. I mean he very good reason to let her go. Stealing is just not tolerated. However....over the phone?
Anyhow....i am just venting.
i still love my job and it loves me. I'm just irritated at the moment.I guess cause I'm ready to take it on. I know I can do a better job at staffing and scheduling than he can. If there's anything I do know its service and how the front of the house works. While still keeping labour costs down.
I just wish he would trust me faster in that area.
I'm being impatient. Must chillax! It'll come in time.
I am just worried that business will suffer in the meantime cause guests aren't getting tended to.
*sigh*
maybe I'll write a faux letter........
We are getting busier. We have No staff. I say get a Hostess. He says no. He wants more servers. Great! But no good ones are applying. so get a Hostess!
He wants people sat down right away yet when its busy the tables are dirty. It puts you more steps behind when you stop before you are ready to clean a table. than once they are sitting they expect service right away.
Well Frig!!!
it doens't always happen like that!
He doesn't seem or appear to understand how the front of the house works at all. And we are butting heads. I have stepped back. Cause in the end he is 'My Boss'
He let a girl go last week over the phone!
I was so pissed. I mean he very good reason to let her go. Stealing is just not tolerated. However....over the phone?
Anyhow....i am just venting.
i still love my job and it loves me. I'm just irritated at the moment.I guess cause I'm ready to take it on. I know I can do a better job at staffing and scheduling than he can. If there's anything I do know its service and how the front of the house works. While still keeping labour costs down.
I just wish he would trust me faster in that area.
I'm being impatient. Must chillax! It'll come in time.
I am just worried that business will suffer in the meantime cause guests aren't getting tended to.
*sigh*
maybe I'll write a faux letter........
Monday, April 30, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Ready!
I am ready!!
House looks good. they should be her any minute. Why do I feel like I forgot something???
Food prep lasdt night went okay until I sliced the top of my thumb nearly right Off!
Frig. Blood Everwhere! My apron. Kitchen Towels. Damn! Probably should've gone for stitches. However. I just wnated to get finished with the bleeding and get finished with the dinner. Appy's...and main course done last night. so only veg to worry about today!!
Charlotte and Mountain are inthe livingroom having a moment.
A bonding moment that is.
He is drawing with her.
That seems to be their thing.
Man I hope the Chicken is good!
it sure is nice to drink Chardonnay out of Crystal!
i never get to pull out my nicey nice's. Crystal and Silver.
OH THEY ARE HERE!!!!
House looks good. they should be her any minute. Why do I feel like I forgot something???
Food prep lasdt night went okay until I sliced the top of my thumb nearly right Off!
Frig. Blood Everwhere! My apron. Kitchen Towels. Damn! Probably should've gone for stitches. However. I just wnated to get finished with the bleeding and get finished with the dinner. Appy's...and main course done last night. so only veg to worry about today!!
Charlotte and Mountain are inthe livingroom having a moment.
A bonding moment that is.
He is drawing with her.
That seems to be their thing.
Man I hope the Chicken is good!
it sure is nice to drink Chardonnay out of Crystal!
i never get to pull out my nicey nice's. Crystal and Silver.
OH THEY ARE HERE!!!!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Dinner Party
I have a dinner party for my parents 41st anniversary SAturday night.
So I am busy planning and figuring out how its all gonna work.
What am I gonna serve? How and when do I pick up all the stuff I need for it?
Time management! Friggin
I start on appy's tomorrow night.
Mountain is so sweet. He can't help me with the grass, house and Charlotte as he had originally intended as he suddenly has to work overtime. But he wants to help, so he offered to help pay for part of it. How darling is that?!???
Anyhow. It should be a good evening. I am looking forward to it.
Sister and Derwood will be here too.
Stuffed Chicken Breast is on the menu. 3 Cheese's are goin' in!
and since mom missed out on the Rumaki at Easter...I'll be making some of that too!
They were high-school sweethearts. My parents that is. Its wild to think they've been togehter so long. I came along 5 years later.
When you have no words a Hug will do
So I am busy planning and figuring out how its all gonna work.
What am I gonna serve? How and when do I pick up all the stuff I need for it?
Time management! Friggin
I start on appy's tomorrow night.
Mountain is so sweet. He can't help me with the grass, house and Charlotte as he had originally intended as he suddenly has to work overtime. But he wants to help, so he offered to help pay for part of it. How darling is that?!???
Anyhow. It should be a good evening. I am looking forward to it.
Sister and Derwood will be here too.
Stuffed Chicken Breast is on the menu. 3 Cheese's are goin' in!
and since mom missed out on the Rumaki at Easter...I'll be making some of that too!
They were high-school sweethearts. My parents that is. Its wild to think they've been togehter so long. I came along 5 years later.
When you have no words a Hug will do
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Whatever
A comment was made
I let it bother me for the last few days.
i am not going to anymore.
I am in a Fabulous relationship.
I have a good job and one that I love.
The Pinks have done a good job and I feel better than I have in years.
Charlotte is doing amazing in school.
WE will be able to purchase a house or something next year.
So in 2009 we can put some growth into our family.
This is what We are working towards.
Of course nothing is in stone and the skeletal plan could change. Depending on what life has to throw.
So there.
I've been seriously thinking over the last few months about handing over My Blogging Goddess Status and maybe hanging it up.
I struggle with things to Blog-On about anymore.
they come few and far between now.
And i am working more and doing more around the house. Charlotte has discovered home-made cookies are pretty good.
And I tell Mountain everything now.
WE talk a couple times a day. Soemtimes about stuff. Sometimes about nothing. Just touching base.
Its really nice to have that. He's my Best Friend and it is really very Neat!
So I find that not only do I not have the same stuff floating around in my head anymore that I need to get out. But that I just don't have as much to say.
Now see i already basically said that and I said it again!
Well the Rest of you Blog On!
I'm gonna Blog Read!
*Cheers*
I let it bother me for the last few days.
i am not going to anymore.
I am in a Fabulous relationship.
I have a good job and one that I love.
The Pinks have done a good job and I feel better than I have in years.
Charlotte is doing amazing in school.
WE will be able to purchase a house or something next year.
So in 2009 we can put some growth into our family.
This is what We are working towards.
Of course nothing is in stone and the skeletal plan could change. Depending on what life has to throw.
So there.
I've been seriously thinking over the last few months about handing over My Blogging Goddess Status and maybe hanging it up.
I struggle with things to Blog-On about anymore.
they come few and far between now.
And i am working more and doing more around the house. Charlotte has discovered home-made cookies are pretty good.
And I tell Mountain everything now.
WE talk a couple times a day. Soemtimes about stuff. Sometimes about nothing. Just touching base.
Its really nice to have that. He's my Best Friend and it is really very Neat!
So I find that not only do I not have the same stuff floating around in my head anymore that I need to get out. But that I just don't have as much to say.
Now see i already basically said that and I said it again!
Well the Rest of you Blog On!
I'm gonna Blog Read!
*Cheers*
Sunday, April 22, 2007
I am holding My Own
I had my first official stint as Miller's Manager this weekend.
how awesome it was to feel Back!!
Friday night we hosted a party for the unveiling of the art for the art-walk. The host merchants were there as well as some counsellors, MLA, and deputy mayor. George couldn't make it as he has hurt his back last weekend. But his wife had been in during the week so that was cool. I got a big Hug from Mrs. Mayor.
So Friday...late afternoon..we closed the restraunt to the public for a couple hours while we did the thing. Mitch put on a fantastic buffet of appetizers.
I changed so I wasn't in uniform and I greeted the guests into my restuarant. It was so cool. Even cooler that Mitch just stood back and let me.
Being in the same place for so long I never really knew how much of my known-ness was from that or just being me. Well from i have learned over the last week......it was from just being me!
John Van Dongen sought me out to say hallo.
so did Ms. Ross as well as Mrs. Caldwell. I chatted and enjoyed. Feeling a little like Sally Field.
"they like me. they really do like me"
Tonight I closed the restaurant on my own for the first time.
Its so awesome that Boss Mitch finally feels comfortable to do that. He and his Lady have really needed the time off. And As long as i have a sitter I am more than wiling to do it!
I was so sexy this morning. All snotty from allergies. Drooling on my pillow cause I couldn't breath thru my nose. And he still sticks around! WAtery eyes and mascara as far as the eye could see. And he still thinks I am beautiful. What The...
Charley had the best time ever at gramma Bertrams. Bunnies and Quads and kids Oh my! I'm sure to pay for her exhuastivness tomorrow.
Well Blog on Dudes!
how awesome it was to feel Back!!
Friday night we hosted a party for the unveiling of the art for the art-walk. The host merchants were there as well as some counsellors, MLA, and deputy mayor. George couldn't make it as he has hurt his back last weekend. But his wife had been in during the week so that was cool. I got a big Hug from Mrs. Mayor.
So Friday...late afternoon..we closed the restraunt to the public for a couple hours while we did the thing. Mitch put on a fantastic buffet of appetizers.
I changed so I wasn't in uniform and I greeted the guests into my restuarant. It was so cool. Even cooler that Mitch just stood back and let me.
Being in the same place for so long I never really knew how much of my known-ness was from that or just being me. Well from i have learned over the last week......it was from just being me!
John Van Dongen sought me out to say hallo.
so did Ms. Ross as well as Mrs. Caldwell. I chatted and enjoyed. Feeling a little like Sally Field.
"they like me. they really do like me"
Tonight I closed the restaurant on my own for the first time.
Its so awesome that Boss Mitch finally feels comfortable to do that. He and his Lady have really needed the time off. And As long as i have a sitter I am more than wiling to do it!
I was so sexy this morning. All snotty from allergies. Drooling on my pillow cause I couldn't breath thru my nose. And he still sticks around! WAtery eyes and mascara as far as the eye could see. And he still thinks I am beautiful. What The...
Charley had the best time ever at gramma Bertrams. Bunnies and Quads and kids Oh my! I'm sure to pay for her exhuastivness tomorrow.
Well Blog on Dudes!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
When 5 was my favorite number
Well, the title makes no sense.
5 is still my favorite number. But i do lean towards 7 now and then. amybe 5 cause of the mixture of curves and to-the-point edges. 7 is so finished...
FoF is wonderful. I appreciate how she speaks. her forwardness.
Chelle...same thing. She and I had a Rocky beginning a year ago. She has just always spoke her mind. Something i have always respected And yeah. She pissed me off! But i have always appreciated her forwardness and truthfulness as she has mine.
Lets Just Shit and Stomp in It people!
We are people right? Get over yourselves. Opinions are just that. Opinions. Look past and either accept or deny what you Truly see.
Did you know ther are a whole Pile of kids for adoption in B.C. right now?
I am pissed about that.
Reason being. There are so many Pro-Life people around. Yet when it comes to puttin the words to action they are nowhere to be found. CAn't you adopt the childs life you so-called, saved.
Well, these adoptive kids have issues.
So now they are in Foster care. Basically wards of the Government.
No Shit they have Issues!!! The mother Didn't want them. didn't want to be pregnant. So she lived her life. She did whatever. Was made to feel so guilty for her choice or her "mistake". That she couldn't make a better choice for herself or her unborn......now.....look where we are.
better?
No I think not.
Children that grow into teenagers with growth, developmental issues. FAS. Drug addiction. Because of pregnancy abuse.
No I am not talking about the dumb luck that happens when we take care of ourselves and genetics or nature kicks in.
I'm talkign about things that could have been avoided.
Way to RAise those crosses pro-lifers!
Abortion is a choice.
its a very serious, uneasy choice that I would not wish on anyone. However, it needs to be a personal choice between a woman and her body. We Know what we can handle.
No. At this point in my life it would not be my choice. But I would wish it to be there for my niece, daughter or friend.
Its a hard thing and I would play devils acvocate the whole way.
Its important that its the right choice for You.
not for your boyfriend, your parents or your church. for you!!
Its incredibly personal and difficult.
So why am I thinking?
Cause of the news broadcast.
all these kids with no homes or families.
Kids being adopted in from over~seas like crazy cause the kids here they don't want.
Why? Cause they are not what we refer to as Healthy?
Now I know this will hit home with one of you pretty strong....
when you are pregnant. You don't what is c0ming out of you. we/you are doing your best....and then...shit sometimes happens. Or it Doesn't. Depends on the Roulette wheel at the time.
We just all hope for the best. so what if its not quite what you expected? What Are you Gonna do?? Send it back??!!!?!@?
They are yours. Love,deal and parent. But yet ....adoption......its become so choice worthy.
If its not quite right....
its not like buying a car!
Don't like it. Friggin Pro-lifers that make it hard.
have You had a miscariage in the early stages??? WEll I have.
so don't give me no pictures or heart beating crap!
Do you eat eggs?
What about cow or pig?
Or hey. Lets talk about the last time you killed a spider or a mosquito and why................
Blog On
Frig!
I think its time to do a check on our........'favorite numbers'
5 is still my favorite number. But i do lean towards 7 now and then. amybe 5 cause of the mixture of curves and to-the-point edges. 7 is so finished...
FoF is wonderful. I appreciate how she speaks. her forwardness.
Chelle...same thing. She and I had a Rocky beginning a year ago. She has just always spoke her mind. Something i have always respected And yeah. She pissed me off! But i have always appreciated her forwardness and truthfulness as she has mine.
Lets Just Shit and Stomp in It people!
We are people right? Get over yourselves. Opinions are just that. Opinions. Look past and either accept or deny what you Truly see.
Did you know ther are a whole Pile of kids for adoption in B.C. right now?
I am pissed about that.
Reason being. There are so many Pro-Life people around. Yet when it comes to puttin the words to action they are nowhere to be found. CAn't you adopt the childs life you so-called, saved.
Well, these adoptive kids have issues.
So now they are in Foster care. Basically wards of the Government.
No Shit they have Issues!!! The mother Didn't want them. didn't want to be pregnant. So she lived her life. She did whatever. Was made to feel so guilty for her choice or her "mistake". That she couldn't make a better choice for herself or her unborn......now.....look where we are.
better?
No I think not.
Children that grow into teenagers with growth, developmental issues. FAS. Drug addiction. Because of pregnancy abuse.
No I am not talking about the dumb luck that happens when we take care of ourselves and genetics or nature kicks in.
I'm talkign about things that could have been avoided.
Way to RAise those crosses pro-lifers!
Abortion is a choice.
its a very serious, uneasy choice that I would not wish on anyone. However, it needs to be a personal choice between a woman and her body. We Know what we can handle.
No. At this point in my life it would not be my choice. But I would wish it to be there for my niece, daughter or friend.
Its a hard thing and I would play devils acvocate the whole way.
Its important that its the right choice for You.
not for your boyfriend, your parents or your church. for you!!
Its incredibly personal and difficult.
So why am I thinking?
Cause of the news broadcast.
all these kids with no homes or families.
Kids being adopted in from over~seas like crazy cause the kids here they don't want.
Why? Cause they are not what we refer to as Healthy?
Now I know this will hit home with one of you pretty strong....
when you are pregnant. You don't what is c0ming out of you. we/you are doing your best....and then...shit sometimes happens. Or it Doesn't. Depends on the Roulette wheel at the time.
We just all hope for the best. so what if its not quite what you expected? What Are you Gonna do?? Send it back??!!!?!@?
They are yours. Love,deal and parent. But yet ....adoption......its become so choice worthy.
If its not quite right....
its not like buying a car!
Don't like it. Friggin Pro-lifers that make it hard.
have You had a miscariage in the early stages??? WEll I have.
so don't give me no pictures or heart beating crap!
Do you eat eggs?
What about cow or pig?
Or hey. Lets talk about the last time you killed a spider or a mosquito and why................
Blog On
Frig!
I think its time to do a check on our........'favorite numbers'
Monday, April 16, 2007
Hmmmm
So Mom has been lurking over on my photo-blog. I wonder if she tried to get in here and got the big UNINVITED sense to it all......
I hope so. Maybe I can go back to a full on blog. Then again....at least Now I know exactly who's reading. The Evil anonymous or 'me' or good anonymous.....ect. can no longer wierd me out.
What a beautiful weekend.
i gardened of course. Mountain mowed my lawn. He is Such a Good man.
Charlotte was at a birthday party yesterday afternoon, so we got to indulge in some most fantastic afternoon sex! Aaah yes. How Fantastic it was!
I have decided just to weed and spread seed in my garden this year.
Its wierd to think I might just all of a sudden not be here. My lilac is budding like crazy. I can harldy wait.
I wrote a letter to a friend yesterday that made me think a lot about Mountain. I'm glad that it shows thru here in my blog how very happy and content I am. How wonderful he is and how lucky i am to have him in my life.
I started to reflect on the past 20 years. 20 years of tears and trying and wishing. years of dreams jsut tossed aside or afraid to be seen. Years of broken hearts and painful, truly Awful relationships.
i can honestly say I've been thru more shitty relationships and emotional pain than most I know.
Mountain and I met 18 years ago.
He was dating a girlfriend of mine. this is somehting we just only recently figured out.
Over the next many years....we have been at the same parties....drank in the same bars and clubs....been at a common friends house...... I Never gave him a second look. He smoked. He smokes Pot. He is a blue collar worker.....What could he possilby have to offer me?
Parallel paths for 18 years and finally colliding last June.
Well.....because of 20 years of crap I sure have it figured out. I now see his worth. His value. i wouldn't have even seen a couple years ago.
He is an amazing man. Truly beautiful.
WAding thru all the bad stuff has soo been worth coming out on the other side.
Those were and are important lessons I HAD learn. Had to experience. I had to go thru Hellin order to appreciate.
I'm sure there will be more that we will wade thru. Only now, we will be waist high together.
Muck you are right. He is a man's man and Yes this house has been a true blessing to Charlotte and I.
Mountain is sticking around.
He's met my family. He's still sticking around. he is Really not going anywhere.
WoW!
Blog on Dudes
I hope so. Maybe I can go back to a full on blog. Then again....at least Now I know exactly who's reading. The Evil anonymous or 'me' or good anonymous.....ect. can no longer wierd me out.
What a beautiful weekend.
i gardened of course. Mountain mowed my lawn. He is Such a Good man.
Charlotte was at a birthday party yesterday afternoon, so we got to indulge in some most fantastic afternoon sex! Aaah yes. How Fantastic it was!
I have decided just to weed and spread seed in my garden this year.
Its wierd to think I might just all of a sudden not be here. My lilac is budding like crazy. I can harldy wait.
I wrote a letter to a friend yesterday that made me think a lot about Mountain. I'm glad that it shows thru here in my blog how very happy and content I am. How wonderful he is and how lucky i am to have him in my life.
I started to reflect on the past 20 years. 20 years of tears and trying and wishing. years of dreams jsut tossed aside or afraid to be seen. Years of broken hearts and painful, truly Awful relationships.
i can honestly say I've been thru more shitty relationships and emotional pain than most I know.
Mountain and I met 18 years ago.
He was dating a girlfriend of mine. this is somehting we just only recently figured out.
Over the next many years....we have been at the same parties....drank in the same bars and clubs....been at a common friends house...... I Never gave him a second look. He smoked. He smokes Pot. He is a blue collar worker.....What could he possilby have to offer me?
Parallel paths for 18 years and finally colliding last June.
Well.....because of 20 years of crap I sure have it figured out. I now see his worth. His value. i wouldn't have even seen a couple years ago.
He is an amazing man. Truly beautiful.
WAding thru all the bad stuff has soo been worth coming out on the other side.
Those were and are important lessons I HAD learn. Had to experience. I had to go thru Hellin order to appreciate.
I'm sure there will be more that we will wade thru. Only now, we will be waist high together.
Muck you are right. He is a man's man and Yes this house has been a true blessing to Charlotte and I.
Mountain is sticking around.
He's met my family. He's still sticking around. he is Really not going anywhere.
WoW!
Blog on Dudes
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Generic
Well guess what I gound out when I went to get my Pinks yesterday????
For the last 4 weeks I've been taking Generic Pills again
No wonder Shit has been Funky!
No wonder my mind has been racing.
Not cause I need a higher dosage.
I needed the right Pink. Frig!!!
How did that happen you ask?
WEll. I had been using 2 different pharmacies.
My last prescription at my reg. Place i had experimented with the Generic. Then I went to a new one when i got the Name-Brand. When I went back to my reg. they had it on file that I do Generic. Over the last month I had only been filling a couple weeks at a time cause I just didn't have the money to fill the month. So last night when the Pharmacist said 45 dollars......I questioned it. at 2 bux a pill it should be more like 65!!!
thats when the Evil Generic plot was uncovered!
So much makes sense allof a sudden.
It'll take a week to get back to norm.
Mountain is happy about that too. Cause he was wondering. I had been oddly bitchy. avoiding him cause I didn't want to subject him to what I thought was PMS. The anxiety and pains when I found out about the house.
My Funky thoughts.......Memory shit......all due to GENERIC PINKS!!!!
Little Fuckers!
For the last 4 weeks I've been taking Generic Pills again
No wonder Shit has been Funky!
No wonder my mind has been racing.
Not cause I need a higher dosage.
I needed the right Pink. Frig!!!
How did that happen you ask?
WEll. I had been using 2 different pharmacies.
My last prescription at my reg. Place i had experimented with the Generic. Then I went to a new one when i got the Name-Brand. When I went back to my reg. they had it on file that I do Generic. Over the last month I had only been filling a couple weeks at a time cause I just didn't have the money to fill the month. So last night when the Pharmacist said 45 dollars......I questioned it. at 2 bux a pill it should be more like 65!!!
thats when the Evil Generic plot was uncovered!
So much makes sense allof a sudden.
It'll take a week to get back to norm.
Mountain is happy about that too. Cause he was wondering. I had been oddly bitchy. avoiding him cause I didn't want to subject him to what I thought was PMS. The anxiety and pains when I found out about the house.
My Funky thoughts.......Memory shit......all due to GENERIC PINKS!!!!
Little Fuckers!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
2 many Thoughts....such little Balls
life is a Funky Thought.
So many things these days floating around in my head.
-Mr. Big is engaged
-are Mountain and I working towards the same goal
-What am I going to do about this house situation
-how can I afford to buy my own home
-when will i have time to take the bags of Stuff to the MCC
-i need to get my oil changed
-i can't stand the wieght I've gained
-the Pinks are so expensive I need more,but can't afford them.
-Nanny girl needs to give me a months notice
-I want to garden......
-a year ago....where my mind was at. Where I was at. People......
-ami ever going to get better
So many things these days floating around in my head.
-Mr. Big is engaged
-are Mountain and I working towards the same goal
-What am I going to do about this house situation
-how can I afford to buy my own home
-when will i have time to take the bags of Stuff to the MCC
-i need to get my oil changed
-i can't stand the wieght I've gained
-the Pinks are so expensive I need more,but can't afford them.
-Nanny girl needs to give me a months notice
-I want to garden......
-a year ago....where my mind was at. Where I was at. People......
-ami ever going to get better
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Memory
Where does it go?
Aren't things worth remembering?
I think they are.
By the end of the day my memory is shot.
Wake in the morning and try to rmember what I did before i went to sleep and its like a blackout. Try to rmember what I did 3 days ago.....Holy Cripes!
Its phases in and out. Then there are just blank spots.
Its the Pinks. Wake up feeling drunk. go to sleep without any memory. Tired-yet not able to sleep. There are things I tell Mountain 3 or 4 times! He's so good about it. Sometimes he pretends like its the first time he's heard it. Takes a Great man to patronize me in a believable way.
Good thing I developed all those coping skills before the Pinks came along.
Patterns. things I just do on Auto here. Otherwise I'd be sitting comatose wondering What The Hell all the time.
I know I still need them and I am not completly okay yet......but boyz oh boys I cannot wait to get off them and get out of this Fog!
Blog On Dudes
Aren't things worth remembering?
I think they are.
By the end of the day my memory is shot.
Wake in the morning and try to rmember what I did before i went to sleep and its like a blackout. Try to rmember what I did 3 days ago.....Holy Cripes!
Its phases in and out. Then there are just blank spots.
Its the Pinks. Wake up feeling drunk. go to sleep without any memory. Tired-yet not able to sleep. There are things I tell Mountain 3 or 4 times! He's so good about it. Sometimes he pretends like its the first time he's heard it. Takes a Great man to patronize me in a believable way.
Good thing I developed all those coping skills before the Pinks came along.
Patterns. things I just do on Auto here. Otherwise I'd be sitting comatose wondering What The Hell all the time.
I know I still need them and I am not completly okay yet......but boyz oh boys I cannot wait to get off them and get out of this Fog!
Blog On Dudes
Sunday, April 08, 2007
dId It Go Well???
Well i think it went well.
Mountain showed up here all ready. We were wearing the same colours.....
I l0oked at him....well thats it...you know we're a couple now.
I said I was wearing my green dress. And at the last minute found a stain on it. Had to find something else......seems he did the same with his blue shirt.
So we were both in redish, wine, pink tones. Well not him so much in the pink.
At just about the end of the night it was family picture time.
Now why they decided to do it at the end of the evening when all the make-up and hair just isn't right anymore I'll never know.
There we were. All 17 of us INCLUDING MOUNTAIN posing for the family photo.
So maybe it was because mom had read my blog. Or well, nope that had to be it.
everything felt different. I got to drink!
Mountain was driving.
He had a rough night last night.
So it was my turn. There were no sideways funky looks from my mom. She didn't push Sprite on me as a choice of drink.
What The Hell!
Mountain and i spent most of the evening togehter.
He enjoyed himself.
I lovedhaving him there.
I showed him thru the house. Explained the different rooms. Showed him my dads work. We stood on the back deck and i showed him as much of the yard as I could from where we were.
Moms supper was amazing!!
Wow. I sure have some deep thoughts coming on.
I sure am in Love.
Real down deep to my toes Love.
Nope it doesn't ache or hurt. It just feels so alive. I don't know how to explain it.
He went home tonight, and i don't feel any nagging fear or want of when will I see him agian. I just know I will and i am not worried. Does that make sense. I don't worry or wonder when we will talk again cause we just will and its all good. Its a feeling of complete contentment and satisfaction i guess.
Anyhow....I have more thoughts but must think them some more.
blog on dudes
Mountain showed up here all ready. We were wearing the same colours.....
I l0oked at him....well thats it...you know we're a couple now.
I said I was wearing my green dress. And at the last minute found a stain on it. Had to find something else......seems he did the same with his blue shirt.
So we were both in redish, wine, pink tones. Well not him so much in the pink.
At just about the end of the night it was family picture time.
Now why they decided to do it at the end of the evening when all the make-up and hair just isn't right anymore I'll never know.
There we were. All 17 of us INCLUDING MOUNTAIN posing for the family photo.
So maybe it was because mom had read my blog. Or well, nope that had to be it.
everything felt different. I got to drink!
Mountain was driving.
He had a rough night last night.
So it was my turn. There were no sideways funky looks from my mom. She didn't push Sprite on me as a choice of drink.
What The Hell!
Mountain and i spent most of the evening togehter.
He enjoyed himself.
I lovedhaving him there.
I showed him thru the house. Explained the different rooms. Showed him my dads work. We stood on the back deck and i showed him as much of the yard as I could from where we were.
Moms supper was amazing!!
Wow. I sure have some deep thoughts coming on.
I sure am in Love.
Real down deep to my toes Love.
Nope it doesn't ache or hurt. It just feels so alive. I don't know how to explain it.
He went home tonight, and i don't feel any nagging fear or want of when will I see him agian. I just know I will and i am not worried. Does that make sense. I don't worry or wonder when we will talk again cause we just will and its all good. Its a feeling of complete contentment and satisfaction i guess.
Anyhow....I have more thoughts but must think them some more.
blog on dudes
funny
Its funny how now that my blog isn't 'public' anymore I kinda don't feel like doing it.
wierd?!??
Tonight is the night!
Appy's got made yesterday.
they don't seem like much, but mom said it would be.
Mountain had to test everything to make sure it all tasted alright.
Bobo got into town Friday. So we went to Sister's for the evening.
Mountain got to meet the siblings.
Sister streaked a pink bit into charley's hair.
The Cob is such a doll!
WEll
I better get it together.
Mountain needs to get home to shower and make himself pretty before this evening.
HOpe all your dinners go well.
I am only a little nervous. Hehe!
wierd?!??
Tonight is the night!
Appy's got made yesterday.
they don't seem like much, but mom said it would be.
Mountain had to test everything to make sure it all tasted alright.
Bobo got into town Friday. So we went to Sister's for the evening.
Mountain got to meet the siblings.
Sister streaked a pink bit into charley's hair.
The Cob is such a doll!
WEll
I better get it together.
Mountain needs to get home to shower and make himself pretty before this evening.
HOpe all your dinners go well.
I am only a little nervous. Hehe!
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Is What its Like???
haven't seen him all week.
I;ve been bitchy and didn't want to subject him.
Its thursday. It's ear;ly work day and dinner day.
Mountain shows up with a gascan.
He is outside right this moment working thru the first cut of the year. In the backyard.
How much do i love him!!!!
I was gonna do it tomorrow.
Holy Heck!
He is so getting fantastic head tonight!
I;ve been bitchy and didn't want to subject him.
Its thursday. It's ear;ly work day and dinner day.
Mountain shows up with a gascan.
He is outside right this moment working thru the first cut of the year. In the backyard.
How much do i love him!!!!
I was gonna do it tomorrow.
Holy Heck!
He is so getting fantastic head tonight!